i won't start doing things, unless everything is perfect and ready to go
i am scared of my own capacity; i am not scared of failure, i am scared of success
when people know your ability and capacity, YES there is pressure to be fabulous
Monday, December 28, 2009
Arifin was wonderfully amazing today :)
he helped me arrange my stuffs. ok ok i am a classic hoarder :P but hey~ i have my better half to organize my things :)
he was like "this area will be your working area"... he said that he watched Home Improvement years back so, he knows what he was doing.. gosh.. props to that TvShow~ :)
i was just there helplessly adoring him...
he tickles my heart he makes me blush he is amazing he is my man
Dariah; 11:24 PM
Sunday, December 27, 2009
i am just enjoying my holiday... :)
Dariah; 11:18 AM
Thursday, December 24, 2009
:) tadi jalan sama Siti-lewey... great to have you around again.. ada jua dangan ku ketawa sampai kapisan.. heheh.. kami jalan sama ka Dahlia sama Danisha
kamu kamu.. kalau Big Papa's Restaurant 'di melayu' kan, apa ah?
Restaurant bapa punya basar? wawawawa... (Ti~ kau ganya yang mau ketawa tu)
kana danganikan ku ketawa, yeay~
Dariah; 7:44 PM
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
atubah.. it got me thinking.. when was the last time i actually follow a tv show? or anticipating for Tuesdays to come to watch my favourite show?
hmmm i normally have a timetable on what to watch throughout the week.. now, whatever is ON i will watch...
ok ok.. most part i've watch the Series on Astro.. serious~
HOUSE = watched the whole season... DESPERATE HOUSE WIFE = finished.. PROJECT RUNWAY = done..
and the list goes on
furthermore, whenever i'm watching tv i am with my Niece, Danisha.. so, we've been watching Pocoyo, MickeyMouseClubhouse, LittleEinstein... etc.. well, i kinda enjoy watching these shows.. hehe.. especially Pocoyo.. :D
so, i haven't been watching 'adult' shows neither do i go to cinema... oh dear.. am i getting old?? hahaha i've lost my touch~
maybe i am just bored.. cuz my routine is pretty redundent... it will be exciting soon as my PE class would be very different: has theory, practical, exams, assessments... great fun!! no seriously~ heheh
owh yeah.. i better start my 'jump rope' mini project... hmmm
Dariah; 9:05 PM
Monday, December 21, 2009
mari kita renungi bersama kata2 tertera di bawah
Tak perlu mencari teman secantik BALQIS jika diri tak seindah SULAIMAN. Mengapa mengharap teman setampan YUSUF jika kasih tak setulus ZULAIKHA. Tak perlu diri menjadi seteguh IBRAHIM jika tak sekuat SARAH. Mengapa di damba teman hidup seistimewa KHADIJAH... ... jika diri tak sesempurna RASULULLAH SAW.
Dariah; 10:21 PM
atubah.. antadi masa kan balik keraja ada cigu sorang ani ckp "bye~~ see you tomorrow..."
sekali aku HuuuH????? bisuk keraja ka? hahaha tuuuUUUU cuti 3 hari ahh.. i've lost the momentum... aaahhhuuuuu...
Dariah; 9:48 PM
Wedding Updates..
hmmmm... tadi liat2 baju kawin sama pelamin.. balum plg main buking2.. salnya baju2an ani tukar2 bah.. minggu2 urang buat baju baru.. rugi jua ku tu mun buking awal.. pelaminNya lagi.. huuuwaaahhh ada pelamin atu aku Cinta.. namanya Pelamin Cinta esehhh.. pas atu pas atu.. ada lagi pelamin di Ruzz.. huuuwaaahhh aku cinta jua kali.. cana ni cana ni..
tadi jua aku pay deposit rah my photographer.. so kompom berabis ia my official photographerku..
seperti biasa, everytime kami jalan kami re-budget lagi kami punya belanja.. haha inda pandai abis~ tapi it is ALL good :)
Usin dari pokok rumah sebalah balum jadi ka?
