adidas for life

especially for you self-absorbed friends

2012-02-11T21:57:00.001+08:00

if you're absent during my struggle, don't expect to be present during my success. - Will Smith

the reason why

2012-01-19T20:32:00.000+08:00

☆·˙♥ Duhai Sahabat2 Kelab Suami Isteri ·˙♥

Bila ada orang MENASIHATIMU »» BUKAN bermaksud mereka LEBIH BAIK,
Bila ada orang MENASIHATIMU »» BUKAN bermakna mereka LEBIH 'ALIM,
Bila ada orang MENASIHATIMU »» BUKAN bererti mereka MENUNJUK PANDAI,

TETAPI semata-mata kerana mereka itu MENYAYANGIMU &
mereka MENGINGINKAN yang TERBAIK buat dirimu .. (✿◠‿◠)

Sejenak renung²kan ~ Jangan lupa BERSYUKUR ya !

... but they would never understand

perliharalah puteriku

2011-11-20T04:04:00.002+08:00

salam

bismillah

MasyaAllah, dariah ada liat gambar2 model brunei.. hmmm.. kanak2.. pakai dress shiffon, tersingkap2.. ter'buka2'.. iatah yg di banggakan jadi Profolio durang tu. subahanallah.. masa durang buat cani inda kabak2 rasa ati ka?

basar pahala orang2 yang menjuali tudong, baju2 menutup aurat.. semoga kitani dan puteri2 tani semua dalam rahmat dan perlindungan Allah jua, semoga puteri2 tani dipeliharakan lidah, dilindungi penglihatan dan pendengaran, di jauhi dari segala maksiat, di kurniakan suara yang merdu untuk membaca kitab suci Al-quran, menjadi anak yang solehah, tergolong dari orang2 yang beriman, bertakwa, beramal kepada Allah S.W.T.. amin Ya Allah

tanggungjawab bersama

2011-10-31T13:44:00.003+08:00

salam

bismillah

siti lewey sipipi lepew ada post rah fb nya. alhamdulillah bisai anak buah ku ani. mari kita sama2 muasabah diri

Dialog dua wanita ( yg Buka Aurat vsTutup Aurat ):

BA: Aku tetap nak buka aurat!

TA: Aku tetap nak tutup.

BA: Orang suka aku buka. Cantik katanya.

TA: Ada orang kata tak cantik tutup?

BA: Buka ni fesyen.

TA: Tutup still boleh berfesyen.

BA: Bila buka, ramai terpikat. Jodoh senang.

TA: Tutup - lebih ramai terpikat. Jodoh senang dpt yg soleh.

BA: Ketinggalan zaman tutup2 ni.

TA: Arahan al- Quran tak lapuk dek zaman.

BA: Dah rasa baik sangatla tu tutup aurat tu.

TA: Ada aku kata ko tak baik? Atau ko sendiri yg tetibe rasa diri tak baik?

BA: Tutup pun kena fitnah gak. Mulut cam harem fitnah org gak yg tutup aurat ni.

TA: Jika yg buka kena 1 juta fitnah, tutup kena 10 fitnah. Mana ko nak? Jgn salahkan majoriti bila minoriti yg mulut macam tu.

BA: Apasal nak tutup lak? Keindahan ni Allah bagi

TA: Lebih indah di pandangan suami halal.

BA: Tak sedia lah nak tutup.

TA: Tak mengapa. Kain kapan sedia menutupi bila2 masa. Sedia atau tidak sedia

our daughter

2011-10-26T08:49:00.003+08:00

salam

bismillah

last post was on 7th Oct. hehe.. alhamdulillah our daughter was born on 9/10/11 @ 12.05pm. i had a normal delivery and baby was 2.78kg. :)

we call our baby girl: Nur Farah 'Ismah

btw birthday Nur Farah sama dengan bapa siti-lewey-si-pipi-lepew.. hahahaha.. dapat sambut sama2 ni ehh.. and and apparently sama dengan usu abg jua :) :) lots of love

alhamdulillah ya Allah

sungguh indah pemberian Mu

final countdown till baby comes

2011-10-07T18:58:00.002+08:00

salam

bismillah

@ week 37

hari ani masuk minggu 37 :) alhamdulillah.. meaning, kalau baby lahir anytime after today, baby full term sudah :D :D so exciting!

mummy start cuti 14hb ani.. inda batah lagi cuti yeay!! parut mummy ani mengaras plg sudah.. membuat apa2 saja pun singkat udah.. baby aktif plg masih.. kalau baby stretching huuuWWWaaaahhhh.. hehehe.. kuatnya.. syg baby :)

abg 3 hari sudah damam.. andangnya kali ah? dulu masa baru kan tau pregnant, dua2 damam berabis.. ani kan ampir ari udah, abg damam... mummy inda payah damam ehh.. sihat2 saja ahh.. :D :D

enjoying the last few days/weeks till the baby comes :)

alhamdulillah

elimination

2011-09-26T09:42:00.002+08:00

salam

bismillah

just a quick one. mummy decided to eliminate the chat box :)

apa yang tidak baik, di jauhi

yang baik, di dekati

insyaAllah

2011-09-21T07:57:00.003+08:00

salam

bismillah

@week 34+

alhamdulillah awal pagi sudah baby active:) baby usai2 position kali sudah ni..

masa ani mummy masih lagi mengajar, insyaAllah in few weeks mummy start cuti, yeay! hehe.. masa2 pregnant ani, mummy selalu perhatikan ulah2 students since semua bini2 jua, dapat jua memahami ulah anak bini2 :)

ada yang bisai, mummy bawa ckp baby, mudah2an alai mcm atu.. ada yang inda bisai, mummy bawa BerAstaghfar... ckp arah alai supaya di jauhi dari perangai inda baik... insyaAllah berkat doa dan usaha, menjadi jua doa mama :)

anyways, mummy curious ada comment pasal laknatullah.. so mummy google lah. nauzubillah kalau termasuk dalam golongan laknatullah.. kalau ada tersangkut walaupun sedikit, muasabah diri..

Golongan yang di laknat oleh Allah (Laknatullah)

1. Tidak percaya kepada ayat2 Allah

2. Ingkar kepada ayat2 Allah

3. Menyembunyikan ayat2 Allah

4. Tidak percaya sesudah beriman

5. Mengelirukan makna2 perkataan dalam agama

6. Melanggar larangan Allah (rujuk larangan2 Allah: minum arak, meninggalkan sembahyang dll)

7. Mengambil sebahagian sahaja daripada al-kitab

8. Membunuh orang mukmin

9. Menyangka Allah lokek

10. Munafik

11. Berdusta terhadap Allah

12. Memecahkan perjanjian, memutuskan apa yang harus dihubungkan, dan membuat kerosakan di bumi

13. Menuduh wanita2 mukmin yang berkahwin melaku kesumbangan

14. Menyakiti Allah dan Rasul-Nya

15. Zalim (rujuk golongan orang2 yang Zalim)

16. Tidak merenungkan Al-Quran

Laknatullah: semua berkaitan dengan Allah. nada mummy berkuasa kan melaknat org, MasyaAllah.. Allah saja yang dapat menilai tingkah laku mummy, insyaAllah akan diperbaiki lagi, lebih2 lagi kan jadi mama kepada anak kandungan sekarang. apa yang tidak baik di jauhkan, apa yang baik di hampirkan.

bersihkan jiwa, tenangkan minda.

anxiously waiting

2011-09-20T18:29:00.002+08:00

Salam

Bismillah

@week 34 (or @week 36)

hmmm... if im really in my 36th week of gestation, baby can come any time soon!!! masyaAllah.. :D ada yg ckp parut mummy basar udah, ada yang ckp, "bisai parutmu damit"... hehe.. apa2pun, mama and bapa happy knowing that baby is doing ok inside, alhamdulillah ya Allah..

MasyaAllah baby active berabis lately. parut mummy kadang2 luan menyiring ke kanan (cana ni ah kan explain?) hehe.. mcm, kalau di pigang sebalah kanan, mengaras.. kalau rah kiri licak, kusung rasanya.. :D

laki dariah selalu ckp "mama eksen saja ni gitau baby aktif, padahal masa bapa pigang inda jua bagarak tu~~".. hmmmmm nyeh!! baby nyaya mummy sudah ahhh.. beGeng tah sudah sama bapanya ;)

anyways, barang2 mummy and baby sudah bebali alhamdulillah.. maybe little2 things saja towards kan beranak nanti..

so far, katil baby ada sudah :) freezer untuk EBM baby ada sudah :) coolbag untuk EBM baby ada sudah :) brg2 yang wajib untuk baby masa arah delivery room pun sudah bersediakan.. thanks abg :D :D

my mum iski sudah ni, suruh2nya tah amal2kan this and that :) anak bungsu tah jua banar :) also, baby rasa relax kalau dangar bacaan surah2 and selawat2.. alhamdulillah... insyaAllah mama amalkan selalu untuk baby :)

bilik kami ani pun berapa kali panyap2 sudah.. making room for our little ones.. and so far, we think it fits to all three of us now :D

wahhhh... next month!! ermm... 4-5 more weeks? maybe? insyaAllah.. bila2 masa baby kan datang, mama terima.. asalkan baby selamat aminYaAllah..

