when i arrived here, trinity college of university of western australia.. my life was great.. meeting new friends.. they were so warmth and welcoming, care about each other.. just wonderfull...but then, it didnt last long.. i had to move out after 5 days... yup.. so cruel..cus the college is full.. the seniors were coming in after their semester break..i was the last applicanti live in a single apartment.. my first 2 weeks here were depressing and very emotional.. because, i have to stand on my own to feet. i was shocked when the tenant said.. "you have to register your electric and telephone bill yourself, that's your responsibility".. my heart said "what!!!! how on earth am i suppose to do that?".. and yes.. i have to do it myself.. call the telephone and electric people. i was so scared... clueless on what's going to happen to me.i cried everynite, cuz i was lonely, after class no one to talk to when i arrived home. eat alone. watch tv alone. so depressed..on the 3rd week, i grew stronger and stronger, cuz i realised that this is what iv been dreaming all my teenage life.. doing something im so pationate about...i wouldnt be this strong if i don't have my wonderful boyfriend's support. he's so great in everything... so loved by himnot to forget the love from my best gurls from brunei.. alai, syam, hajah, zmah...just love you gurls so much...and oso my bestfwen lili...miss hanging out wf u..