i went to work 15minutes early today. i prepared for the morning tea and at 6am, i was ready to go for the tea-round. after serving the third patient, i got a call from the manager or some sort. she told me that my shift is actually cancelled. the office suppose to tell me yesterday but it seems like they have forgotten. Lee, senior PSA strongly suggested me to talk to manager about whether i will be paid for coming in. she was right, the manager will pay me a couple of hours for the trouble. so here i am, having a Sunday off with eyes wide open at 6.30am. haha.. now, WHAT TO DO??.. HAHA.. i had about 7 hours of sleep and surely i don't need more. i guess it is a day to catch up with my studies.
Dariah; 6:35 AM
Saturday, September 29, 2007around 4.30am, Arifin msged me at msn. SO HAPPY. i was just about to get ready for work at 6am. we chatted and chatted.. HE STRAIGTHENS HIS HAIR!!! yahaAAA~ i have to say, i have a handsome man, and he is ALL mine I TELL YOU. i had a wonderful time chatting with him today; we didn't chat much throughout the weekdays. we chatted until i was about to go off to work.. how i wish i didn't have any shift. apparently it is public holiday today in Brunei, no wonder Arifin was so layed back. when i was at work, i thought of him a lot. my mind said, was i dreaming when i chatted with Arifin? hehehee..
at work, it was intense as usual. yesterday i worked at Woods Ward, i had a partner; we work together from 6am to 2.30pm. today, i worked at Pope Ward alone from 6-9.30am. at Holywood Private Hospital, there are many wards and every ward runs differently. my position called "casual pool, PSA" which means i will be allocated to all different wards that has morning shifts available. owh yea, i only do morning shifts at the moment. since it is Ramadhan season, i don't want to miss dinner and stay up late. for today's ward, a lot of patients got discharged meaning a lot of work for me to do. this is because, i have to do complete cleaning; wipe the bed, cupboards, tables, chairs, tv, toilet, etc. everything has to be cleaned thoroughly. well, it was just what i got to do, to avoid cross-contaminations between discharged and new patients.
Dariah; 3:56 PM
Friday, September 28, 2007today, i officially work as a normal Patient Services Assistant, PSA. started work at 6am all the way till 2.30pm; pretty long shift i must say. BUT IT'S ALL GOOD. what i did basically like what i have mentioned in my training session; distribute jugs of water, coffee/tea, meals, cleanings, etc. elderly here have outstanding good manners; they are extremly polite. they say "thanks very much" for every service i give them. thier responses to my service are so heart-felt. i'm just thankful to get this job.
my next shifts are tomorrow and Sunday. 8.5hours each BABY~~ yahaa~~ same like today, but the payment is way higher than in weekdays.. usually casual PSA could only get 5 hours shift, but I~~ GOT 8.5~ alhamdulillah.. my studies are not brutally interupted, in fact, i'm even more focus now.. to top it all - after my shift today, i had to do Human Biology online test which was due at 4pm, i revised abit (one topic which i haven't go through thoroughly) - i got full mark!! alhamdulillah. my verdict was right; when i have a lot of things in my hand, i tend to be productive and successful. i seriously don't mind working 20hrs/week. i will manage.
Dariah; 5:33 PM
Thursday, September 27, 2007*sigh*
many of my friends here are counting down the days till summer holiday. i usually do, but i have to stay an extra month. many of them will be gone in 7 weeks time whilst i will stay till December. i am definitely trying to be happy, earning extra money, i really am. i am still focused just that i miss home during this Ramadhan season
i miss home so much because the memories of Ramadhan and Raya linger everynight. the memories of shopping for Raya; shopping with Arifin, shopping with my girls, my family... going to PasarMalam for breakfast. breakfast with family, staying up late with siblings, terawih with mum and Lili... huhuhu.. i better stop now..
...let me see the good side out of this...
Dariah; 6:59 PM
Tuesday, September 25, 2007Minul (Arifin's friend) who has graduated this year came back to Perth along with his girlfriend and his mother to attend his graduation ceremony. my ever so sweet boyfriend passed a gift to him to pass over to me.
i love it~~ hehehehee.. fits nicely.. it is amazing how he knows what looks good on me. since his friends have pass over the gift, they simply invited me for sungkai. we went to Insan, indonesian restaurant. soon after, we cruised around city and went to South Perth; we stopped by at Gelare~ today is Tuesday, PERFECT TIMING!!! the waffles are half price~ hehe.. 
at the citydaria, babu, aiai
... wish you are here ...