(imagining abg mengAzankan & mengQamatkan baby nanti

...masyaAllah

indahnya pemberianmu yaAllah

...alhamdulillah)

i hate you

2011-09-08T07:49:00.002+08:00

salam

bismillah

@ week 33 (or week 35)

will be welcoming our baby girl in a month or so insyaAllah. mama sentiasa doakan baby dalam keadaan sihat, sempurna sifat, dipeliharakan lidah, dilindungi penglihatan dan pendengaran, di jauhi dari segala maksiat, di kurniakan suara yang merdu untuk membaca kitab suci Al-quran, menjadi anak yang solehah, tergolong dari orang2 yang beriman, bertakwa, beramal kepada Allah S.W.T.

mama jua doakan supaya alai inda menjadi perempuan2 yg pernah mama kenal dulu. mudah2an alai inda kan kejumpahan dengan durang ani, di jauhkan dari melihat contoh2 perangai dan sifat2 seperti bisdorang.

hati mama telah mereka lukai, bisdorang inda pernah sokong masa depan mama dan bapa, apatah lagi menerima teguran berunsur keagamaan. mama hanya dapat memaafkan bisdorang, tapi jangan lah di pertemukan lagi dengan mereka.

harap2 alai membesar menjadi anak perempuan yang baik budi bicara, indah di pandang mata. amin yaAllah.

pink or blue

2011-08-28T13:37:00.002+08:00

@ week 30+

we had our 2D ultrasound at C Y LIM with Dr Daw. awal2 ia liatkan kepala, sukatnya brapa lebarnya, skali liatkan nya parut baby, pastu kaki.. then turun turun... liatkan nya gender baby.. ITS A GIRL!! HEHEHE.. alhamdulillah..

masa2 kan abis ultrasound atu, aku tanya lagi "are you sure its a girl? hehe".. then Dr Daw put her left palm up, and a pen on her right hand.. she started drawing, "now, if its a boy, you see round here, round there and this and this".. hahahaha she literally drew a male sex organs on her left palm!! hahahahah.. ok ok we trust you Dr.. heheh

atu jua, masa Dr sukat2 badan baby, she said baby is @ week 32.. hmmm.. 2 weeks advance.. i dont mind really, i just hope nanti buleh cuti awal.. aheee...

lamah

2011-08-20T23:20:00.002+08:00

@ week 30

salam

bismillah

alhamdulillah 2 minggu dariah puasa nada masalah.. tapi sudah masuk minggu ke tiga Ramadhan, badan terasa lamah.. baby makin basar atu kali.. plus, aritu dariah ada blood test, resultnya dariah kurang darah.. so if nda cukup iron, lamah tah tu.. aku ingau kan baby plg. sampai termimpi2 ingau kan baby. kesian jua baby, makin active lagi masa ani. happy plg meliat baby garak2 :) siuk liat baby garak2kan parut mummy.. aheee.. alhamdulillah.. mudah2an baby sihat2 saja dalam parut mummy.

p/s masa ani siuk shopping barang2 baby and mummy :)

kisah ibu dan anak

2011-08-20T23:15:00.002+08:00

ibu kata sayang

kenapa hati terasa di sakiti

ibu kata sayang

kenapa mesti menguji kesabaran ku

hati hanya mampu terdiam

di samping suami tersayang

hot, very hot

2011-08-08T07:55:00.002+08:00

salam

bismillah

@ week 28+

MasyaAllah panasnya badan ku... banar2 panas.. berkipas, berAircon.. inda kerasahan sajuk. kesian abg, kadang2 selisma, sakit badan dan kepala sal kesajukan.. mun berkipas saja, ber-pa-luh.. pastu, lapas berpaluh, ga-tal... huhu.. inda mau garu2... inda mau ada stretch mark.. iatah mau bersajuk saja..

and and.. dariah masih inda nyaman tidur, sal balum bali bantal hehehe.. nyeh!

sleepless night

2011-08-06T11:35:00.002+08:00

salam

bismillah

@ week 28

alhamdulillah masuk 7 bulan sudah!!! :D :D.. so, 2 bulan lagi jumpa baby.. banarnya kami plan kan buat 3D/4D ultrasound, kan liat gender baby.. tapi since ani bulan puasa, tunggu raya saja. maybe around week 32 :) sal kalau kan ultrasound, mesti bladder mummy berisi :)

other than that.. baru masuk 7 bulan ani dariah payah kan tidur.. :( dimalam kusut. banyak udah bantal ani, bantal basar2 plg.. bergarak sedikit melasit apa.. and luan basar kali iatah support atu inda ngam.. dariah mau bantal pregnant atu ehh, yang lebar and panjang ah :D :D minta balikan arah abg soon! :D

Ramadhan bersama suami dan baby

2011-08-06T11:29:00.002+08:00

salam

bismillah

@ week 27

alhamdulillah dariah menyambut bulan Ramadhan bersama Suami dan baby tahun ani. sahur, sungkai, terawih sama2 alhamdulillah.. mengaji sama abg, mendangar abg mengaji.. indahnya Ramadhan tahun ani.

baby pun ikut puasa :) alhamdulillah.. insyaallah buleh puasa sebulan..

baby masa ani really active.. terasa banar kakinya bergarak.. gisil2nya makin nampak di kulit, terasa gagarnya.. and baby merati kalau di bawa becakap baibun.. labih2 lagi kalau baibun sama bapanya.. durang ganya kan manang.. heheh.. asal saja bapanya bawa berunding, ada baby agree, kalau mamanya diam tia.. hehehe..

alhamdulillah ya Allah

car accident

2011-07-29T10:39:00.002+08:00

salam

bismillah

@ week 26

24/07/2011

last sunday, kami balik ke kiulap (with separate cars). masa ku mendrive rah lane kanan atu, ada orang meRess di blakang. jadi aku ress lah dulu kan masuk ke kiri.. skali ada tah jua lane kanan ani bertutup. aku beranti mengajut, orang blakang pun inda sampat beranti... orang ngusai jalan raya atu jua, baru ia memasang pagar plastic atu bah.. ampir2 rah mengusai lagi. udah atu inda lagi ada warning macam melambai2 kai lampung.. ngam2 rah jalan beusai baru tah bepagar, bahaya jua tu..

anyways, since kami ali2 kerita malam atu, aku talipun abg, nangis2 kekajutan.. nasib jua baby inda tkana stering apa... kakiku ganya macam kancang2 sikit..

25/7/2011

bisuk2nya ari isnin aku keraja macam biasa, skali kan tghari atu kancang rasanya bahgian ari2 atu... ingau jua rasanya.. and baby pun nda berapa bergarak... tarus tah kami bawa emergency ptg atu..

masa sampai ke emergency RIPAS, tarus kana suruh ke LABOUR ROOM.. i was like WHAT????, SUBAHANALLAH... kana gito just incase contraction kuat, baby mesti keluar..

around 4.30ptg atu aku kana injik DEXA (Iakah jua tu namanya), untuk memantangkan paru2 baby. injection atu preparation just incase baby kan lahir, paru2 bleh berfungsi udah.. ingau lah ku masa atu, like mun banar beranak ari atu luan awal jua.. baru 6 bulan.. balum g bali apa2..

nda batah atu, aku kana suruh masuk WAD.. kana suruh stay sal aku sama baby mesti under observation.. udah ku tanya2 kan lagi.. inda jua pedah banar lah stay di wad, aku minta HOME LEAVE saja, sama jua rumah ampir hospital.

26/7/2011

bisuknya aku masuk WAD bebalik, kononnya bejumpa doctor kul 7.30 PAGI. skali apanah? kul 5 PATANG baru doctor masuk.. udah atu, ganya meliat rekodku, rasa parut.. udah atu jalan tah ia.. sekali sekali suruhnya g ku tinggal di WAD.. masih jua ku inda mau, HOME LEAVE saja lagi..

27/7/2011

arini doctor kan liat baby pakai ultrasound, liat placenta sama jantung baby, ok kah inda.. alhmadulillah semua ok.. aku kana check darah sama urine jua.. tunggu resultsnya saja.. alhamdulillah tghari atu balik tah ku.. inda lagi balik ke WAD..

ani aku kana bagi cuti 3 hari dari 28/7. ngalih banar rasanya badan atu, lamah lah.. baik jua kana bagi cuti atu.. inda ku tebangun rasanya..

masa ani, rehat2, baby pun makin basar.. hehe.. abg was like "eh, skajab tia basar?".. hehe. inda g perasan baby growing laju udah..

first massage

2011-07-21T12:12:00.002+08:00

salam

bismillah

@ week 25

alhamdulillah, kemarin berurut arah Hjh Maisalamah, pengangun ku masa kawin. nyamaaaaan rasa parut.. ringan rasa badan.. kalau bleh tah di bawa berlari badan ani.. hehehe.. position baby pun ngam sudah, kepala baby di bawah, Hjh pigang2 kan kepalanya masa mengurut kemarin..

dariah inda rasa berapa sanak lagi. baby terturun udah sikit.. alhamdulillah. was really really happy and relieved.. nanti sana lagi ehh...

baby's biggest kick yet

2011-07-16T21:52:00.003+08:00

Salam

bismillah

@ week 24

dimalam masa kan tidur.. masyaAllah baby kicking.. terasa banar kakinya.. awal2 atu inda sure kepalanya ka tu yang di gisil2nya or kepala tuhut... banar2 macam something bergarak dalam bilun.. iatah tu baby dalam parut.. hehe.. makin ku gusuk, makin melayan baby ahh.. membawa bemain kali :)

arini badan ku rasa lamah banar.. macam tangan atu kalau di angkat, nda dapat lama2... dahi terasa sajuk... dada rasa macam inda cukup nafas.. hmmm..

ari isnin ani ada appointment, nanti ku tanya nurse kalau2 ia dapat suggest ani supplement or bagi aku something extra..

other than that, i am almost in the end of my 2nd trimester... so meaning roughly 3 months to go~~~ MasyaAllah... happy happy :)

alhamdulillah...

GREAT NEWS!!!

2011-07-16T01:20:00.003+08:00

February 2011

alhamdulillah.. now here comes the happy part... im pregnant!!! alhamdulillah yaAllah

how did i found out?

bismillah

awal2 atu aku start teka2 lapas aku missed period, selalunya aku period ngam2 every 4 minggu catu.. sekali udah missed, tarus buat Pregnancy Test.. aheee..

masa resultnya "positive" i was like wanting to jump all over the place... then then, tarus liatkan abg.. abg just smiled :) :)

few days past, we decided to go to JPMC to do Blood Test, to comfirm.. the result? positive!! 4 weeks pregnant!! aheee alhamdulillah..

@ 6 weeks

i was bleeding, my heart sank... i rushed to emergency RIPAS.. was given few days MC.. was so gloomy those few days.. was really sad, etc.. abg ckp "inda papa tu syg, kalau nada, bukan tah masanya tu"...

Doctor said that the bleeding may be ada miscarriage.. Subahanallah.. Doctor did ultrasound when i was there, masa ku gitau Doctor yang baby is around 6 weeks, she said baby was too small to be 6 weeks.. so she said it was possible that, that "small" sac i saw was a tumor.. Subanallah..

Doctor told me to come back in 3 weeks.

@ 9 weeks

alhamdulillah, syukur ya Allah.. baby was there, growing, heartbeat was there (tapi inda kedangaran, orang ultrasound inda pakaikan speaker, liatnya saja rah screen.. nyeh... :) from there moment on, nyaman jua sikit rasanya..

@ 12 weeks

heard baby's heart beat, was really loud.. :) :)

@ 16 weeks to 19 weeks

roughly around this time ada terasa baby sigung2

@ 20 weeks

abg and i met baby for the first time :) :) alhamdulillah semua ok, balum tau gender saja.. aheee..