Dariah; 9:25 PM
atubah, tadi aku ckp rah kawanku "wahai cigu2 bekeraja, sedarlah seandainya kitani ada 8 hari lagi tinggal untuk siapkan Scheme Of Work".. hahahaha
mula lah keadaan mija ku chani this is my notice-block.. eseh.. aku tampal2 apa saja quick to-do-list ku di sini.. (awu~ smiley mana pandai tinggal) iatahni 'my section' sudah.. main buking space udah ni.. semangat ku ni~~ urang lain balum shopping2
sapa baik ku kana panggil ah? Miss Daria? Miss Dee? Cigu Dariah? ahheee
Dariah; 9:43 AM
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Siti-lewey-si-pipi-lepew... aku rindu kawuuuu...
ber-badut-lah bersamaku
Dariah; 10:38 PM
Di pagi minggu, di minggu aku bercuti... aku bangun awal....
hahaha.. the things we do for Zimah..
kami breakfast with our special guest all the way from Singapore, Zimah.. :) ia mau makan makanan melayu... and ia mau makan martabak yang paling nyaman.. so kami ke CurryHouse di Lambak..
kami berlima plg.. Syam, Bum, Hjh, aku and Zimah... tapi Bum kami antar awal sal rumahnya yang paling jauh
di rumah Zimah
Dariah, Zimah, Syam, Hjh Zimah inda suruh kami masuk rumah nya.. hahaha.. the usual "eh, jan tah masuk.. bajurit rumahku" excuse padahnya rah kami... :P kekeke..
tapi inda papa Zimah.. kami suka jalan2 sama kau arini, sipun tah di pagi minggu sal ko sponsor everything today... bagus ehhh.. bah, nanti main last day lagi tani jalan.. "mesti jua di abiskan duit Brunei mu tu~" ahhheeee
have a safe flight Zimah.. makin damit ni ko usulnya... hhhmmmm tcabar ku ehhh.. bah start my intensive training tah ni.. (hahha malar ni kan 'start2' nya..) i need to be inspired.. hmmmm
Dariah; 7:15 PM
Saturday, December 19, 2009
i am happy... i have a man who loves me as much as i love him... other people may have their own 'Mr Wonderful' and 'Mr-obviously-Romantic-man'... and may other men pass by; i already have a perfect man for me..
as i have mentioned before... "the 80:20 rule"
lets review: it applies in two situations
1. at work: do something that only requires 20% effort to produce 80% outcome, not vice-versa which can be very exhausting
2. in relationship: you can only get an 80% partner. E.g. when you already have a wife, whom you claimed to be your 80%.. and once came another woman who actually has the 20% quality that your wife do not possessed. what would you do? if lust overrides your sensibility, you will go for the 20% and left the 80% woman.. as time passed by, you missed your wife who actually took care of you, cook for you and love you as you are... and this 20% woman might just be good in bed... grass is always greener on the other side, you say?
my point being.. my man, he doesn't do the flowers, give me huge birthday cards, etc.. but those were just the obvious.. it is I to appreciate and see the things he does; the unspoken, the not-so-obvious and not-so-normal... after all.. he is perfect to me, to my eyes, to my heart... it is actually good that other people couldn't see it... he is being wonderful only for my eyes to see...
so, i will scratch that 80:20 rule just for this case... because why look for what's missing... when the greatest thing is already layed infront of me
not 'a man like you' a man that is you i have ever wanted
Dariah; 11:26 PM
Friday, December 18, 2009
Dariah; 11:40 PM
i miss Uni.. our lecturer always showed us some funny clips after class.. one of which was something like this...
Dariah; 11:13 PM
just for a laugh
Dariah; 10:37 PM
aku mau me-nyu-shi...
