hari ani barat rasa ati kan mengantar abangku... barat kan meninggalkan katilku... nyaman udah rasanya tidur... rinduku kan ahir baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanguuuuuuuuuun
di skulah abang nining (Sekolah Menengah Sayidina Sharif Ali) bagas banjir... jalannya panuh dangan tanah kuning... sampai ke tangga ani waaaah~ cian... nda lagi batah buka skulah.. kamah tia lagi skulah atu...
kamas mengantar ia, aku singgah ke pasar sama mamaku... membali danging sama ayam... sepuluh kilo semacam ani wah~ berabis mamaku membali... aritu 10kilo jua... karang nya org di sana.. "berabis orang ani makan, minggu2 membali" hahahhaa
lapas atu... balik kerumah... hajat kan tidur kajab ni, sal kata bapa kan jalan kul 9.30 pagi.. masa ku sampai rumah kul 8.30... skalinya, bapa bersedia udah di pintu... alahai~~ aku ckp rah bapa dgn mataku belaing... "aku balum sarapan..." hahahaa... udah atu.. bapa suruh aku sarapan dulu.. tiew~~
rupanya bapa kan balikan mama cincin untuk ari jadinya... chewaaaaaaaahh.. bapa kan membali di bandar... sampai udah di bandar ni... skali, aku ngusut... payah cari parking, pastu nda lagi lawa2 designnya tu... kemengusutan ku menjadi.. hahaha.. aku suruh bapa bali rah kadai amas di hua ho mall, manggis... naaaaaaaaaaaaaaah kan kan kan.. sana baru lawa2.... lawa untuk ku pun ada... hahahahahahhahahaah.... hm... bapa balikan mama 2 cincin... adeh.. bapa... mun kan membali amas nda pandai kan satu...ehem ehem... aku tumpang jua lah... tapi bukan cincin, tapi anting2... aku mau simple plg saja.. untuk nda tutup bah lubang anting2 ahh... banarnya aku mau bentuk kupu2... ada udah.. tapi penyucuknya atu tabal... berdarah telinga ku... eeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... skali... aku tanya yg ada pengailnya (hook) aku andangnya suka yg ada hook.. tapi nda ku pernah kejumpahan yg lawa, lawa macam yg mamaku balikan aku dari mekah...yg atu abis putus udah.. canatah jua... 13 taun udah umurnya... so, aku pilih yg ada saja...
tengahari aku membayar tiduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuur..... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh relek...
malam rah angah berimam
27/12/2006
today i workout alot~~~~ love it!!!!!! this is me... i love exercising... i did aerobic for 1 hour, gyming for another hour and then, sauna for half an hour.. yey!!! i have my "me" time at last!!
at the place i workout (Women's Fitness Zone, BodyActive Manggis)... they have beauty saloon now... so, they sell a set product for acne treatment... after days of pursuation... i bought the set after i've done my sauna... it costs me $205.. hahaha... but, i won't be buying it everymonth... the beautician said that the product can last upto 4 months (except the cleansers)....
after all that, when i reach home.. i relaxed for a bit.. then i exercise my abs using the AB Lounge.. teehee... i borrow from my boyfriend...
-the cd for instruction and technique to folow-
done that, i use the Osim, the one i bought few days ago.. hehehee
aaaaaaaahhh.. loving today so much...
Dariah; 11:03 PM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006today, at around 2.30pm my arifin picked me up... we planned to renew our IDBB cards but there were huge queues so we decided to do it tomorrow morning. then my arifin planned to renew his passport... hehehee... he didn't have any recent passport picture with him... so we went to the Konica Shop... my plan to intrude inside his passport picture failed, so~~ that is why i insisted to take picture with him immediately after his pictures were taken.... hahahahhaaa
-nda bergambar di studio, gambar di krita dgn camera mahal, jaditah....-
we went to grab a bite at KFC, Athirah... so many memories there...there is where our love story begins... teehee... we had a serious conversation today...my arifin confronted about my behaviour; my dramatic expression, body language and spoilt gesture were over the top. well~ i wasn't really agreeing with him at first. after i gave my self a moment to suck it in and few tears, i see his point...
now i know the reason why i didn't feel the connection between him and i... it was because of my behaviour....(blushing) because of my behaviour he felt embarassed, annoyed and turned off... i will definitely try to make this work... i will be the woman he felt in love with 7 years ago... because i want to have the man i felt in love with too... truly...
Dariah; 10:25 PM
Thursday, December 21, 2006*sigh*
it has been 40 days since i got back from Australia. i have some ups and downs... but mostly downs...
there was this one afternoon, i sat alone in my room... was trying to give a peacefull moment for myself...
i realised... when i am here in Brunei... i give happiness to my parents, to my girls, to my boyfriend, to my siblings.... i keep on giving and giving even though i am not asked to do so. now, i have nothing left to give... maybe its time for me to receive... i don't know~~
its hard to lose weight this time... because my "me" time is no longer mine... when i am this big, i don't feel loved... less attractive and not interesting...
*sigh* too sad to continue
Dariah; 12:16 PM
Monday, December 18, 2006well~~ last week had been a crazy week... so i am sooooooooooooo tired, exhausted...
so, if you want to know what was going on, check out my girl's blog
s-h-e-e-n-a.blogspot.com
hahaha.. sorry syam.. jual blog mu di sini...
banar2 ku nda bermood kan update blog ku ahh..
tambah lagi meliat blog ku simple ahh... nada masa kan melawa2 jua...