@ 22 weeks

baby start kicking banyak banyak kali.. :) :)

11th anniversary 2011

2011-07-16T01:16:00.003+08:00

21/1/2010

kan masuk sebulan sudah dari abg lapas berputung... alhamdulillah dapat sambut 11th anniversary kami 'comfirmed' couple.. i almost thought that we couldnt meet this day..

i just hugged my husband

aku sayang suamiku

perjalanan abg @ jpmc

2011-06-04T21:46:00.030+08:00

salam

bismillah, this was my journey with abg. few weeks be wedded, MasyaAllah sungguh besar dugaan kami..

masyaAllah where to start. abg sakit2 badan a couple of weeks after our getaway(6/12-8/12/2010). awal2, sakit nya atu inda constipation. udah constipation ilang, inda mau urinate lagi..

hati isteri mana jua inda susah ati.. byk ubat abg minum. ubat traditional, ubat klinik.. masih jua inda mau.. aing mata inda tertahan.. inda tau apa kan di buat, baru jadi bini, tarus2 abg sakit, aku balum arif lagi sal ubat2an or baca2an ani..

inda batah atu, abg payah2 kan berjalan.. aku dangani setiap langkah. sekali, udahnya abg duduk, payahkan berdiri.. then, udahnya melimpang inda terbangun.. bergarak2 pun sakit.. YaAllah bisikkan hatiku penuh dengan rayuan.. yang membagi rawan ati lagi, abg inda dapat ku pigang, katanya sakit. rambutnya inda dapat ku belai, katanya ngilu. bini mana inda sedih meliat lakinya sakit lapas atu inda dapat buat apa2??

badan abg setiap hari makin panas, 38, makin naik, turun sikit, naik lagi. the next day on the 21st Dec 2010, tergerak rasa ati abg kan bawa ke JPMC. alhamdulillah. inda ku sampai ati meliat abg berjalan bertungkat2, rasa sakit yang ditahannya sendiri..

21/12/2010

kami ke JPMC atu langsung inda tau what to expect. abg atu pikir, kalau dapat keluarkan urine, balik. abg kana pasangkan catheter. inda byk uring keluar. subahanallah.. ada Dr on call ckp rah ku, that my husband needs special care because his urine output is very low even after puting on catheter. and the concentration is very high. when i told abg about his condition, abg inda mau btahan di sana, he worried about the cost, etc. lagipun abg pikir sekajap saja disana atu. after few thoughts, mau jua abg btahan.

suamiku, he is a strong man. he could hide all that pain with a smile

abg was brought to the CT Scan room immediately

di luar aku menunggu, mikir2kan apa yang akan terjadi lapas ani. after about 45minutes abg keluar

after that first CT Scan, Urology specialist Dr Chua was called in. he was uncertain of the result, puzzled with what he saw.

he insisted that we stay in for that night and re-do the CT Scan with IVU the next day.

22/12/2010

so we waited anxiously for Dr Chua's arrival. he arrived around 3pm. abg had his 2nd CT Scan around 3.30... last night abg warning sudah "syg jangan nangis2 ah"

masa abg CT Scan for 2nd time, aku mundar mandir di luar, ambil2 gambar diluar... menenangkan hati
sudah abg siap kana scan, Dr Chua bawa ku masuk liat resultnya.. Dr Chua ckp abg dalam keadaan critical. mesti buat surgery tarus, kalau bleh tah malam atu jua.. katanya if tangguhkan kuman yang ada dalam badan abg merebak ke darah dan bleh bawa maut.. MasyaAllah pernah kamu dalam keadaan macam ani kah? posisi bukan sebagai kawan, bukan sebagai kaka, sebagai seorang isteri yang mendengar kabar suami yang dalam sakit bahaya? since abg warning aku supaya jangan menangis, jadi aku khabarkan arah abg dengan hati yang tenang

tapi kenyataannya aku menangis, menangis yang kehabisan nafas... tangisan besertakan jeritan batinku... hati ku kecut... tangisan jelas kelihatan bagi orang2 yang lalu lintas di kawasan atu... hidungku tersumbat, air mata gugur inda beranti... aku ke jamban balik2, membasuh air mata... inda mau meliatkan abg aku menangis tadi..

23/12/2010

arini abg menjalani surgery.. surgery abg 6 jam.. alhmadulillah semua ok.. awal2nya payah banar ku kan cerita rah orang lain sal abg.. bukannya inda mau share.. it was already hard for me to be strong infront of abg, kalau ku ceritakan rah orang lain puah rasanya ati ani, tarus menangis..

alhamdulillah ahli keluarga abg sama keluargaku ada datang melawat, ada yang hampir setiap hari...ramai kawan2 abg datang melawat jua.. yang membari rawan ati, kawan rapat ku dari SMJA nada datang melawat, yang dulu ke gelar "my girls", nada bertanya kabar...9 hari lakiku bertahan, when my emotional, physical, psychological state were at stake, they werent there to ask how i was doing.. all i got from them was "owh yeah i heard about your husband"... biartia durang dengan dunianya.. anyways, my bestfriend Lili, Veronica (all the way from Perth), Zawanah (old friend from MD, perth), new friends from FB, they were my emotional support.. alhamdulillah..

his recovery
ada masa abg nyaman tidur, aku bisikkan di telinganya "abg, if its time for you to 'go', let me know ok?..."

senyuman abg jadi pengubat perjalananku bersamanya

alhamdulillah jarum2 sudah di keluarkan

aku sayang suamiku

abg baru dapat berjalan sikit2

selepas 5-6 hari baru abg nyaman makan

ultrascan to make sure everything is ok

30/12/2010

last day at JPMC, ada kuda2 kana bawa jalan22

anakbuah abg dari lawas lagi datang... (membuat ku bfikir sal my girls yang inda datang2 lagi)

alhamdulillah kami balik selepas 9 hari di JPMC..

honeymoon getaway 6-8hb Dec 2010

2011-06-04T20:10:00.026+08:00

Salam,

bismillah

alhamdulillah 6-8hb Dec 2010 kami honeymoon di Empire Hotel.. never checked in here before so im truly greatful my first is with my husband, aheee "my husband"..intially we planned to go oversea but agreed to stay in Brunei: start our marriage life slow and steady :)

kami checked in 4ish pm. the staff gave us bouquet of flowers.. awww

hehe.. ermm.. excited?

just like what i dreamed it to be and better
(btw, the rose petals on white bedsheet is a terrible idea; left red stain all over) but still love the idea heheh

i once imagine myself looking out from the hotel

our breakfast table :)

finally first few pictures with my husband, chilling..

hehe abg kira bill (... nda lah.. abg main sudoku banarnya)

spa treatment!!

very relaxing baliness massage and they have the best green tea!! and abg enjoyed his tea as well

romantic dinner.. veeerrryy romantic dinner

nyaman berabis..

nyaman berabis kali 2

nyaman jua

breakfast lagi.. ahee

tea time :)

alhamdulillah, had a great experience there.

kini kau suamiku

coming soon

2011-06-04T18:39:00.002+08:00

Salam

Bismillah

i will update sometime soon. many things had happened and there are lots to tell and most of them have to be written..

now im married to Arifin, love of my life

emotional ride in december. my husband had a big surgery that could risk his life

i was diagnosed with PCOS

latest news, im about 5 months pregnant :)

so, i will update bits by bits like i use to so that our baby could someday read this blog.

MasyaAllah, Astaghfirullah

2011-03-02T21:09:00.000+08:00

ukurlah badan sendiri
kalau tak mampu berhenti
kalau tak tahan, lari
jangan inda merati

jangan terlalu ingaukan urusan dunia,
sempurnakan dulu urusan kita dengan Allah,
setelah sedar, kita mula ingaukan urusan dengan Allah terutama sekali

kesihanilah ibu bapa ku

2011-03-02T20:58:00.000+08:00

hatiku kecut tika memikirkan
adanya hidup seorang insan
suka memberi seribu alasan
yg pastinya tiada kebenaran

tunjukkan hidayah kepadanya Ya Allah
kerana aku melihat susahnya orang lain mencari rezeki
senang sekali dia meminta & menghulur tangan minta wang tanpa rasa bersalah
sedihku tidak tertahan menyaksikan tangisan yang memberi

carilah rezeki yang halal

2011-03-02T20:49:00.000+08:00

MasyaAllah, carilah rezeki yg halal.. jgn suka menipu.. jgn suka meminta wang&memberi alasan yg kamu pasti tidak betul. wang di belikan untuk isteri, untuk anak. rezeki yg kemudian jadi darah daging mereka.. memang senang rasa kamu skg, jgn nanti sudah bala menimpa, kamu ckp "apa salah kami ya Allah?" & yg malang sekali, kamu langsung tidak ingat

2010-12-25T13:16:00.002+08:00

suami tercinta telah menjalani pembedahan besar di JPMC

suami dalam jagaan sangat teliti

jangka masa rawatan tidak dapat di janji

oleh itu,

bila aku melapor diri ke sekolah STPRI di tahun 2011 tidak dapat ku menjanjikan hari

keberadaanku akan sentiasa di sisi suami

biar pesanan beberapa rangkap jadi pengganti diri

lain hari akan ku tulis surat rasmi

updates on pictures

2010-12-13T17:50:00.002+08:00

Bismillah

Salam kamu :)

hmmm.. this blog is slowly becoming insignificant eversince i have fb account..

anyho... i've uploaded more pictures: Nikah and Sanding @ fb.. enjoy

i miss home

i miss my family

more to come on facebook

2010-12-06T11:56:00.002+08:00

Bismillah

Salam :)

pictures on Nikah and Sanding will be posted abit later @ facebook.. blum bertapis g apa.. acara ani tah yg paling byk.. hehe.. stay tune saja rah fb k? kalau disini, sangal nunggu.. ;)

today today~~ yeay~

facebook

2010-12-05T19:41:00.002+08:00

Bismillah

Salam Semua :)

almost done with picture selection. have a peek @ my facebook acound Dariah Manaf.. lama kali kan upload satu2 dari sini :)

tomorrow, tomorrow i love ya tomorrow

you are just a day away :)

pictures from photographers

2010-12-01T15:19:00.002+08:00

Bismillah

Salam kamu :)

will upload pictures from SudiruPhotographer sometime this week :).. byk ehh.. masa ni kami pilih2 untuk di jadikan album.. MasyaAllah byk lagi kan di tapis2... but having fun choosing them..

can't wait for next week~

honeymoon gateaway~ :D

2010-11-22T15:12:00.007+08:00

my beautiful wedding: Arifin & Dariah

2010-11-22T14:46:00.016+08:00

postponed

2010-11-16T10:53:00.002+08:00

Bismillah

Salam :)

more pictures on nikah, berbedak, sanding and ambil2an nanti saja kamu ahh.. minggu dapan kali insyaAllah.. masani kami sibuk mengantar baju2 kawin and barang2 pinjaman...

sorry for the delay :)

more pictures nikah 121110

2010-11-12T21:27:00.006+08:00

nikah 121110

2010-11-12T19:58:00.034+08:00

Suami Isteri

2010-11-12T18:04:00.002+08:00

Bismillah

Salam Kamu semua di Brunei, di Malaysia mahupun di Perth...

