today i am about to finish revising chemistry... alhamdulillah..
mission tomorrow is starting off revising psychology...
well... nothing much to say really because it is all about reading, revising and seeing lectures...
(9 days to exam)
Dariah; 5:34 PM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006slept around 1 am, woke up at 5... hahahaaaaaa.. the good thing is, no headache!!..
-kuih raya, merukoh, nasi impit, cacah kacang, milo-ayam in the process masak..
all the food are yuuuuuummmmyyyy and spicy~ i like!!
i cleaned up my apartment, just incase anyone want to crash my place.. well, they ought come will full stomach.. hahah.. because i ain't got food raya.. wahahahhaha...
Dariah; 2:47 PM
after i blogged in last night... Rai messaged me at msn... she invited me to help her and ka Fad cooking.. heeeee... i slept over at her place...
we finished cooking around 12.30am... so happy~ at least i am not alone on raya's eve. Rai put on malaysia movie.. "soalnya siapa".. and malaysia radio station.. sekurang kurangnya ada mood raya sikit
Dariah; 2:24 PM
Monday, October 23, 2006sungkai di musollah tadi... skali terdangar takbir raya... airmata hampir gugur dipipi... rasa syahdu... nda pernah terasa takbir buleh buatku rasa macamatu..
ka wani hantar balik tadi... masa ku masuk ke apartment, rasa macam aku balik kerumah di brunei... barat rasa ati kan tahan tangisan manja.. tangisan rindu yang selalu di tahan setiap hari...
selalunya, malam raya aku kacau mama goreng daging. nda pandai panuh tu daging masak dalam mangkuk ahh.. aku saja yg makan.. urm.. sama bapa... masani, macam tercium bau daging atu...
tahun ani.. raya yang paling save duit sal, nda shopping tuk raya and nda buat baju raya...
tapi, nda papa lah... aku nda jua batah lagi balik... so, aku nda kira kalau di brunei nada mood raya lagi... aku langgar jua rumah2 sana...
Dariah; 8:23 PM
i have two more weeks to study...
stress out...
need comfort... PLEASE...
i've lost my confidence...
nothing left to say
Dariah; 1:02 PM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006last sunday, it was 3.30pm... veron received a message from roy that he and hafis was on their way to visit us. i guessed they were bored in the city just the two of them.. so much for the "on the way".. they arrived more than one hour later... they said that they missed the bus by 4 minutes.. since it was sunday, the next bus was would be an hour later.. poor them..
so as they arrived here.. haha.. roy got excited that veron has lots of sports channel.. so for few minutes the guys conquered the tv.. haha.. boys!..
outside the house there is a swimming pool. the ducks from the neighbours were there... they were knocking the glass door as we were watching tv...
since they boys arrived late, veron invited them to sungkai here.. hahah.. who could resist that offer?..
so veron cooked.. and guess what?.. roy wanted to cook as well.. so they cooked together and what did i do?.. yup! the dishes.. heheheehehe..
hafis just watched the madness happened in the kitchen..
again the foods were delicious... hafis loved the black pepper minced lamb.. he loved it so much until he asked how to prepare it... he nearly finish the lamb.. poor guy.. i think he miss real food like i did and the idea of other people preparing meal of us..
it was a nice evening, you know having bruneian friends over...
after sungkai, around 7.20pm.. they went home..
the annoying ducks
roy and veron incharged of the kitchen
the full meal happy and satisfied
Dariah; 10:28 AM
we took a cab from my apartment to veron's.. it cost AUS$16.80.. it ain't cheap...
i have my own room there.. hehe.. it is very tidy, clean and comfortable.. as i mentioned earlier, she got cable.. so when she flipped through the channels.. oh boy!.. feel like i am in brunei.. all the channel that Astro has, they are all there!!.. except BETTER!!.. hahahaa...
the food??.. wohowww.. veron's aunty brought alot of brunei food. soooo.. happy... beras wangi, kaya, cakes, eclairs.. and lots more of halal food...
veron cooked alot for me.. heheh.. urm.. did i join it?.. heheh.. urm.. i just observed.. hehe.. i did the dishes most of the time.. she prepared three meals in just 20 minutes.. so she had everything under control... she said i did it faster because you did the dishes, so i can reuse the frying pan immediately.. i played my part ok!.. hahha..
my bed for 8 nights 
express yet delicious
Dariah; 10:07 AM
Monday, October 16, 2006finally in psychology tutorial today, there is someone willing to organise exam preparation..
each of us is asked to do one essay out of 12... which makes my life easier.. I DON'T HAVE TO PREPARE THOSE ESSAYS BY MYSELF... alhamdulillah.. Allah does help us in many ways...