Dariah; 9:34 PM
Sunday, September 23, 2007HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY
happy teacher's day specially goes to my Arifin. you have taught me alot of things. though at times, your approach can be harsh but i know your intention is only to help. i'm happy to have you as my partner, my listener, my adviser and my teacher.
...i adore you, because you are adorable...
owh yea.. not to forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER, DAHLIA.. she is an English teacher at Saidina Abu Bakar Secondary School.. so there you go, happy birthday and happy teacher's day SISTER~~
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Dariah; 12:33 PM
Saturday, September 22, 2007my calendar said that i have 5 more weeks till final exams. hm.. WAIT!!! FIVE MORE WEEKS... my eyes were as wide as the ocean when i saw it on my notice board. time to bring out my 'well-organised-self. 5 weeks will pass by like nothing, i tell you that now. plus, i am a working woman now.
...just do what you gotta do...
life will get harder as we go along, hey~ it just makes it more interesting.
Dariah; 9:04 PM
Friday, September 21, 2007past few nights i kept on having nightmares; fought with my mother, family problems, etc. if it was not a nightmare, i dreamed about weird stuff like going to kampong ayer, where the wooden bridge is automatic like floating horizontal escalator; there were some i just couldn't interpret; my brain couldn't solve the puzzle. there was this one time where i dreamed about about spirits hunting for me. but the thing was, i had a goodnight sleep; wasn't interupted with all kinds of noise, well rested. hmmm.. and i slept longer.
i studied 'sleeping' in one of my units; human biology. we studied about sleeping patterns, snores, diseases and when nightmares usually occur in our sleeping timeline. the first two hours is called 'deep sleep' or 'Non-random eye movement (NREM)' period where our mind just completely blank, not functioning and there is no random eye movements. the remaining hours is called 'Random eye movement (REM)' where our brain tends to process what we've learnt during the day, and our eyes keep on moving at this stage. some studies stated that this is where nightmare happens, our brain is so involved and heart beat increased. REM stage is not all that bad, if we have longer REM period, our brain is processing alot of information. thus having a longer sleep before exams is actually beneficial. one of the top students, about 10 years old kid, he was interviewed to give some advise on how to get good grades. this funny, energetic kid simply said "get as much sleep as possible weeks before exams" funny yet makes us agree to his suggestion. well, obviously he revised everything a month before. he must had enough sleep through out too because as he sleeps well, whatever he studied at school were revised when he was asleep. it was just that weeks before exam he extended his sleep time; go to bed early for instance.
another thing about sleeping pattern, we can't shorten the our sleep timeline. we can't keep on sleeping for 4 hours/day to experience NREM and REM efficiently. we need about 2 hours to experience the NREM stage and 4-5 hours for REM. so if we only manage to get 3 hours of sleep, our brain didn't manage to process what we have learnt, hence we won't be able to engage to the world efficiently.
though i'am experiencing the downside of long sleep right now - nightmares and weird dreams, at least my focus level is enhanced and energy level is high: i even remember what i've studied days before. maybe the nightmares is correlated with the stress that i'm currently encountering. possibly.
Dariah; 6:39 PM
Thursday, September 20, 2007i've just watched License to Wed. i cried.. sweet movie i have to say. Robin Williams, you never disappoint me. Mandy Moore did a great job too, it was one of her best.
... fine~ i watched it abit late...
Dariah; 5:47 AM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007among all of my classes, I VERY MUCH DISLIKE MOTOR LEARNING LABS!!!! everyone just like to rush things.
in this 'supposingly' 2 hours lab, we have to conduct an experiment (each lab session is different) and immediately after we have to write a report regarding the experiment. soooOOOO, the experiment usually takes 40-50minutes and everyone just wants to finish the lab within ONE HOUR, even the instructur wants to leave the lab early. C'MON IT IS 2 HOURS LAB FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!! not everyone can process the objectives of the experiment within minutes. there are 6 labs for this semester and at the end of the semester, our instructor will randomly choose 2 of the 6 to make 20% of the final mark. 20% I TELL YOU!!! NO KIDDING!!! 10% each!!! i was trying to be patient for the pass 2 months, but i just couldn't take it today. this lab makes me look DARN stupid. i get enough of the stupid look from my swimming class and previous other physical classes. i SURELY don't need it from elsewhere!!!