Alhamdulillah Dariah selamat di ijab kabul kan tadi lapas Azan Asar.. insyaAllah dariah post gambar2 majlis tadi.. InsyaAllah dalam kul 9pm.. hehe.. just incase kamu check like ptg2 ani balik2.. hehehe.. karang saja kamu check ah ;)

alhamdulillah ya Allah

ujan selesai acara..

betapa besar kuasa Allah

Subahanallah

2010-11-10T19:42:00.001+08:00

Bismillah

Salam:)

subahanallah.. tadi aku chat sama kaka ipar, ka Hamidah.. ia kata "sudah ko buat ani", "sudah ko susun atu", "sudah ko bali ani"... "sudah ko sediakan atu"...

huuuuWWaaaahHHHHH.. subahanallahhhhhh... nervous ku plg.. tapi alhamdulillah.. baik jua ka hamidah bepadah arini.. ada sehari lagi ku bleh sediakan..

InsyaAllah

permudahkan segala urusan Ya Allah

byk barang di bilik

2010-11-10T08:52:00.003+08:00

Bismillah

Salam kamu lagi :) heheh

kemarin aku

1. ambil baju kawin

2. ambil barang balasan

3. did pedicure/medicure.. tertidur2.. hehe

arini? hmmm... (liat diary, liat hp).. hehehe

sakit parutku ehhh... sal salah makan kah or sal nervous ni???? hehehehe..

owh owh.. aku bali handycam~~ aheeee

Sony

Lusa

2010-11-10T08:43:00.002+08:00

Bismillah

Salam kamu:D

subahanallah.. lusa aku kawin.. hehehe.. alhamdulillah semua berjalan dengan lancar...

atu kemarin bah, sebelum maghrib kali.. Dariah baru balik berjalan sama Ka Dahlia.. iatah masa kan masuk simpang ke rumah atu, Dariah tekajut sal ada trak ada ramai urang..

me: (dalam hati) eh, napa ada kem di rumah ani

bowh!!! hahaha untuk ku kawin jua tuuuuu... hahahahahhaa... aku kawin this friday~~ hahahahha... astaghfirullah... lupa ani bah.. aheeee...

MasyaAllah

permudahan segala uruskan

jumat jumat jumat

2010-11-08T21:32:00.002+08:00

Bismillah

Salam Kamu~~ :D

ermmm (liat kiri)...

ermmmm (liat kanan)

errRRR (liat dapan)

(bisik) kamu kamu.. ermmmmm ARI JUMAT AKU NIKAHHHHHH.. kekekekek

permudahkan segala urusan YaAllah

abg-abgku

2010-11-07T11:24:00.004+08:00

Bismillah

Salam :)

MasyaAllah... dimalam ada berUrung2 di rumah... ampir semua abg2ku ada.. 6 out of 7 bros ada dimalam.. semua ada tugas2nya sendiri di rumah.. abg Azlan usai electric, make sure inda sut nanti masa acara insyaAllah.. pastu abg Darussani printkan map bridex and pass it around to abg2 yang lain, abg Darussani did the master plan explanation... lapang rasa atiku..

lapas atu abg Dahari pun tulung2 abg Darussani jua.. and then, abg Hamdan sama ka Nurul ckp durang kan tulung traffic jua.. plus abg Azree pun buleh tulung2 sal persuratan traffic.. syukur Alhamdulillah..

atu lagi, masa membuati campur, abg Dahrin sama abg Hamdan tulung kira2kan... anak2 buah, kaka ipar, saudara2 pun ada jua dimalam.. alhamdulillah... meriahnya suasana sudah :)

atu jua, nanti insyaAllah Abg Darussani & ka Rahimah, Abg Hamdan & ka Nurul, Abg Azlan & ka Afsah, and maybe Abg Dahrin ada datang ke Bridex meliat2i pelaminan and catering.. syukurAlhamdulillah... nyaman rasa ati lagi.. i've a very caring and helpful family members... keluarga basar atu ada jua kegunahannya.. MasyaAllah

makanan pun nyaman2... walaupun dariah inda byk makan, at least ahli keluarga nyaman makan.. :) :)

YaAllah permudahan segala urusan

master plan

2010-11-05T21:44:00.002+08:00

Bismillah

Salam :)

Subahanallah sibuknya aku arini.. aku bejalan dari pagi 8 ish.. sampai 9pm.. awu... awal pagi dental appointment, then facial.. balik kajab kerumah mkn tengah hari apa, then jalan jumpa urang bridex and catering.. nasib jua ada Abg Eguy sama Abg Darus dangani.. kalau inda paning eh..

soon after than, Dariah tarus rah pelaminan... meliat2kan Abg Darus sama Ka Rahimah cana usulnya pelaminan ku.. so that they can take over nanti.. masyaAllah.. dalam kul 7 mlm ku balik dari sana..

then 7.12pm ada udah syam di rumah membawa dinner with the girls.. hehe.. update2 with each other..

subahanallah, ngalih ku yaAllah.. mudah2an di permudahkan segala urusan Amin..

on the other note

my flower bouquets lawa ;)

langkah ke pintu kebahagiaan

2010-11-04T23:39:00.003+08:00

Bismillah

Salam kamu :)

tadi kami 2nd fitting baju kawin :D.. Dariah pakai all set, like baju, dengan tudong, dengan gandi.. MasyaAllah.. iski Dariah tadi, malu2 sal Arifin meliat2 jua.. hehe.. and and dariah belaing2 mata ermm cuz banar2 i have the feeling like, this is my wedding dress.. i was again saying "Yes To The Dress"..

me: pakai putih ani untuk sanding jua ehh, inda jua semua urang datang masa nikah

Arifin: putih ani bah yang paling lawa ahh..

me: bah ah?

Arifin: (ketawa)

nada deh~~ ada lagi baju sanding, baju bebadak, and baju ambil2an :)

i am enjoying the process

i am loving it

MasyaAllah keindahan nya mula ku rasakan

semoga sentiasa dalam perlindungan Allah jua, AminYaAllah

wedding gifts

2010-11-03T20:28:00.002+08:00

Bismillah

Salam kamu:)

alhamdulillah... staff skulah bagi byk hadiah arini.. panuh bunit keritaku..my students sama ada cigu2 nulung angkatkan semua hadiah ke kerita.. thanks kamu..

MasyaAllah.. minggu dapan aku kawin.. Jumaat dapan aku kan bergelar Isteri... semoga semua urusan berjalan dengan lancar dan semoga sentiasa dalam perlindungan Allah jua.. AminYaAllah

sebenarnya aku iski.. hehehe.. kana makeupkan.. kana pakaikan baju, all the prewedding treatments, all the chaos, all the laughters, memories to be made.. i am all set for it..

seminggu lagi ku keraja :)

indah

2010-11-01T19:48:00.002+08:00

Bismillah

Salam :)

tadi aku jalan2 sama mama.. mama kan membali barang2 campur lagi.. awu, balum cukup.. hehe.. tadi masa jalan2 aku pasang lagu2 selawat.. masa ku nyanyi di kerita, mama ku pun ikut.. it was a beautiful scene.. very pleasant.. i hope when i have children they could sing along with me too, Amin..

Alhamdulillah segala urusan tadi berjalan dengan lancar.. barang yg kan di bali, semua ada.. urusan sama urang hadrah, bridex, photographer.. alhamdulillah ada jawapan dari bisdurang..

merasakan keindahan kuasa Allah

Alhamdulillah

the final countdown to my wedding day

2010-10-31T23:13:00.003+08:00

Bismillah

Salam kamu :)

dulu bertahun, mengira bulan, minggu.. alhamdulillah ani menghitung hari saja lagi..

12 days left

semoga segala urusan berjalan dengan lancar, InsyaAllah

btw, bisuk students sekulah semula after their special leave

miss having them around :)

Perlindungan

2010-10-30T09:13:00.001+08:00

Bismillah

Salam :)

Ya Allah berilah ku perlindungan..

kebesaran Allah

2010-10-30T00:17:00.003+08:00

Bismillah

Salam :)

sometime this week mamaku ada mengaga urang meninggal, sekali ada berjumpa dengan guru ku sekulah ugama dulu.. MasyaAllah..

masa ku mendangar cerita mamaku, Ya Allah inda terbayang rasa syukur ku.. pasal, guru atu yg ku pikir2 kan selalu dari awal lagi, Cigu Hjh Sadkiah, mikirkan cana kan memanggil cigu.. cana kan antar surat catu..

alhamdulillah, Cigu Hjh Sadkiah salah sorang cigu yang sangat ku hormati.. dengan tunjuk ajarnya dan usahanya aku dapat membaca Kitab Al-Quran dengan lancar.. dan cigu Hjh Sadkiah byk bercerita sal nabi2, sal dunia akhirat.. masyaAllah.. it would be great to see her and her family on my wedding day.. it would be one of the greatest gift.. alhamdulillah

owh yes, yesterday aku kejumpahan Mr George!! banar!! masih ia mengajar di MS rupanya.. cuz aku tanya2 urang MS macam inda kenal jua Mr George ani.. can you believe now how great Kuasa Allah?

sujud ku penuh kesyukuran

on the other note

amalkan lah menyebut kebesaran Allah.. akhiri apa yang kamu kagumi, terpegun, terkejut dengan kalimah Allah...

hentikan lah berkata "shyt?", "palui", "what the hell", "baie", "gila"... etc... segala perkataan ani inda membawa kitani kemana2.. hanya mendatangkan dusa dan membuat tani makin marah atau tidak tenteram...

insyaAllah, dengan berAstaghfar, selawat, tasbih.. hati tani akan tenteram.. buat tani berfikir kenapa tani marah? pasal kitani kah tu?

kitani bukan saja dapat sedarkan diri, tani jua dapat pahala sal selalu ingatkan Allah dalam apa jua hal.. dan pabila tani selalu ingatkan Allah, insyaAllah Allah pun ingat kan tani.. nyaman jua rasa ati.. amin Ya Allah...

banar kamu, aku bukan kan buat2 cerita... apa2 saja, tani mesti fikir positive, kalau urang mengumpat, bawa byk2 selawat supaya Allah dapat selimutkan pendengaran tani, kalau nampak barang yg inda baik, mudah2an Allah akan lindungan pandangan tani.. kalau ada urang susah hati, jgn susahkan hatinya lagi, sama2 berAstaghfar, insyaAllah akan di beri pertunjuk.. dan jua jangan sangka buruk arah urang.. kitani inda tau jalan cerita kehidupannya.. jadi apa yang tani buleh buat doakan ia, semoga di beri rahmat Allah..

