last night, at 12.20am i was watching TV alone in my living room. my body went motionless when i realised that i am leaving next Friday and would not be back after one semester. it is that moment again where sadness and anxious feelings stirred together. 3 months went by so fast like the flow of waterfalls...
i have to say my holiday is quite a journey because everyone is looking at me in a different way. i have to tell myself again and again that i am 20 years old lady. when i am with my family, boyfriend and girls, i tend to act like a teenage girl. i feel secure and extremly happy to be around them because they know me very well and would not judge me... i thought that, while i am in brunei i don't have to worry about anything, won't be responsible to everything around me. well, i have to accept the fact that i am growing up and accept the responsibility that closely related to me.
Dariah; 10:42 AM