Dariah; 1:46 AM
Dariah is sulking
batah udah ku nda liat movie.. batah udah ku inda intensively exercise.. batah udah aku inda.. batah udah aku inda... antah.. segala2nya batah udah aku inda buat..
siti-lewey lagi ke Labuan for many2 days... nada dangan ku merayau :(
aaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAA so much for a holiday.. good start aey?
Dariah; 1:30 AM
inda jadi ke Miri :(
Dariah; 12:57 AM
Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah
Dariah; 12:26 AM
Thursday, December 17, 2009
yeay yeayyyy.. CHU-TEYYYYYyyyyy
hopefully jadi ke miri :)
Dariah; 3:23 PM
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
antadi aku jumpa Arifin.. ahhheeeee :D
had some important things to do, after that settled; we cruised around.. owh yeah, my official photographer for my wedding events is confirmed.. it is by Sudiru Abdullah Photography :)
owh yeah... mun jalan sama Arifin, we still re-think, re-calculate, re-evaluate our plannings.. ngalih pulang mikirkan.. paning mikirkan sal adat, syarat, apa yang patut, kemampuan, kemahuan, ke-pem-majal-an ku lagi.. hahaha
no switching dates lah.. (i hope)
love love
Dariah; 11:05 PM
eh kamu kamu.. ada lagi cerita yang baru ku post.. scroll saja kebawah ahh.. bah.. later~
you always use whatever-i-have-taught-you against me :P
we look like friends when we go out
...and if i ever have a little sister... i want her to be like you..
Love Bungsu
Dariah; 12:19 AM
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
atubah.. kompius ku eh.. dulu2 time ku kanak2 (eh Siti-lewey, napa ko ketawa??) FinalFantasy ani Movie bah.. sekali inda kan?? game kan banar??.. indabah.. ani ada video clip ahhh.. huwaahhh lawa ehh.. baru katun bacinta.. balum lagi urang banar2..
Dariah; 11:00 PM
today was supposed to be an outing with the girls 'plus' zimah the Army Officer... sekali damam tah ia jua.. tapi, kami masih jua ON berjalan
kami aga this new restaurant.. inda mau kesana lagi... jadi kemarahan..
menu2nya cali2 "tapai Float~" "lazy lasagna" "banana Split"-nya murah plg tapi vanilla ganya ice-creamnya.. Syam, Dariah Bum, Hjh yang membuat kemarahan...
syam: lazy lasagna satu hjh: bah aku jua (ko kah tu jah yg ckp? inda ku ingat eh) staff: lazy lasagna nada syam: (was ordering something beef) staff: beef nada syam: beef yang lain ada? staff: beef nada me: apa lagi nada??
belapara ni kami semua.. hahaha.. urangnya lagi inda terdangar apa kami ckp.. so, ia liat balik menu apa yang kami ckp atu..
anyho, tukar topik.. kami tadi update2 sal sama sendiri.. tu si hjh baru jua bekeraja.. so mengenali kerajanya lebih dekat lagi lah.. mun kami becerita inda pandai kan sekajab.. hehe.. iatah dimalam atu minum2 saja..
eeee bis si syam sama bum kan ke KL next week
Dariah; 10:45 PM
arini aku jalan sama Mama, ka Dahlia, Niece Danisha sama Siti-lewey...
kami jalan2 ke Giant.. atubah.. banarnya kan.. kami ani awal udah jalan.. sekali on the way ke Giant.. "ehhh, Siti balum berAmbil!!!" ahhahaha.. iatah lambat 15minit kami ambil ia... (ko manatau kan tu Ti??~)
sekali atu bah.. kami ke FunBread lagi.. awu.. tepakai banar tah kami ani kan the Aussie Beef Burger.. atu ganya.. time2 ku masih di Aussie mana ada ku merasai burger durang.. canatah jua.. inda tau halal bah burgernya.. paling2 pun, burger kadai arab saja ku makan..
eh, atubah jua.. masa ku melintas kadai2 ke FunBread ahh.. sekali nampak advert ani pengliatan ku "HOT CHICKEN CHEF"
me: (tone iklan) are you HOT, and are you a CHICKEN.. and are you a CHEF??? if you are.. come drop by for a walk-in interview...