"Barangsiapa di antara kamu melihat kemunkaran, maka hendaklah ia mengubahnya dengan tangannya, jika ia tidak mampu cegahlah dengan lisannya, dan apabila tidak mampu maka dengan hatinya. Yang demikian itu adalah selemah-lemah iman". (Hadits riwayat Imam Muslim).

hati bersih, jiwa tenteram

wedding preparation

2010-10-29T23:51:00.002+08:00

Bismillah

Salam :)

subahanallah... kamu...

tadi kami fitting baju.. banyak kan di fikirkan... alhamdulillah Arifin faham jua, jadi Arifin ckp "take your time, no rush syg"... and tadi ada boss kadai atu, MasyaAllah, she was a wonderful person... she is very informative about fashion... wish i had prior meeting with her... but, seeing her today was good enough.. what past is past.. at least sampat jua tadi jumpa the master mind behind the beauty of all the clothings made.. syukur alhamdulillah..

2 weeks lagi

Allahumma Yassirli Wala Tu'assirli Ya kirm

comfort

2010-10-28T18:27:00.003+08:00

Bismillah

Salam :)

arini aku byk marking... ngalih pulang like dari ku datang keraja sampai tengah hari.. decided to meet my old friend from Perth, Aminah.. MasyaAllah i had a GREAT TIME!!

We went to Escapades Bunut.. she-yok di sana ahh.. Aminah ckp tampat atu baru jua.. and and she is the experts in sushi, so she just do the ordering and i eat.. literally.. hehe

Aminah: ko mau apa Dah?

me: manasaja, ko tah pilih

Aminah: apa eh? ani suka ko?

me: layan

Aminah: ani pandai ko

me: cuba saja tia.. hehe

order punya order, panuh jua lah meja kami atu.. hehe.. i explained to Aminah that back in Perth, Veronica did the orderings for me, i just eat as well.. so now i have a sushi-partner!!! yeay!! alhamdulillah.. banar, batah udah ku inda nyaman makan sushi, selalu salah saja.. canatah jua.. batah nunggu Veron kan balik~ hehehehehe...

then Aminah ani jua kuat makan.. hehe ermmm macam aku.. like in certain food lah.. hehehe.. alhamdulillah...

lapas me-nyu-shi.. aku lepak kajab rah rumahnya.. MasyaAllah, Aminah buatkan aku coffee with Ice-cream, then, ada Chocolate.. then kami liat movie.. lapas atu main Wii.. it was such a warm welcome... her house was very cozy as well.. i would love to hang around alot more in the future.. (hmmm kalau dapat kebenaran lah) hehehe

it was great to see you Aminah.. hehe

hugs

alhamdulillah

2010-10-27T22:21:00.002+08:00

Bismillah

Salam :)

kemarin aku talipun tunangku Arifin :).. saja2 talipun.. i told him that i started marking and explained to him that i will be busy..

he said simply "i can help you"..

MasyaAllah

Alhamdulillah, masa atu aku rasa lapang, tenang dan cukup bahagia pasal aku dapat merasakan yang Arifin nanti buleh meringan2kan tugas2ku..

ramai urang tanya "sedia ko udah Dariah? ready ko udah ni?"..

insyaAllah Dariah ready udah.. apa2pun yang akan terjadi akan kami lalui bersama.. it has been a learning process all these years.. i will always be ready to learn some more insyaAllah

kagum

2010-10-25T22:30:00.004+08:00

Bismillah

Salam :)

MasyaAllah.. that is the word i kept on saying these days why?

begitu banyak perkara yang terjadi mengkagumi ku,

sentiasa lahir di hati untuk melafazkan MasyaAllah, ini kekuasaan Allah

di setiap lagu di dengar, alhamdulillah.. sentiasa mengingatkan diri akan Allah

MasyaAllah, begitu baik nya sifat seorang hamba Allah menghasilkan lagu2 untuk memperingati kebesaran Allah, lagu2 berunsur nasihat supaya kembali ke pangkal Allah.. semoga di kurniakan pahala and rahmat ke atas pelagu2 yang memberi pedoman dunia akhirat..

semasa ku jalan sama Ka Dahlia kan membali CD lagu, bergerak hati ku untuk membeli CD selawat/Zikir/tasbih..

hatiku berbisik "ani kadai original, tantu mahal ni..."

namun, tindak balas fikiran ku "lagu2 ani baik untuk kitani, urang2 membuat ani urang Islam, apa salahnya berbelanja lebih untuk membeli barang yang baik.. kan kitani selalu barang yg berkualiti, yang mahal.. apa salahnya sama2 menulung urang Islam.. inda sampai ke arah durang duit kitani, inysaAllah dalam pelbagai cara yang lain, sampai jua rezeki durang tu nanti"

sama jua masa ku membali Al-Qur'an untuk Hantaran masa aritu.. masa2 atu di Stadium tertutup ada pameran.. jadi byk kitab berjual di sana.. aku ada cerita rah kawan keraja yg aku menawar2 harga Al-Qur'an.. sekali kawan ku atu ckp

kwn: inda bisai Al-Qur'an di tawar2...

aku: ...

kwn: brg2 yang lain sanggup tani bali mahal2, indakan Al-Qur'an inda sanggup bayar kan seratus?

aku: banar jua ah..

aku cuma mampu terdiam.. subahanallah.. aku malu plg tu masa atu.. aku tau plg Al-Qur'an ani inda buleh di Jual Beli.. tapi cana tah jua kan.. memang bisnis catu.. tapi sudah kana tagur sal tawar menawar atu.. ialah, insaf saja.. terima teguran, jadi Alhamdulillah ada masih urang yg mau tagur aku, inda takut bersuara rah ku.. Alhamdulillah.. apa2pun belajar dari kesilapan.. jadi apa2 yang berkaitan dengan keagamaan insyaAllah aku inda kan berkira..

atu jua.. MasyaAllah, urusan2 di mana2 walaupun ada halangan tapi ada urang yg menulung.. ada ku kana maklumkan.. ada yang menalipun kalau ada masalah, ada yg mau berunding.. ada yang berhati murah.. MasyaAllah, aku kagum dengan pertolongan Allah..

masa ani jua, setiap kali ku melafazkan nama Allah, hatiku rasa lain... macam... kenapa dulu rasa macam takut kan sebut nama ALLAH? kenapa selalu sebut TUHAN daripada memanggil ALLAH? jadi MasyaAllah, rasa ku alami inda dapat ku susun dalam kata..

astaghfirullah hal'azim, napa ku jarang menyeru pada Mu dahulu?

astaghfirullah hal'azim, kenapa ku tidak mendalami maksud jika ku selalu mengingati Mu, Kau akan sentiasa mengingati ku..

astaghfirullah hal'azim, kenapa dulu tidak berniatkan segala2 yang ku lakukan pertama2 adalah kerana kejalan Allah, kerana Allah

jadi Alhamdulillah, belum terlambat untuk ku kagumi kebesaran Mu..

Syukur Alhamdulillah, Allah telah beri bakat kepada pelagu2: ada alunan lagu untuk kita ikuti, untuk sentiasa mengingati Allah

begitu indahnya jika setiap lagu yg kita nyanyikan berunsur keagamaan?

MasyaAllah, mata pun berair mengkagumi semua ani

MasyaAllah, basar pahala penulis/penyumbang suara/pencetak lagu, bisdurang atu..

durang sebar2 lagu Allah,

urang2 lain pun ikut..

urang lain pun jadi insaf..

MasyaAllah, bisai jua tu..

mixture

2010-10-22T00:09:00.002+08:00

salam :)

kamu kamu, atubah.. hehe

ermmm 3 minggu lagi..

ermmmm... selalunya iski ni counting down ahh.. i mean, iski plg.. sekali.. like WHAT????? 3 WEEKS????.. 21 HARI!!! then, how many fridays and sundays left? (liat kiri, liat kanan) aaaaaAAA...

kkekekekeke... kabak2 ehh.. like am i doing sufficient job? ada missing ka? am i suppose to be busy? masa ni sibuk buat keraja sekulah bh.. iatah balum terasa kekecohan dirumah..

erm ermm... i hope i organized almost everything already insyaAllah.. i made lots of appointments, i asked countless questions, repeated the same-countless questions.. hehe.. i went to the same place lots of time.. see/call people numerous times..

hahah.. mun kamu kan kawin2an sabut saja si Dariah.. then the people who had worked with me would say "aaAAhhhhhh si Dariah ka??? eng-at-ehhhhhhh... yg panuhkan inboxku atu?"

Allah humma yassirli wala tu'assirli ya karim

love wednesdays

2010-10-20T22:43:00.002+08:00

salam :)

Wednesday is officially my favourite day of the week :)

starts from 6, my fav tv shows play back to back

1. AmericaNextTopModel Cycle 13

2. SayYesToTheDress

3. GotToDanceUk

4. AmericaNextTopModel Cycle 14

huwaaahhh... rabu-she-yok

double 2010

2010-10-20T17:29:00.003+08:00

salam :)

alahai~~ arini 20/10/2010 bah.. ari rabu.. adatah jua urang kawin.... tadi aku nampak ada kerita berhias for the bride/groom.. mau tah jua menyampati~~ hahaha masyaAllah..

well my date 12/11 was special because it was the day we first met.. inda jua kami terfikir kan exactly 11 years from now, we pick a date..and coincidently this year no atu lawa 12/11/10..

we chose that day after few discussions

1. inda mau bulan 12 sal ramai urang kawin jua and urang belayar2

2. bulan 11 - supaya dapat cuti awal then sambung cuti bulan 12

3. i mentioned about our anniversary on 12/11.. and masyaAllah 12/11 ngam2 ari jumat.. so Arifin comfirmed to Nikah on that day..

sekali, masa ku mentioned the date arah urang catering, pelaminan, bakery.. 12/11/10.. inda sadar2 lawa jua no atu :D aheeee.. alhamdulillah

and 10/10/10 lasttime? my mum suruh bertunang sebulan sebelum kawin.. so the closest would be that day.. heee Arifin pun inda perasan bnrnya 10/10 atu ramai urang nanti kan kawin.. sudah berset aribulan barutah terclick..

apa2pun, jan jua terlampau berpandukan aribulan kan milih ari kawin.. mun catu tahun 2013 inda tah urang kawin2an tu? hahahah.. bukanya apa :) im just saying because ada urang buking2 aribulan udah untuk 2012.. to get 20/12/2012.. masyaAllah.. mun pjg umur insyaAllah jadi kawin, and pengangun pun ada jua masih apa...hehhee.. manasaja kamu lah... if that makes you feel happy and share the same date with the rest of the world :)

all in all, "date" is jua a nomber

only you could make it special

you and me

2010-10-19T22:58:00.002+08:00

salam :)

bismillah.. i was inspired today, alhamdulillah

i used to write our names everywhere and drew a heart,

i used to stare at your pictures day and night,

now i see your name next to mine in our wedding card,

soon the closest you will be is here next to my heart..

love syg

ketumpahan ink

2010-10-18T01:16:00.002+08:00

salam

alahai.. carpet ku ketumpahan ink.. i am so upset right now.. then, nasib baik jua inda kemukaku..

my fingers are all black now..

ink apa? ink printer, aku cuba refill.. then, terperanchit.. huhu.. subahanallah.. dugaan..

baik ia berlaku awal ani daripada dekat2 kan acara

AOB

2010-10-18T00:27:00.003+08:00

Salam :)

gosh oh gosh.. so many things happened from last month till early october that i havent blogged about. so appology in advance.

