setelah sekian lama ku cek online... barutah ada jadual periksa rini. aku periksa dua minggu. aku mula periksa masa 'study break' hahhaa.. kesian aku ani ehh.. 'study break' andang nda suka aku kali. yg aritu, aku balik Brunei, ani aku periksa. hahaha
aku periksa mulai 6hb Jun- 8hb sama 12hb-15hb.
6hb - swimming exam (practical)
7hb - human bio 1101 (practical)
8hb - human movement 1101 (lab)
12hb - biomechanics (theory)
13hb - human movement 1101 (theory)
14hb - human bio 1101 (theory)
15hb - human movement 1103 (theory)
jadual ku exam tennis balum ada... hahah.. tapi alhamdulillah.. walaupun exam ku rapat harinya.. sekurang2nya ada jarak sebelum periksa teori.. heheh
...be proud of all you've accomplished, believe in all you can achieve...
aku periksa mulai 6hb Jun- 8hb sama 12hb-15hb.
6hb - swimming exam (practical)
7hb - human bio 1101 (practical)
8hb - human movement 1101 (lab)
12hb - biomechanics (theory)
13hb - human movement 1101 (theory)
14hb - human bio 1101 (theory)
15hb - human movement 1103 (theory)
jadual ku exam tennis balum ada... hahah.. tapi alhamdulillah.. walaupun exam ku rapat harinya.. sekurang2nya ada jarak sebelum periksa teori.. heheh
...be proud of all you've accomplished, believe in all you can achieve...
Dariah; 11:40 PM
Sunday, May 13, 2007sepertimana yang ku kurapakkan antadi. semangat ku untuk belajar dari hari ani sangat membara.. haha...
jadi, ani tah yang terjadi kalau si Dah dengan mood nya kan belajar..
jadi, ani tah yang terjadi kalau si Dah dengan mood nya kan belajar..
semua kemudahan digunakan; internet, nota pensyarah, keraja2 yg ditulis di bilik kimia (lab lah tu.. hahah bida jua bunyinya ahhh) dan buku2 teks...
ingat ku pulang nya mamaku selalu rah cigu2 ku dulu di smja... katanya, andangnya ni si alai ani, mun nya belajar, mana pandai kan turun2, berkurung tah ya tu di dalam biliknya. jarang lagi makan tu. hahaha.. eh???? sal atutah aku dulu slim atu kali.. hahahaha oooooowwww panya... catu ku ehhh.. hahaha eh, tapi kalau nda makan sini ani rugi berabis cha... nda papa, control saja.. hahaha...
.... knowledge opens the doors, determination keeps it open....
Dariah; 10:12 PM
Selamat hari ibu kepada ibuku yang tersayang... aku talipon babuku tadi, mengucapkan Selamat Hari Ibu... nya babu, eh... orang Singapore jua menyambut arini.. hehehe... aku bagitau.. seluruh dunia sama...jadi, aku bagitau babu, terimakasih pasal selalu ada saat2 ku memerlukan kasih sayang.. saat2 ku gauk, babu layan jua... cerita2 sikit... lapas atu, akhir sekali ku cakap... saaaaaaaaaaaaaayaaaaaang babu.. babu bagi aku kiss, muaaahhh.... katanya.. hahahaa aku nangis... aku banar2 sayang babuku... segala pengorbanan dan keikhlasan babu sangat2 ku hargai
...kasih sayang seorang ibu tiada nilainya...
Dariah; 6:26 PM
when i finished praying Maghrib just know, i thought about what Tirah (Syam's sister) posted up on her wall the other day.
so i wrote this
it is note just any note, it is a note from the heart.. as i wrote these sentences... there were burning spirit inside of me that just couldn't wait to be expressed...
can't believe Tirah really opened my eyes.. thanks girl~
... it is not about how hard you fall, it is about how beautifully u rise after falling...
Dariah; 5:52 PM
Thursday, May 10, 2007tonight, there was a Faculty Night at my college. so, few lectures were invited to have a dinner with us. guess what? coach Nat was there~ gosh! i felt uneasy as he entered the dining room. the mixture of embarass and scared of what he was going to say to me after the incident yesterday.
fiuh~ the first thing he said was that he was sorry... gosh! i felt soooo relieved... i needed him to say that because i wanted him to realised that he was pushing too hard on me.. and need to know was i was the one who being reluctant to improve or he was being inconsiderate...and also because i lost my confidence and struggling to get it back. luckily tonight we managed to chat and everything is back to normal.
the cool table
Tia, Daria
Daria, Linette
Kim (human movement 1101 lab instructor), Daria, Eve...sky is the limit...
Dariah; 8:29 PM
Wednesday, May 09, 2007i had 5 hours of sleep last night due to the endless banging doors and girls chatting (it was freak'n 12.30 am for crying out loud)
my swimming suits were still wet and i had swimming class at 8am. well, it will get wet anyways so, everything was fine. as i was about to change into my swimming attire, MY TOP WASN'T IN MY BAG. my swimming suit is two pieces and i LEFT MY TOP. the class was about to start in 5 minutes. what could i do, i had to ride my bike back to St Cats.
during the class, we had to dive in into the depth water pool, from a platform. Chris, who usually take care of me at the deep end, was handling the other half of the class: our class today was split into two and i had another coach, Nat. Nat is a young coach while Chris is abit older.
oh boy, Nat kept on pushing me to dive in when i'm terrified of the deep end. Chris knows this, so she wouldn't push me as hard as Nat did. i dived in 3 times and the water just smacked my intire body and face. it hurts so bad. not just that, i still can't concentrate while my legs are not comfortably touch the floor of the pool. at the third dive, my goggles went off. i couldn't open my eyes, so i couldn't see and in the end i paniked. Nat grabbed my right arm that went to the surface. he still insisted me to try again. i cried. he didn't notice that i did, because everyone usually gets red eyes after swimming and running nose. he asked me to dive again but this time jumped in with my legs, like just dropping myself into the pool. i did, that was ok... but i was terribly embarassed because while i was diving or jumping in, everyone was in the pool looking at me. i rarely feel shy or embarassed (in a good way) but today, i feel so embarassed that i refused to attend the lecture of this unit.
exam is in 3 weeks time. i don't want to look stupid anymore, i hate this feeling. i mean, i can swim. in the normal 1.4m depth pool that is. i should be proud of myself because early this year i didn't even know how to float. i felt confident yesterday because i know how to do butterfly stroke. after what had happened today i feel i am in the rock bottom, again. *sigh*
when will the glory days be mine?
Dariah; 7:39 PM
Sunday, May 06, 2007first of all, sorry i haven't been feeding you guys and girls with my on-going busy life.
ok, yea today i had a meeting-up session with my private tutor. it is not from the UniSkill UWA tutor, it is my one-on-one private tutor.. (it reminds me of my school years..tuition classes 24/7)hehehe.. her name is Antoinette Stickling from Africa.. she is a white african.. hehe.. um... she is nice, very nice... i feel comfortable with her.. well, she has to be nice because i pay her $50/hr.. hahahah.. she is a qualified tutor from Tutoring Services. ok, she is going to tutor me on Biomechanics and Health/Fitness Units. i'm so excited after the first session today. at least, the vision of getting a High Distinction is manageable.
quote of the day
it is time to use the 'impossible' approach since the 'possible' tactics is not working.
Dariah; 1:31 PM
