Saturday, November 25, 2006
tonight, it is exactly 2 weeks that i am home... i haven't meet my bestfriend, lili... and the 'girls' are not united yet...
as i am here, in my home country: around my family, friends... i felt different... my parents see me as an independent woman.. so as some of my siblings. they see me as a responsible grown up... my boyfriend too
it is not that i am not grateful or anything like that. i am sure people at my age are seeking for that kind of respect and it is hard for parents and family to accept the fact that us kids do grow up... but i just want them to know that, deep deep inside me, i am still a little girl that loves being spoilt... back in Australia, i did (absolutely) everything by myself, with tears and pain along the way.. and i know i have a long way to go... i just need a relax and soothing time for myself... you know, to reward myself
my family don't have a maid and my sisters are not really helping, so i mostly do the housework.. i have to say, doing the same routine everyday does makes me CRAZY!!! i desperately need a maid *cry*
i am moody everyday... eveeeeerydaaaaaaay... every little things tend to bug me... especially when someone tells me to "do it yourself"... oh man, it gets more painfull as i continue.. i better stop now...
Dariah; 9:47 PM