my blood vessels starts to overflow itself now with minutes to burst!! breathe daria breathe... aaaaaaaaaaaa.... ok ok.. now i know the problem.. i just have to think of the solution. screw that lab work!!! i need to work hard on my other 80% worth of exam. i did my mid-semester exam which worth 15%, will get the result this week (i hope); other 15% from swimming component and remaining 50% goes to the final theory exam. ok. there is still chance to get Distinction. there is still chance to get Distinction. there is. there is.
i need to jog. i need to run. i thirst for endophine (feel good hormone). i need to do something that i am good at to gain my confidence back. i want to go to the gym. i want to do aerobics. i need to clear my head. i'm a ticking bomb right now. SOMEONE PULL THE WIRE BEFORE I EXPLODE!!!!
Dariah; 11:36 AM
Monday, September 17, 2007antadi aku cerita2 arah my bilik jiranku.. masa cerita2 atu, konsentrasiku terganggu masa ku teliat timbangan ampai2 ampir pintu biliknya. batah udah ku inda bertimbang. musuh ketat tu timbangan ahh.. hahaha.. aku lagi lama udah inda beranang - kan 2 minggu. jogging pun paling2 5minit ganya hahaha minggu lapas tu ku jogging sama Nyarai, katanya 'aku rasa lampuh arini, lakastah jogging'.
ok ok.. sekalinya, antadi atu ku kuat kan semangat, bertimbang tah ku. ALHAMDULILLAH~ barat ku sama masih macam aritu sebelum ku belayar ke Perth. yang calinya, kalau ku di Brunei, baratku turun berabis, kalau ku di Perth, naik tia barat badan ku atu.. hm.. makanan asrama tu!! NGAM!!! BANAR TAH TU... hahaha.. tapi mulai ani, aku jaga permakanan ku lah... ani lagi bulan puasa, gerenti masa sungkai makan macam nada bisuk.. hehehee... ...yang kurus mau lampuh, yang lampuh mau kurus.. yang sadang mau tah jua kan kurus.. hahaha~
Dariah; 4:51 PM
Sunday, September 16, 2007as i mentioned in my previous post, i got a job as a Patient Services Assistant at the Holywood Private Hospital. i am currently under probation for 3 months from 11/9. meaning i won't be able to go home early for summer holiday since my probation period ends on 11/12. sad to know at some point because i was really looking forward for the long break. now home looks so far away.
i have to think positive about this, i have to say not many people get the chance to work at this hospital. elsewhere, the boses or senior staff will bully the new staffs or give no respect to asian staff members. Holywood hospital treats everyone the same; treat everyone as you would like to be treated. so i guess, i just have to Redha with this event and hope for the best. after all, what i am doing now is for my future.
...kau suatu yang bernilai, tiada mudah ku gapai...
di biar berkaca, bergilap bercahaya, tetap berharga...
segala yang indah, memang susah di kecapi..
Dariah; 2:52 PM
Saturday, September 15, 2007
a couple of days ago, my dearest friend lili texted me. she excitedly reported that she received a lump sum of money from UBD, which puts her to be the best student in her course. Masya Allah, that is great!!! i am so proud of her. lili has always been my tough competitor, i envy her since we were kids. her being the best student just says it all. she always strives for the best and nothing less. that best student is my bestfriend!!! makes me so proud to be her friend. who wouldn't?? keep up the excellent work Lili~
... if she can do it, i can too... insyaAllah
Dariah; 7:42 PM
Friday, September 14, 2007ari ani, 1hb Ramadhan. hari pertama orang Perth puasa, berlainan dengan orang Brunei, Malaysia sama jua dengan orang Melbourne sama Sydney yang mana bisdurang atu puasa mulai kemarin udah.