sekali si siti-lewey dengan sikapnya yang inda-membari-chan-langsung... "eh bungsu, Kitchen jua tu~~ wawawa"
(sigh) ahhhhhuuuuuuu membari malas kan ia ani?... setelah.... dot dot dot... hahahaha
Dariah; 10:45 PM
Monday, December 14, 2009
atubah, aku simpan lagu blog ku Chantek by Altimet ft Adeep bahh.. sekali inda mau main.. aku majal.. aku mau kamu dangar..
aku Chin-ta lagu Chan-tek...
Dariah; 10:07 PM
YeaaaaaAAAyyyyyy jumpa Lili arini.. aheee
firstly kami Pedi, Meni-cure di Nail Artz.. she-yok she-yok.. $32 bux.. sanang lagi liat tv.. comfy lah.. lurus lagi main Biggest Loser.. belaing2 mata meliat ani bah.. tuuu yang durang jadi final 3 ahhh..
lapas atu kami lapar...atubah, kami ani kan makan rah Saffron bah di Qlap ahh se-kali Chef yang masak Lamb nada..
staff: (tone pilipin) sorry mum, the chef is not here me: errrRRR where is he? staff: sorry mum, the chef is not in at this hour me: (laughing style bangang) eeRRRrr sooOOO what time will he be here? staff: at 6 me & Lili: (liat jam, at 3ish) ohohooo, we can't wait that long me: ok lah, we take our business somewhere else (eseh.. cam cari kelai tah plg)
so we did.. dua-kali (lapas se-kali, dua-kali lah... eeeRRRR dah! lame! hahaha) kami ke Charcoal.. so when we sat down, "bbBBBBeeerrRRRRRRR, pak pak PAK!!!!" (bunyi urang contractor)
me: (looking at Lili) hahahha ada2 saja jua ehh.. cana? makan sini jua?? Lili: manasaja aku ok plg... me: hahah payah jua makan arini ahh
so we stayed...
i ordered burger.. hmmmm aku ani apakan? dimana2 makan burger.. like comparing burger seluruh Brunei.. (eh, digadung dikiulap jua ganya... "seluruh" brunei tah nya~~ ke tutong pun balum... hahaha) ok ok focus..
Lili order Linguini.. eh atu bah.. ingat tah ku plg cerita Rata-Tu-Ye... kekeke.. si Linguini ahhh.. pastu kami jalan2.. eh aku bali barang2 mengajar lagi.. banar2ku shopping ahhh.. ish ish ish.. lapik meja lagi balum..
kengalihan udah.. lepak kami di rumahku.. cerita2.. update sal each other.. atu jua meliat2 kan my info untuk kawin rah Lili... manaaaaaaaLah tau ia kan makai juWaaaa... aheeee.. eh!! ada jua pelamin udah ko buking dari laptop ku ahh???? canani canani??? hahaha
i had a great time Lili.. Happy belated birthday.. happy to see you~~ Love Love
Dariah; 9:27 PM
Sunday, December 13, 2009
was cleaning up my cupboard..
i saw this; my filling system.. back when i was a student
"... very organised and easy to follow..."
and i was soooooOOO into Chemistry... "dimana ada chemistry, disana aku bawa Periodic Table"
lo-and-behold.. my filling system~~
ada INBOX, OUTBOX lagi tu~~ inda jua ku ingat tu aku buat cani ahh
atu banyak divider nya~ berbelanja jua ku tu time jadi student alangkah indahnya mun murid2ku nanti cani.. sanaaaangg idupku...
hmmmm soooOOO kirakan time ku masih jadi student aku menyanangkan ati ciguku lahhh.. aheeeee
Dariah; 9:19 PM
Saturday, December 12, 2009
as from today, my wedding would be 11 months from now :D :D :D
Dariah; 10:20 PM
i went out with my Sister Dahlia, Niece Siti-lewey-sipipi-lepew, Nabil-melobey and Danisha-the-drama-queen..