Dariah; 9:16 PM
today is the first day i go to uni from veron's place (located in South Perth).. hahah.. i am not use to it (of course).. if from my apartment, i don't have to wake up early and worry for the bus.. from South Perth, i have to take two buses and it took 30 minutes to get to uni.. hahaha.. that is alot longer compared to 5 minutes ride (by bike) from my apartment.. oh well, i guess it is the matter of discipline.. i have to change my attitude while i am at veron's...
i woke up at 6.40 am.. cleaned up and woke veron up at 7 am.. hahah.. i thought we was up already... we took a bus at 7.41 am.. that is why i was few minutes late for my statistic class...
i actually planned to drop by at my apartment.. but guess what?... i left my keys at veron's aaaaaaaaaaaaaa... i miss Ash (laptop)... i miss my bed... hm.... this is new.. I MISS MY APARTMENT..hahahah...
i miss chatting with my boyfriend using webcam... *sigh*
i was planning to bring Ash and some jackets to veron's, it is very cold at night..but i guess i have to do that tomorrow then... and lets see whether i can upload the pictures tonight using veron's desktop..
Dariah; 8:56 AM
Sunday, October 15, 2006i sleep over at veronica's since last friday... gosh!! i love it here.. she has cable (something like Astro), swimming pool, treadmile, ice-cream, fruits, cereal.. everything.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. so excited... veronica take a good care of me here.. she cooks for me.. and let me tell you, she is a great cook!!.. i never knew this side of her.. she told me that she enjoys cooking since seven... i guess i am a lucky guest
i'll show some pictures next time... c yaaaaaaaaaaa...
Dariah; 3:33 PM
Thursday, October 12, 2006yesterday was painful... the weather fluctuated every 3 to 4 hours..it rained in the morning... sunny in the afternoon... then, drizzled the rest of the day... don't forget the ever so powerful wind.. imagine raining and windy happen at the same time, umbrella is useless i tell you that!
i felt sick... so sick that i didn't have the appetite to eat, eventhough i was fasting... but i had to feed my empty stomach... few hours after breakfast, i recovered.. lots of fluctuation of body temperature going on due to the weather that gave me headache... but i am ok now...
Dariah; 5:13 AM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006this morning i missed my 8 am statistic lecture.. it was raining heavily.... but i attended my 9 am skipping class.. i had to come because attendence is compulsory..it was still raining. i was wet eventhough i wore my jacket... in skipping class my body felt warmer abit... after that, i went to my psychology class.. on the way, my body was cold and wet again.. my body temperature got messed up.. i felt light headache...
after that lecture, i went home.. my psychology class was at the far end of the uni, further away from my apartment... the rain continued to fall heavily on my way home.. and the wind was so harsh...i cried spoiltly... i wish i have someone to pick me up... i was sad... but i have to be strong at the same time... it was hard... i am still fasting today though.. alhamdulillah...
i am not attending my 12pm chemistry lecture.. i decided to do that online.. because it is still raining, so as the strong wind... but i am going to attend the human movement lecture at 1pm, it is not recorded...
i am quite dissappointed at my self that i skipped some of my lectures.. but my health equally important too...
the harsh wind
Dariah; 11:55 AM
last night, i chatted with my boyfriend... so soothing...
he played the guitar and sang karena ku sayang kamu... he looked so confident and didn't look at his fingers while playing.. i was so proud of him... i can tell it's hard to sing and play the guitar simultaneously.. but last night.. it was just beautiful... i was mesmerized big time... and told me that he has been practising that song for me to listen to... he knows i love that song very much
he played few other romantic songs... he expressed his love to me through his songs... aaaaaawwwww... isn't that precious?..it is like i am in a movie...
i am going back pretty soon, on the 11/11... so later that night, he said i am going to book you for the whole day on 12/11... i couldn't sleep last night, i couldn't wait to tell you about it..i won't take no as an answer... hehee...he miss me so much... and i miss him like crazy too... so i agreed (to break the news.. on 12/11.. it is our 7th anniversary.. yea... so, its going to be lovely reunion)
words just couldn't describe how powerful the love i feel from him and how important i am to his life that night..
it is not that i don't feel like this before.. it is just that last night.. it was crystal clear... the look in his eyes... the smile he makes... his voice... *tears*...
i love him so much
Dariah; 11:24 AM
Thursday, October 05, 2006it is quite a challeging to follow my daily routine during ramadhan. my energy for studying, cycling, skipping class, lab work etc is so dependent on snacks.. so when i fast, it is a struggle.
at night, after breakfast, i feel energize. i can study till late but i can't do so because the next day i have packed schedule: lectures etc. i couldn't manage to follow my study timetable as i always did.
i can't pamper my mental state that keeps on telling me that i have to rest. exam is getting closer (32 days and still counting) and i can't afford to waste time..
i just pray to God to give me strength to focus on my study and complete my fasting day by day.
Dariah; 11:23 AM
Monday, October 02, 2006today, i started fasting.. so happy..
it is fun because my day is full of activities (well, actually lectures, just to make it sounds fun.. muahahah) furthermore, i am busy organising my study time and planning when i should start packing. yes, i will fly home immediately after my very last exam paper.. hahah.. so i have to think of when and where to put some stuff that i want to keep here, like my printer and bedsheet.
today, in my diary i have 35 days before my i sit for my first exam paper. it sure does sounds near.. so i produced a weekly plan.. Insya Allah, i can follow this ambitious schedule of mine.
i have 35 days left to study, it's close and but at the same time i am excited because it means i am going to see my family, my hunz and my girls soon!!
well, i am highly motivated eventhough i have a mixture of anxious and excitement..
books... here i come!
Dariah; 11:38 PM