1. Lili's Sanding 24/09 - congrates lil :), at last everything is done, no more worries for you :) you looked stunning that night

2. Syam's birthday bash 9/10 - Happy belated birthday syam :) hehe midnight tu ku text ko malam atu~.. aheee.. heard you had a blast on your birthday bash.

3. Syam's graduation photoshoot - sorry for missing this as well, saw a few of your pix, looks great!!

4. Teacher's Day Celebration STPRI - ermmm guess what? i was crowned as the Coolest Teacher 2010.. ermmm hahaha.. thanks girls.. though i don't know sapa saja yg vote aku ani.. bukan student yang ku ajar kali.. hahaha

5. ermm ada lagi kah yg ketinggalan?? hmm.. atu ja kali

still making the guest list

looking forward to see my girls next week :)

alhamdulillah i feel abit better today

again, and again

2010-10-17T17:31:00.002+08:00

salam..

huhu..

aku damam

kemarin aku MC

and lidahku lain rasanya.. iatahni rasa urang damam.. tapi aku lapar.. apa saja ku makan inda ngam rasanya..

Arifin ckp aku damam sal aku inda cukup tidur and kurang makan.. it is actually true.. iv been staying up late, then awal bangun.. pastu, meeting here and there.. no proper lunch.. and kadang2 nada selera.. most of it due to exhaustion.. sampai makan pun ngalih rasanya.. huhu..

my facial skin pun lain rasanya.. huhu..

adult language

2010-10-15T23:46:00.002+08:00

salam :)

i remember when i was really little and my siblings were using this "adult language", codes whenever i am around.

oh my oh my, now i am an adult, and on top of that 'getting married'.. this codes, adult language is not hidden anymore..

friends in the office, friends in the committee, sisters.. when they talked, it is really open.. sometimes (no, most of the times), it just shut me up.. because i don't know what to reply.. i am known to say what's in my mind.. but honestly, at that moment, my mind was as clear as the blue sky..

and time2 masani tah, aku inda dapat salah ckp.. mun ku ckp apa2.. durang interpret it differently, when i was referring to a simple literal thing.. sigh.. hahaha..

ermm... am i suppose to keep on engaging with the adult conversation for wedding prep? hahaha ermm no comment!!!

im still coughing

hope im feeling better tomorrow

Movie: Marley & Me

2010-10-15T19:10:00.003+08:00

salam kamu :)

bismillah

eeee... Movie Marley & Me, sigh.. i've watched this more than 10, 20? i still cry.. huhu... i have it in my harddrive, i watched it when i was still in perth, then i watched it when i was bored, then masani balik2 liat rah tv.. meliat pun, sikit2 saja, sambil2 buat keraja.. atu pun menangis jua leh nya.. sal apal udah part2nya atu, so, masa2 sedih terberanti tah jua kan meliat,

atu jua, lagu2 yg kana mainkan dalam movie atu pun kenal udah.. tadi kaka tukar, tarus terclick atu cerita Marley & Me, without even looking at the scene..

and and, towards the end, masa si Marley mati, then anak2 membuat surat untuk Marley. eee inda tertahan tuuu.. huhu..

jalan ceritanya pun lawa lah.. it is one of my favourite, all time favourite

Ya Allah, sihat kan badan ku dalam sebulan ani..

im starting to feel sick, subahanallah

four weeks today till i'm married, MasyaAllah

new tv series

2010-10-13T22:36:00.002+08:00

Salam :)

Bismillah..

tadi aku liat tv sama mamaku, quality time together.. sekali stumbled upon this new TV series, Got To Dance UK..

LOVED-IT

Sesuai untuk semua lapisan masyarakat.. aheeeheee.. sal, for the very first time, i can watch a dance tv show with my mom, peacefully.. the performance atu inda membari terJeLuak mata.. so, it was fun and definitely inspiring :)

aku tertidur tadi ptg, tarus2.. haha ngalih aku atu banar~

no use

2010-10-12T20:16:00.006+08:00

my poem is inspired by Ainal, when she said "bismillah"

semalam aku ingin lari dari realiti

aku tak ingin mengerti

tidak lagi peduli

namun apa adanya berlari

pabila masalah akan sentiasa menghantui

rasa gelisah datang kembali

jadi, segalanya akan ku mulakan dengan bismillah

tatkala dalam kesukaran akan ku lafazkan subahanallah

saat ku mengkagumi kebesarannya, ku lafazkan masya Allah

dan ketika dalam kegembiraan, akan ku lafazkan alhamdulillah

Segala kejadian datang dari Allah

hanya di mata manusia yang memberi pengertian kejadian itu "baik" atau "buruk"

pabila turunnya Kun Faya Kun,

maka jadilah apa yang di kehendaki Nya

kini.. apa pun yang terjadi, aku akan akhiri dengan Alhamdulillah

kerana

Allah masih menyayangi ku, supaya aku tidak lupa diri, tidak megah diri

dan alhamdulillah

akan ku harungi segalanya dengan pasangan hidup yang dapat membimbingku ke jalan Allah

masya Allah

Terima Kasih Ainal

glad to be your friend

and thanks for not forgetting me

alhamduillah

the final countdown

2010-10-12T20:00:00.000+08:00

today is the 12th, the final 12th :)

one month to go :D :D

love love

confusion

2010-10-11T18:16:00.003+08:00

salam..

adui adui adui... hehehe.. a week of absence made my students confuse... they thought that i was on holiday a.k.a. cuti kawin..

student: teacher sudah kawin ka?

me: huh?

i was away due to the 5-day seminar that my committee had to conduct.. apparently my students' imaginations were ahead of me.. hehehe..

somehow i was glad to be back (for couple of hours), by noon, stress strikes...

1. students records overdue

2. students SPE paper - stapling ~300 sets of papers/12 pages each

3. marking them after 26/10.

4. submits total marks 10 days after.

5. planning another seminar/workshop for Year 8. to be conducted in January 2011

6. i-am-down-all-over-again..

need to go to the gym again

sigh

so much for the happiness i felt for the last 24hours ago

I AM ENGAGED

2010-10-10T23:37:00.010+08:00

salam :D

alhamdulillah Dariah rasa sihat arini.. and and and... i am getting engaged!!!!

syam and hjh datang tadi :D :D thanks girls.. hehe

and the crowd was ngam2 tadi jua :D alhamdulillah... tadi aku betapuk di bilik.. kana suruh.. hehe

around 9 dariah turun.. rombongan laki2 datang :) tadi masa menyarungkan nda sampat begambar sal inda terpikir lagi.. hehe ner-vous~~~

cincin pembuka mulut

low-and-behold my-love-at-first-sight-ring cincin tunang :D

hehe tadi Arifin called.. then abg Eguy said "eeee tunangku tunangku talipun" HAHAHAHAHAH

I AM ENGAGED... aku tunang Arifin :D :D happy happy.. love love

burnout ep.2

2010-10-08T11:32:00.003+08:00

salam

huhu.. kamu kamu.. aku damam.. 2 hari udah.. dari ari Rabu... banarnya dari ari minggu udah ada rasanya kan damam.. cam kan ilang suara, batuk karing catu.. tapi ku tahan sal ada presentation ari isnin selasa..

tahan punya tahan.. ari rabu kapisan... lamah banar ani bah.. aku kana bagi MC... so tidur dari pagi.. ptg atu payah2 kan bangun.. rasa macam minta ambilkan aing, minumkan ubat dari katil (macam lam tv ahhhh).. huhu, tapi apa leh buat, kuatkan saja rasa ati, turun kebawah makan ubat sendiri2

mudah2an ari minggu ani aku sihat.. saaaAAALLLLLLLL? aku kan bertunang!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEE

*lari lari*

*terbatuk batuk*

ngantuk

2010-10-05T05:49:00.001+08:00

wake up at dawn

sleep past midnight

routine for a week

burnout

2010-10-03T22:00:00.002+08:00

salam

aku ngalih

burnout

leher bangkak

kan ilang suara

bisuk ada presentation

badan ku panas

tidur subuh saja

keraja 6.30

neeeEEE Nooooo Neeeee NoooOOOO Neeee NOooo

long nights till when when

2010-10-02T01:22:00.002+08:00

salam :)

kamu kamu..

ahhhuuu... almost every night udah ku tidur subuh ani.. mudah2an jua inda berpanjangan sampai november ehh.. ngalih tu banar mun catu..

im still working on the seminar/workshop that starts on Monday.. on top of that, ive to write up hundreds up to 1K guests.. moreover, keraja sekulah lagi yg balum bebuat..

subhanallah ya Allah

over time

2010-09-29T22:56:00.003+08:00

salam :)

hhhuuuuWWWWAaaaaahhhhh

aku ngalih.. more wedding updates

1. makanan antaran - confirmed

2. rent brg hantaran - confirmed

3. build communication with Bridex staff - done

4. hadrah - confirm soon

other matter

1. have to prepare for Dry Run tomorrow afternoon. status: progressing

2. distributing students permission slips for the walk event this sunday: done

3. and many many more paper work both at school and outside: pending till when-when

lari lari lagi di bilik tamu sama ribin warna pink pigang arah tangan, angkat atas2..