Dariah; 9:20 PM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006pagi tadi antar abang nining kraja... pastu aku aerobic, gyming and sauna... relax jua sikit rasanya... abis atu ambil abg nining lagi... dalam kul 2 ptg antar ia ke sekulah Pusar Rulak (lurus ka ijaannya ah?) ada taklimat sana... jadi sambil2 ku menunggu ya balik.. malas ku balik ke rumah.. aku melawat Regal Blue Production.. aku aga durang rah lokasi.. durang filming drama “workshop musim ke-2” hahaha.. musim pertama lagi nda ku meliat.. during filming rah kadai krita porche.. gilaaaaaaaaaaaa during dapat pakai porche yo00000… banarnya aku kana offer blakun dalam drama ani… tapi ada hal yg nda dapat di elak… liat saja aku masa ani… masa untuk diriku sendiri pun payah kan di cari…
-crew Regal Blue-
-kan filming, skali aku kacau, gambar2 durang... hahhaha-
dalam 4.30 ptg aku aga abgku… lapas antar balik kerumah… keboringan ku… aku bawa family ku jalan2… kami ke mall (kan ke manatah lagi?) jalan2 sana… makan… arini aku terjumpa aziman munawar.. hahah.. terchangang ia meliat aku… katanya “dahriah kah? Bahapa ko sini?” hahah.. then, aku jumpa faezah&nabil…pas tu balik…hahahaa… balik kerumah kengalihan… nah~ siapa suruh membawa jalan2 lagi?... hahahha.. tiew~~
Dariah; 10:44 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006ari ani operasi menghantar ambil ahli keluargaku semakin menjadi-jadi... hahahhaa... aku antar abangku ke sekulah Sharif Ali 7.20 pagi. ia nda cuti pasal ia baru kraja, masih gaji ari.. pagi atu mamaku dangani jalan, tarus ke tamu membali daun nyirik untuk membuat wajid. balik ke rumah antar barang balian, lapas atu bawa bapaku ke hospital, ambil darah. skali ke Soon Lee, stock di rumah kan abis udah... hahahaaa... maju bisnes ku rini~~
tengah hari rehat... urm~ update blogku yg ber"delayed" ahh... skali pukul 1.35 ptg ambil abangku yg tadi ku antar... lapas atu tarus bali kebab di athirah....
disebabkan aku kesana kemari driving... aku perlu memanjai diriku.. jadi sebagai permulaan, aku manjai mukaku dulu... aku facial di Essensual (ceewah.. buat promo lah nie~~), Mall Gadong. aku rasa relax sampai aku tertidur... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh....
siuk berfacial ani... ganya sakit bah masa jerawat kana picik... hehehe... well, no pain no gain...
aku akan memanjai different parts of my body di kemudian hari~~ pastikan awda mengikutinya...
saya daria, terima kasih kerana melayari blog saya... tiew~~~ wahahahahaaa...
Dariah; 10:56 PM
juma'at lapas, kaka ku belayar, naik haji sama keluarga angahku... ada gathering the night before... so, di rumahku sibuk lah pasal mama buat kueh untuk gathering rah rumah angah.. kapisan jua lah.. tapi apa buleh buat... tanggungjawab sudah...
hari juma'at atu flight haji pukul 2.45pm, delayed. kami baca doa selamat rah rumah angah pagi atu, kami sampai di airport dalam pukul 11am.. traffic jam Ya Allah~~ dalam pukul 12 durang masuk...
-baca doa sebelum melangkah keluar rumah-
-kaka emun-
-keluarga angah and my sisters-
-keluarga angah dan bakal2 menantu angah~-
Dariah; 11:46 AM
Saturday, December 02, 2006all of you readers out there might get bored because there is no picture attached to any of my recent posts.. well... i am under construction (no explaination required)... i don't feel pr**ty... even from the eyes of people i care most... i feel u*ly...
adios..
Dariah; 11:07 PM
hm... where should i start??... i've been busy baking with my mum.. cleaning cleaning cleaning... accompany dad shopping and pay all the bills..
few days ago, i went out with syam and hjh... i had a freak'n awesome night!!.. felt so alive~~
last night i went to my angah's house... my cousins and my sister going to perform haj.. so we had doa selamat there. around 6pm i had a message from my boyfriend, he was invited to a formal dinner and hoped that i could join him.. well~~ i was but i burnt my outfit while i was ironing it...it was my favourite baju kurong *sigh*
so.. instead of dressing myself up... i just dressed up my boyfriend... he told me that he ain't got anything to wear... so i rushed to Soon Lee and shopping for the whole outfit: trousers, belt and a top. how much i spent you might ask??... well... lets just say it ain't cheap and considering the time constraint i just pick anything look nice... money, think about it later... hahahhaaa... its just my nature... when it comes to him... i tend to overspent... hm... and people say we can not buy love?.. waahahahahhaa
today, morning the usual, accompanied mum and dad pay electric bill, and went out for lunch.. late afternoon went out with my boyfriend... urm... i didn't really expect to go out with his friends also though... oh well...
at night, my mum asked me to buy dinner and hang out at grandma's house...
Dariah; 10:36 PM