i insisted to go out this afternoon because
1. my colleague told me that shimco has massive sales - and yes they do.. but kain2 yang bida2 tinggal
2. i want to buy stationaries.. teachers are-also-going-back-to-school what???
ohohooo... so i went out with THREE nieces.. alahai... Siti-lewey yang suka menyaya aku (ahhhhuuuu) si Danisha lari2 pasal baru tah merasai lapas... si Nabil kuat becakap.. and i have 17 more nieces and nephews that i haven't brought out.. lets not think about that..
on the other note.. i miss my Arifin.. he is in Lawas for 3 days to attend wedding events (from his mother side) .. while he is there, we don't text each other because (a) perhaps no signal, (b) rates are expensive..
Dariah; 9:47 PM
Friday, December 11, 2009
Good Morning Pheee-poooohhLLL... bahapa nah ku bangun awal di hari yang indah hari jumat????? arini aku support si Bum main Netball.. aheeee.. and durang main rah sekulah ku STPRI.. So yeah~ like working jua lah rasanya
Team Eclipse alhamdulillah, apa2 ani baik dimulakan dengan doa half time atu bangga ku tu dang masa meliat si bum main... awuuu~~~ cam "that is my girl right there playing"... and i have to say, her team has a good communication skill...
and and... their team W.O.N. huuuwaaahhhhh i am so proud of you girl!!!!
rehat byk2 bum ahh
Dariah; 5:28 PM
Thursday, December 10, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LILI :)
will see you next week yea??.. have fun at KK
Dariah; 10:31 PM
ok, on the other note, i was happy today because i had a lunch date with Syam & Bum... (huhu.. inda komplet lagi, hjh nada)
went straight to lunch after work... so muka pucat, sporty look we went to cheesebox..
bum, syam (bisDurang mengUpdate tentang parut masing2) asal teliat ceramin, or their reflection.. gerenti durang compare with each other.. hahaha.. khe-yut...
owh one thing i have to mention.. durang ani ku-what makan... astaa banar.. iatahkan membari sakit ati... kemana larinya makanan durang atu??? awu bah awu bah.. kejamban lahh.. (gowd lame~~) hahaha
anyho.. singgah tah kami ke FunBread..
sekali aku nampak si Bum, time menyerLah ke-tabam-man-nya di sini atuya.. lapas dari FunBread atu, durang dua ani diam bah.. ku pikir tah durang ani kengalihan.. rupanya in-the-happy-mode... sal durang ada goodies.. hahahah macam kanak2...
sorry ah, the day ended up i marah berabis.. weekend tani jalan lagi.. with someone is lanja-ing :D
bisuk aku jadi cheerleader si Bum :)
Dariah; 9:54 PM
Warning for doctors out there: DON'T-READ-THIS-POST.
so i went to a private clinic. i had migrane on-and-off eversince i started filming. so there i was, entertained by this one doctor saying that on top of having migrane; i also am anaemic... it came to me as a shock. cuz hey~ dariah is doing all the things a healthy person should do.
so i took a blood test, cost Freak'n 100-ish.. i got the results today.. and guess what? i was entertained by a different doctor, she said "everything is fine"
What-the-Hell!!!! i paid that much and all you can say is i look fine?????!!!! the previous doctor asked me to do blood test because she said i looked anaemic.. and now this new doctor said "you don't even look anaemic".. yo doc! please re-take your degree because it is obviously very outdated!
my blood readings are at the lower range, the doc didn't even explain to me.. just plainfully read it out of the paper.. seriously chick, i can read them myself. i can even say more than you!.. i thought since you 'are' a doctor you can tell me more than i can interpret.. but nooOOOOOO~~~
ok ok.. yea yea yea~ not aLL doctors like that.. just SHUT up... i'm talking here
Dariah; 5:20 PM
Wednesday, December 09, 2009
atubah, aku atu planning kan swimming kan sama gadis2ku.. aaaahhhuuuuu... bisuk kamis tia.. bila tah ni?