(background muhaimim and danisha membubut) hahhaha.. nadawah..

crunch time

2010-09-28T21:26:00.003+08:00

salam :)

hhhuuuWWwaaaaahh (she-yok jua kalau ani jadi opening selalu ah~) hehe

kamu kamu atubah.. minggu dapan aku bertunang.. aheeee...

i was discussing with Arifin yesterday that i will have tight schedule starting this week up to the very last few days before our wedding.. so it is CRUNCH TIME

next week i will be away the whole week to facilitate a workshop/seminar. soon after that will be exam period which means 10 days marking my lovely ~300 year 7 papers (sigh).

lets do the math:

7 days workshop PLUS 10 days marking = 17 days..

wedding countdown ~35days

days for wedding prep = (35- 17) days = 18 days.. ~ 2 weeks (plus minus)

(lari lari di bilik tamu) aaaAAAAaaaaAAAAaaaa

hahahaha

but then, alhamdulillah lots of things done within these couple of days

wedding updates

1. pelamin comfirmed

2. cincin(s) - done

3. catering - done

4. invitation cards - this week

alhamdulillah

i am happy :)

office hours

2010-09-22T21:20:00.002+08:00

salam :)

Subahanallah~~~ everyday meeting since Tuesday.. everyday different area of responsibilities/duties... so my mind is all over the place now..

tomorrow i've SPN meeting, Dry Run for new workshop in October.. mostly like going to work on Friday for the Dry Run again. then, Saturday, had a project to do at School

next week, i've to work during the holiday, 28th Tuesday.. Wednesday, stay back at school - more polishing work to do.. Thursday, SPN meeting again (this is every week since early this year), maybe/maybe not work on Friday again.

aaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaa....

want.to.go.to.gym

sweat my stress out

wedding card

2010-09-21T20:31:00.002+08:00

salam :)

aheeeee.. aku tadi ke kadai kad jamputan kawin.. heeeeeeeeeeeeee.... it looked exactly what i hoped it to be...

i had a copy of it few days ago, sekali the printing was not clear.. sekali when they showed the real colour.. huuwaaahhh...

i did minor touch up and waLaaaa!!! it was INSANELY gorgeous :D :D

p/s bunga api explosion is getting old

SO.STOP.IT

more open houses 2010

2010-09-18T18:34:00.008+08:00

kemarin

kami kerumah bungsu Hashim tadi ptg..si kambarnya basar udah ah~ hehe..

later that day beraya sama Arifin :D

went to few houses then, lastly went to my friend from work, rumah fiza :)

Shah, Liyana, Fiza

dariah, arifin, yus

today

arini malas kan jalan bnrnya.. too depress to go out.. but kesian jua mun inda di aga..

syam open house

soon after, i went to Lucy's house... huwahhh anaknya, Chelsea pintar berabis.. main kirai lagi tu.. hahahaha.. and she is only less than 2 year old
it was really pleasant seeing her:) syok syok bercerita.. aheee... suka ku meliat ulah si Chelsea.. was really adoring her..

felt abit better after that visit ;) alhamdulillah

paralyze

2010-09-18T14:04:00.002+08:00

perjalanan ku dahulu penuh keperitan,

tangisan tiada berteman,

di sekolah mahupun di rumah penuh pertelingkahan,

namun ku lalui semua itu dengan senyuman tiada dendam..

kenapa sekarang ku tak sekuat dulu,

berpegang dengan impian yang henti di pertengahan jalan,

impian yang jelas nyata sekarang hilang semua,

hala yang ku tuju tiada lagi di depan mata..

ingin ku katakan syukur, sujudku berakhir dengan tangisan,

Ya Allah, ingin ku melangkah kehadapan

namun kakiku kaku tiada denyutan..

i made my own pathway,

i left my own tracks,

when i retold my journey,

i want those experience to come back..

but then,

i hate to be reminded with the dream i once dreamed

the path i once planned

the passion i once nurtured

the future i once believed

the job i once had in my hand

this is depressing

i used to be the motivator

i couldn't even motivate myself

because i don't believe in what i do, currently

yeay beraya lagi

2010-09-17T14:29:00.005+08:00

Salam kamu2..

hehe.. kemarin aku beraya sebuah rumah lagi.. hehe cuzen ku.. dangan ku keraja jua.. supaya inda kasian usulnya aku beraya, aku bawa siti-lewey-si-pipi-lepew~~ heeehee

nyaman makanan nya~~ ermm aku makan 2 round~~ eee barutu si Dariah makan byk... hehehe..

open houses 2010

2010-09-14T22:40:00.006+08:00

salam :)

yesterday

yeay!!! baru tah start kan beraya ni

abg dahrin panggil open house tghari tadi, tapi arah rumah kaka bininya.. :)

kami duduk rah dining area, cuz arah lain panuh jua leh balah2 bini abg dahrin

kaka Dasimah, niece fatin, dariah..

dariah, abg dahrin

late afternoon hjh tipun, ia ckp kan beraya so i thought ia dtg kan sama familynya.. hehe sekali sama the girls :)

thanks for coming girls :)

today

kami start beraya lapas maghrib, planning kan beraya rah teacher Paridah and will see how it goes from there.. sekali old guy classmate kami open house, Hazim.. hehe so kami singgah dulu kesana..

Asfa, nabil, hazim, bum, hjh, dariah, syam

seriously inda ku kenal bah si Asfa tadi.. hehe sorry.. kana ucap plg ambung :P

we spent like almost 2 hours rah teacher Paridah..

teacher paridah teacher kami dari form 1 di SMJA.. so, that was like 11 years ago!! hehe.. and we went beraya to her place each year.. except time ku di perth lah.. hehe..

gosh.. 11 years we have been friends.. dari kanak2 tu ehh.. hehe.. the conversation changed from

Form 1: " ko sekulah rendah dari mana?"

now: "dimana udah ko keraja?"

hehe.. then, next decade would be "mana lakimu?", "berapa anak mu udah?"... kekeke..

everyday, i love you

2010-09-13T00:17:00.003+08:00

i haven't gone out with Arifin this raya.. but it's ok... maybe next week..

he called lunch time.. it was great hearing his voice.. he was asking what i was doing, etc.. aheee :D then, later tonight i called him...

there is something about us not calling nor seeing each other much makes every call and every outing like the first time...

almost eleven years, he still makes me nervous when he calls... that is special...

lately, i feel that there are so many things that we have in common, alhamdulillah.. i told him what i did and he laughed... cuz he was experiencing the same thing.. imagine when we are finally living together?

we finish each other sentences, our days were identical, our opinions match up.. alhamdulillah ya Allah..

to pray for help, to believe and to have faith does calm one's mind, heart and soul...

i love Arifin everyday

i love him every morning

i love him every afternoon

i love him every night

i remember the first raya you came to my house

in November, you don't have to leave

double countdown

2010-09-12T12:41:00.002+08:00

its the 12th today, 2 more months :)

and one month till i will be someone's fiancee :)

2010-09-11T01:20:00.003+08:00

Salam :)

first day of Raya was fun.. hehe.. 2 rumah makan soto.. ohhohooo.. ada lagi LadaRindu tu~ mudah2an inda sakit parut bisuk.. hehe..

atubah, pagi2 tadi masa turun, salam2 sama anak buah.. masa ku kan salam siti, we did this 'dance', hahaha we should do that everytime we great each other siti!!! hahahah.. (cali cali cali wuwuwuwuwu) <---ada sign language came with this words, adinya punya kawan yang trademark.. hhahah

aheee sal kami goof around rah rumah angah Halimah, aku kana bagi ampau jua

owh gosh!! kasut siti-lewey tadi.. LAWA!!!! GIRL~~~ i thought you well ;)

kami aga 3 buah rumah saja arini, kan rah basai tapi nada urang.. tapi sudah kan ampir kul 5 atu balik tah kami.. ngantu sorang.. ngalih sal atu dimalam siap2 kan rumah atu jua kali.. hehe.. kekajutan nampak anak bulan..

eh eh.. atu bah, nampak anak bulan, baby moon lahir so nama baby atu Badriah? wawawawa.. badriah = bulan jua kan? or was it bulan purnama... erm.. hehe biar cha~

he said: HariRaya next year going to be very different

:D love love

btw, nada byk gambar, nanti tah ku minta gambar rah abg ajee :)

Raya 1431 H

2010-09-10T02:31:00.003+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum everybody :)

Selamat Hari Raya.. this raya really felt different... why?

it started just few days before Ramadhan ended.. atubah, hehe aritu aku jalan sama Abg Dasrini, kan liat brg2 untuk hiasan bilik tamu.. sekali aku kata "ani bleh kita byrkan?".. he replied simply "ok tu~".. then, masa liat brg2 lain lagi

me: ok kah if kita cover yg ani jua?

bro: ok eh..

huuWWWaaaahhh suka ku eeeee.. hehehe.. i feel like the bungsu in the family.. no wait?! i am!! hahaha.. inda wah, normally aku plg tu yg cover the expense for deco.. but since im getting married soon, my budget is really tight.. so alhamdulillah my brother was willing to help.. yeay!!

owh yes, my other siblings chip in bits and bits as well.. ka Dahariani made this origami for deco, and she even did some sewing as well, voluntarily.. syok eh syok eh..

then then, ka Dasimah, she bought this "selamat hari raya sign".. hehe.. very festive i must say..

sekali sekali, my dad bought a new Airconditioner, a standing one.. Wow!!! alhamdulillah.. :D

apa lagi aaa?? owh yes, pasal makan2 atu Ka Dasimah and Ka Dahlia sudah handle.. even though i dont have my baju raya done in time, i really feel this is a blissful one.. i was excited about the togetherness of my family to make our home very festive.. well it is not over the top, it seemed subtle but i feel the love in it..

anyways, selamat hari raya to all my friends, students, collegues, and readers out there.. i know i can be critical and transparent most of the time.. so i sincerely apologize for all of my wrong doing..

InsyaAllah i will try to change to be a better person and since its a forgiving month, what better way to start fresh by apologizing and forgive.. :) alhamdulillah ya Allah

Rukun Iman

2010-09-07T12:25:00.005+08:00

before school holiday, i take the initiative to ask some of the students

Me: napa baju sekulah mu pindik ani kan?

girl: (silent)

Me: baju pindik, kain lagi jarang inda makai skirt dalam. what are you trying to do? kalau kamu kana kacau macamana?

i am sure they don't know why i am acting like that, why i was being a NutHead, or an Annoying Discipline Teacher. sayang ku kan durang ani banarnya... damit2 sudah cana ulahnya... sudah basar macamana?

Alhamdulillah i was a busy girl when i was in their age: mengaji jumat minggu, wearing tudong since i was Primary 1. aku ikut pertandingan Nasyid, Muratal, Dzikir...

i remember when i was still little, my mum force me to read the first page of surah Al-Baqarah, i was shaking, i was scared, i cried, because i didn't know how to read Al-quran.. but once i know how, it felt great...

i know for some other families have different upbringing, different lifestyle, but ISLAM hanya SATU..

there are reasons why hukum2 di adakan. when i read the previous post about Mandi Wajib, i cried... i said to myself "Ya Allah, how am i going to tell this to others?"

with a troubled mind, i asked a wise person. one's said

apa rukun Iman kitani?

percayakan Allah inda?
percayakan Al-quran inda?

from there, i realised.. segala yang di tetapkan adalah dari Allah, dan ada tertulis di dalam Al-Quran.. jadi, kalau durang inda percayakan akan apa yang di larang bermaksud mereka tidak percayakan Allah dan Al-quran? Na'uzubillah Ya Allah

once that came into my mind, my heart just sink. i was in tears... i wasn't worried about others, i was concern about myself, seandainya aku masih serba kekurangan, personality seorang Muslim belum kukuh dalam diri.. jadi siapa kah aku ingin menegur orang lain, sedangkan aku sendiri kurang sempurna

rendah diri

2010-09-07T12:20:00.003+08:00

di setiap pujian, kita bisikkan ASTAGHFIRULLAH di dada,

supaya tidak memegahkan diri,

di setiap teguran, kita lafazkan ALHAMDULILLAH

kerana masih ada yang ingin membetulkan kita

ini tugas ku

2010-09-07T11:56:00.004+08:00

alhamdulillah, i've reveiced an email from a friend of mine. friend i knew from Perth, a student from Malaysia :)

so she sent me an email about Mandi Wajib.. since these days people believe whatever pictures, stories, gossips, why not i pass around a message that is really important for us, to create awareness and it is my responsibility as a muslim, as a friend, as a teacher to spread this out..

the content was actually long, i will just paste the ones concerns me

here it goes:

"Akibatnya, mandi majibnya menjadi tidak sah kerana tidak memenuhi salah satu rukun mandi wajib iaitu meratakan air keseluruhan anggota badan yg zahir. Apabila mandi wajib tidak sah, ibadat yg dilakukan oleh ssorg itu juga turut tidak sah. Itu lah akibatny jika tidak melakukan mandi wajib dengan betul,"

Rukun mandi wajib ada 3. Pertama, niat. Kedua, menghilangkan najis di badan. Ketiga,meratakan air keseluruh anggota badan yg zahir.