tapi kan, yang hairannya, Perth ani basar kan, orang2 belajar2 di Murdoch sama Curtin puasa dari kemarin, kami orang UWA mulai arini.. hmmmmm... siapa tah lurus ni???? orang masjid di UWA kata puasa mulai Juma'at (arini), orang masjid di Murdoch sama Curtin kata ari Khamis. alahai~~ inda pandai kan serantak bah.. dari dulu udah. tahun lapas sama jua. kalau inda sama dengan Melbourne sama Sydney, atu barangkali dapat di terima pasal durang awal 2 jam. ani sama2 di Perth pun inda serantak... *sigh* kurang berkomunikasi bah durang ani. aku inda tau apa2, aku kana gitau ari juma'at baru mula uleh kawan2 ku yang dari Malaysia, aku tanya berabis pulang udah kemarin atu untuk mendapat kepastian. sekali, aku dapat tau universiti lain mula puasa kemarin masa makan malam. jadi, bukannya salah kami jua.
apa2pun Selamat Berpuasa kepada umat Islam semua. aku, Dahriah Binti Haji Abdul Manaf ingin mengambil kesempatan di bulan yang mula ani untuk memohon maaf kepada keluargaku, kekasihku, semua kawan2ku, di Brunei sama di Australia dan siapa2 saja yang kenal aku. semoga amalan kitani diterima oleh Allah. Amin
Dariah; 8:05 PM
Thursday, September 13, 2007training programme 11/9 - 13/9
11/9 - 8am to 2pm
welcome card
-to an amazing team- 
documents; contract, bank details, and LOTSSSSsss of others 
clip on pen 
the string attached to the pen is long and wrapped around a pulley. so we can pull it while writing (clip the pen on our uniform shirt) and it will pull itself up once done. 
today, basically the senior staff introduced us what the working environment is like. had a tour, gosh this hospital is very 'horizontal' unlike other hospitals that has numerous storeys. it was build during the world war so it was designed in such a way to provide protection to the peeps. it is widely spread so that when one area is burnt or bombed, it only affects one area. pretty good idea. so, i am safe working here~~ owh speaking safe, when the senior staff gave a lecture about any possible threat from outsiders; random peeps gone mad - stick a gun or knife at you, we have lots of bells that are easily accessable that we can press on to get attention. the bells automatically paged the security staffs and they will come and get us a.s.a.p.
12/9 - 6am to 2.15pm
wore my uniform
i got my badge/card, which was done within minutes. the card gives access to some of the restricted area in the hospital
as i mentioned, i started at 6am. i was allocated to one of the wards. my trainer meant business. she immediately showed how things has to be done. morning routines are like; distribute a jug of water to 30 rooms, then serve breakfast. soon after tea/coffee time. do some cleaning; empty the bins, wipe the sinks, refill tissue cabinet and soaps. then, tea/coffee time again. do some more cleaning; clean the rooms and toilet. distribute lunch right after. pretty intense i have to say. my trainer showed me how to clean and which liquid and equipment used.
this hopital has everything colour coded. like for the toilet, we use red bucket, cloth, mop and liquid; for kitchen, all green. for infectious patient, they are put in a special room, so this room we have to use yellow coloured equipments. it is serious cleaning at the hospital. WELL D'oh!! haha.. it is a "hospital". this colour-coded system is to avoid cross-contamination between kitchen, toilet and other general areas as well as between patients.
13/9 - 8 to 3.45pm
basically the training programme intensified today, more details about the workload; how to transport/transfer patient from one ward to another. this hospital has different types of mini-cars to transport patients as well as equipments and supplies. we desperately need them because as i said, this hospital is very widely spread, with the schedule i have, i surely need some help from the machines~
i was pretty exhausted after my shifts. i am a bit worried because i haven't been studying. as my Arifin always say, 'keep a cool head, you will do fine'. so, i will warmed-up to it.
Dariah; 4:53 PM
Monday, September 10, 2007held an experiment for one of my human movement unit today at Currie Hall, college next door. it was pretty quick. the experiment is about how social influence affects individual performance. i will post the outcome after i finished doing research on the literature.
other than that, it has not been a productive day today. i've been procrastinating. tomorrow i will be attending the first of three days of training programme. pretty excited.
i've chatted with Arifin just now, he is going to Indonesia in December with his friends. i'm happy for him. though i will be missing him while he is away. hm... he has been a busy bee since last month... it is even hard to phone him because he might be having a rest... makes me miss him so much more... Ramadhan is coming, he will be even busier. well, at some point, i am just glad he is taking his job seriously now and his friend always tag him along.
...pieces of me missing you...trying my best to understand, everything happens for a reason, really counting on that...