it still hasn't kick in that all of us are growing up; having our own responsibilities.. ada yang bekeraja, ada yang byk komitment, and and ada yang baru mengenali cinta.. eseh.. nada wahh..
ada yang after office hours saja dapat jalan, (ehem2) ada yang nda dapat balik ahir malam2... hahaha..
merindui kamu~
Dariah; 6:43 PM
Tuesday, December 08, 2009
owh Yes~ forgot to mention i went to the DST Carnival last Saturday with Syam :)... huhu si hjh so happened to be unreachable and Bum was having Netball training..
(senyuman penuh harapan ka tu?) ari atu tah aku bali Sony Ericsson~~ hehehe.. and that was the main point i insisted to go there~~ sanggup ku berjalan kaki, jauh pebaik (heheh jauh ka?)
before i decided to buy Black sal Rugged and all.. sekali Syam convinced me to take the Hot Red... sekali it was growing on me~~~
me: (posing with silver phone) do you see me with this? syam: buleh lah me: (posing with black) do you see me using this? syam: rugged plg me: lawa jua tu ah merah atu syam: lawa lawa~
malam atu aku tutup-buka tutup-buka my phone saja walaupun inda babunyi phone ku atu.. hahaha
Dariah; 11:55 AM
Monday, December 07, 2009
things i did since last Saturday
i introduce you my new baby, Sutera (Sony Ericsson W995)
i bought it for $568!!!! yuph.. $100 bucks cheaper than WYWY..
did you see the 8.1MP??
testing Sutera: outing with Syam and Hjh (sorry Bum, will meet up soon k? miss you too Bum)
at the Rizqun, Mall Gadong: Dariah, Dahlia Ka Dk, Erah Ka Dahariani, Ka Dasimah eating time~ and lastly.. an outing with my wonderful..
atu gila tarang camera ku atu~~ hahaha gembira tahap kapisan
owh yea.. so i went out with Arifin today :) shopping again, i bought a new bedsheet... hot red.. this got me thinking.. my car is red, my phone is red.. now my bed is red??? get the sequence?.. owh yes, my blog's layout is red as well...hahaha..
Dariah; 10:31 PM
Friday, December 04, 2009
TO MY GIRLS:
i am planning to go for a swim next week. book one afternoon for us ok?
Dariah; 7:17 PM
Owh yea.. before i forget my wedding preps so far
What has been booked?
1. Rent out a place for Majlis Persandingan 2. Photographer (booked, but still to be comfirmed) 3. Henna/Inai 4. Make-up Artist (found one and to be comfirmed)
the fun part: buying stuffs~~~
1. i FINALLY bought Air-con for my room 2. going to purchase some mini furniture for my room 3. massive financial planning with my partner 4. enjoying the grand sale and hunting for BarangHantaran
Dariah; 1:14 AM
so many things happened these days, weeks, months
1. 3 forms of Teacher's Day Celebration (two of which i regretfully missed) 2. 2-days Sport Science Course for Physical Education Teachers 3. Danisha's Birthday Splash 4. I finished filming my 5th Drama 5. Went for an official visit to Penjara Jerudong 6. i won a Home Theatre and Water Purifier (total worth about 4K) sponsored by ETEC 7. Going to shop for Wedding rings.. (ehem ehem.. let me emphasize that.. R.I.N.G.Szzzz) aheeee...
hmmm.. details nanti saja ahhh
Dariah; 1:08 AM
Bits & Pieces
Dariah 24
Leo Bruneian Sport Scientist
Fitness Enthusiast
PE Teacher
Inspired by everyone
A concise perfectionist
Always finishes everything she started
Things That Never Change
i love my husband
i love my family
i love my bestfriend
i love my cats
punctual, very
hates waiting