"Niat itu jika dilambatkan atau ketika ssorg itu memulakannya slps dia tlh mbasuh salah 1 anggota badannya akan menjadikan mandi wajibny tidak sah. Oleh itu dia mestilah mmulakan kembali niatnya ketika dia mula menyampaikan air keseluruh anggota badannya. Sekiranya dia berniat sebelum air sampai ke badan, niat itu juga tidak sah. Oleh itu mandi wajibnya tidak sah."

" Tentang rambut yg diwarnakan pula selain inai, ini lah yg merumitnya. Sbnrny jika rambut ssorg itu diwarnakan dgn pewarna slain inai,mandi wajib ssorg itu tidak sah.

"Oleh itu, ssorg yg mwarnakan rambutnya dgn pewarna slain inai, jika dia hendak mandi wajib, dia mestilah mbuang pewarna pd rambutnya tlebih dahulu. Tp untuk mbuang pewarna itu pula bagaimana?.. ini lah yg rumitnya. Sedangkan pwarna pd rambut itu sbnrny tidak blh dibuang begitu mudah.

"Yang menyebabkan mandi wajib org yg menggunakan pwrna pd rambutny tidak sah kerana pwarna itu akan menyalut rambutnya yg menghalang air sampai ke rambut. Ini bbeza dgn inai. Inai sbnrnya akan meresap ke rambut, ttp pwarna pula akan menyalut rambut menyebabkan air thalang ke rambut."

kesimpulannya di sini, mandi wajib mesti di jaga.. mandi dari hadas besar ka, apa2 saja mandi untuk menyucikan kitani, kalau inda sah, amalan kitani inda di terima.. jadi cuba renungkan bersama, kalau amalan kita tidak di terima, kita puasa sebulan macamana?

semoga amalan kita di terima oleh Allah Ta'ala. semangnya aku penuh kekurangan sebagai seorang muslim, tapi akan ku cuba menjadi yang sebaik2nya InsyaAllah.

excited, very

2010-09-05T21:20:00.001+08:00

kamu kamu, atubah..

apa baju bertunang ah? bowh.. hahahaha.. hmmm...

huuWWaaahhh so i will be getting my 2 rings tah tu... Yeay yeay~~ aheeee

jamputan tunang

2010-09-04T19:24:00.003+08:00

huuuuWWWaaahhhh aku bertunang bulan dapan ka????!!!!!

aheeee balum berbuat surat jamputan.. aheeee...

huuuWWWaaaah pastu pastu my wedding a month after that... HuuuWWWaaaahhhh

im currently making my list of people to invite.. huuuwWWaaaahhhh for my friends alone, brapa kem tu.. cuz my friends masa attachments, time mengaji, masa belakun... im still friends with them, so yeahh..

mamaku bertanya aritu kan save berapa kem untuk kawan2ku.. masa ku gito berapa kem, terdiam mamaku.. aheeee... apa lagi udah ku keraja ani, makin jua ramai tu.. aheee

cuti cuti raya

2010-09-03T09:07:00.001+08:00

HAPPY HOLIDAY TO ALL TEACHERS AND STUDENTS..

YEAY YEAY CUTI~~

YEAY YEAY~

ku pohon

2010-08-29T22:32:00.005+08:00

there will always be a day where i just sat down, watching a movie and cried..

Ya Allah, kuat kan semangat ku..

hanya Engkau yang tahu apa yang terbaik untuk ku..

segala yang terjadi adalah janji mu

dan segala yang akan terjadi adalah rahsia mu

jadi kuat kan lah semangat ku..

kuat kan lah iltizam ku untuk mengharungi perjalananku yang telah Kau tetapkan

ku pohon, tika ku bersujud

that is my life

2010-08-25T22:10:00.002+08:00

was watching DownSizeMe from Ch. 733. i forgot the wonderful effect of being a Personal Trainer.

it was amazing to see the client lost 16kg in 2 months. he dropped his cholesterol, cleared his liver and heart problem. it just touched my heart if i could ever done such massive life-changing experience to my clients.

the exercise routine was top notch, the nutrition was spectacular..

the client looked amazing,

will there be a time for me

to wake up from my dream

oh no~ baju raya ku~~

2010-08-23T20:16:00.002+08:00

huhu kamu kamu.. atubah..

baju raya ku jadi baju antaran.. Arifin meliat baju raya ku, plan kan matching untuk raya.. sekali, Arifin ckp baju raya ku lagi lawa dari baju antaran... so decided to switch.. meaning.. aku-nada-baju-raya.. huwaaaahhh..

hehehehe.. memotong kain lagi ni.. i don't mind really.. just that i have to find places yang sanggup menerima.. hmmm... suggestions? text me ASAP!!

tapi tapi tadi siuk.. cuz shopping shopping.. and tomorrow shopping lagi.. yeay yeay..

raya vibe

2010-08-22T21:26:00.002+08:00

so, first week of Ramadhan has past.. thinking of the things to do this month

1. sungkai luar - done, but missing Bum. i think more outings starting next week

2. shopping for Raya - done my baju kurong months ago (c'mon i hadn't make raya bajus for 4 years). shoes? i don't think its necessary cuz kasut raya tinggal di luar rumah jua ganya. beg? i'l just go with my formal purse.

3. shopping with Arifin :D - perhaps tomorrow :D :D

4. decorate house - perhaps in the 3rd week of Ramadhan.

5. kuih raya - not my area of expertise. my sisters will take care of this.

6. baca Al-Quran - insyaAllah start tomorrow. regretfully preoccupied with paper work. was working on paper work till midnight

7. sedekah - luckily there is a funding event organised at school. owh i love love love cucur kacang and cucur pisang di lambak kanan.. will definitely pass the deliciousness around :)

8. zakat - towards the end of Ramadhan.

huwahh

the list goes on.. gotta stop now..

byk pikir karang hehe

siti lewey kunyu

2010-08-20T18:04:00.004+08:00

hehe.. atubah

ptg2, kadang2 ada siti lewey di rumah lapas ia sekulah.. hehe yesh!! ada chan menyaya ia..

we were watching StyleMeFamous from Ch E! there was this one girl, firefighter-boyish-type, she doesn't have feminine clothes, always wear sweaters, beggy, comfy outfits. she even wore men's jeans!!! sigh~

me: bungsu catu jua eh, liatkan bungsu selalu pakai baju sukan, kasut sports..

siti: inda dapat! bungsu pakai baju sukan lawa jua masih

me: ah!!!! aheeeeee ehem ehem (vibrating and guyang2 bahu)

siti: (menyasal) tapi urang lain pakai baju sukan nampak lampuh bah, inda pandai lah

me: (bisai anak buah ku sorang ani, nanti ku belanja makan)..

bungsu banar2 banar2 suka hang out sama siti-lewey, banar2

hehe, this photo is from Rano :D hahaha

cinta

2010-08-20T01:35:00.003+08:00

i am so in love with my man

he is not doing anything at the moment, especially its Ramadhan month

but i love him dearly, my thoughts are clear, my heart is calm

di bulan suci Ramadhan,

tiada gangguan dan hasutan syaitan,

ingin ku mencari ketenangan iman,

ingin ku mencapai sepenuh keinsafan

ku tadahkan dua tapak tangan

semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan

Ya Allah berkatilah hubungan kami

hingga kami begelar suami isteri

inspirasi kata hati datang bertumbi tumbi

segala percakapan menjadi puisi

teringat lagu Puisi Cinta dari Ilusi

seandainya ku di beri suara seindah suaranya

ku nyanyikan lagu, ku dendangkan hanya untuknya..

my man, one and only

2010-08-17T14:16:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY HUSBAND-TO-BE

staring at the ceiling, thinking of my guy

thinking of the things he did that makes sigh

when i had trouble sleeping he sang me a lullaby,

right before he hung up and said goodbye..

thinking that i'm going to start a new chapter of my life,

the day i'm going to be, his beloved wife..

the day we long waited eversince we first met

now we will be getting married InsyaAllah on the same day and date

so here i am staring at the ceiling accompanied by the nightlight

thinking that day would be like,

falling in love again from the very first sight

happy birthday abg

our last birthday as an unmarried couple

we didn't really celebrate our birthdays this year..

but i am so looking forward for next year :D

byk kan senyum di bulan Ramadhan

2010-08-16T21:33:00.002+08:00

kamu kamu atubah..

masa first day keraja time puasa.. aku pakai baju kurong kan.. haaaiihhhh.. students ku yang Year 7, baru jua meliat aku dari jauh.. bising tah durang

them: hhuuuwahhhh teacher!!!!!

me: (looking around, and whispered "something wrong?")

them: assamu'alaikum teacher, teacher lawa arini..

then, ramai2 tah durang salam2 aku... malu jua ku tu.. hehe

hahaha, durang ani tah banar.. imagine when i passed by 7 classes on the way to my class, it would be like an echo-effect of the same reaction.. hehe.. cho-mel plg durang ani..

atu baru students, MaChi2 di skulah lagi tia..

MaChi: eh eh, cigu pakai baju kurong... hehe.. lain usulnya

cigu lain: eh inda ku kilala ko pakai baju kurong ah

cigu lain2: eh ku pikir cigu ugama baru lagi..

cigu lain3: eh assalamu'alaikum!

hahahha.. all i could do was smile :D

the only problem is

i-don't-have-lots-of-baju-kurong

hmmm ada student ku hadiah kan kain aritu

bisuk tah kali ku mutong.. ahee

keraja di bulan Ramadhan

2010-08-13T22:05:00.002+08:00

kamu kamu atubah..

hehe..

bisuk keraja.. ermm.. aku pakai baju kurong tah ni.. inda pakai uniform PE for this whole Ramadhan month..

eee.. memilih baju tah ni ahhhuuu

menghitung bulan to my big day :)

2010-08-12T23:09:00.002+08:00

3 more months from today :D

aheee :D