Dariah; 9:06 PM
Saturday, September 08, 2007i was told by someone dear to my heart to act my age. i wasn't really sure about it; clothing wise? personality wise? attitude?
i remember about a decade ago when i went out to a dinner party at Polo Club with my brother, Darussani. his co-worker approached me and said "where do you work?" i was stunned! i couldn't remember what i replied to her or maybe i didn't reply at all. c'mon i was still in primary school!! and i was not even primary 6 yet!!! gosh, i know it was not that lady's fault but my self-efficacy just dropped to zero. that incident is still crystal clear in my mind. the big question was, what makes her ask me that kind of question at the first place? was it because of my attire? the way i look? was i 11 pretending to be 21? it is interesting when i think about it again.
so, now that i am 21 it should be no problem for me to act my age because i used to look this age a decade ago. my sisters told me before that i was growing up too soon; eager to blend in with them. my better half said basically the same thing that i wore adult clothings when i should enjoy wearing teenage outfits. the funny thing is, when i am 20-21 years old, i just started enjoying being a teenage, abit too late i suppose. when people told me i look couple of years younger, it excites me. c'mon!!! all my life people look at me as an old woman when i was just a kid. even Arifin thought that i was an adult when he first layed his eyes on me. so of course i was flattered when people said i look 'younger' now with my current style - teenage vibe.
last night, after thinking back the excitement i felt; shopping for blouses, branded bag, something came across my mind. i am gradually acting my age. now, i have all the reason to wear adult tops, big bags, looking professional. furthermore, i do feel comfortable about it. i even have less interest on going into sport stores. not that i am not interested in sports just not feel like buying sport tops and pants since i have a cuboard full in my room. i like buying smart pants, looking at them; buying blouses, dresses... such a wonderful feeling i felt inside. so this is how it feels like; acting our own age. it feels so right. i can finally fit in nicely in my own age group.
Dariah; 11:00 PM
went out with Veronica today. we went to Garden City (this place is not full of flowers and trees, IT IS FULL OF IRRESISTABLE CLOTHES). haha Veron told me to meet up at Busport 'around' 1pm. i arrived there exactly 1pm. she said "atu punctual banar" capi ko Ron~ like you don't know me~
waiting for the bus
whenever we go out, Veron always give me continuous, rediculous questions, although i kind off like it :p .. hahah.. she said "Dah, how come you don't have any stomach? how come it is flat?" hahahaa... funny~
anyways, we chatted in the bus, on the way to Garden City. gosh girl~ we had alot of things to catch up. owh yea~ the funny IQ questions i asked you Ron~ those were hilarious right~
we arrived there around 2pm. the first shop i went in, this one black top caught my eyes. i asked Ron whether she could see me wearing that top. she said i would look 'cute' hahaa.. Ron.Ron. you with your kind comments. but hey~ she was right, i love it!!!! and it is not redicolously expensive. so i bought it, along with a black smart pants; for my job uniform.
these are just ab0ve $50 in total~
this is my working shoes. less than $13. hahaha life is good!
owh yea~ Ron had a hair cut there. it was pretty quick, 15minutes or so. Ron told me that she didn't like the cut, but it looks fine to me. maybe you haven't warmed-up to it yet Ron~ hehe
around 5, we went back to the city. killed some time, then at 6pm we grabbed a bite at KFC. zinger burger~~ yummie~
Ron took different bus to get her home, so her bus arrived 10min earlier than my scheduled bus that dropped me off to St Cats. GOSH!! the bus was almost 30minutes late!!! AAAARRRgHHH...
owh well.. other than that, i had a blast!!! thanks Ron!!! when is the next outing??.. errr.. after exam? hahaha.. sounds so far away~
Dariah; 8:54 PM
Friday, September 07, 2007holiday starts today. NYARAI AND I SHALL WAIT NO MORE!!! we have been postponing our visit to Gelare for weeks now.. TODAY IS THE DAY.
on the way to city, beautifull rainbow at sight. it was raining on and off today.
after we arrived in the city, we took another bus that dropped us to Harbour Town.then, HUGE SMILE
5 seconds later... 1 minute... 1 and a half... 1 and three quarter...
TADAAAAAAAAAAA... Aaaaahhhhh.. waffles!!!!!!
after that we browsed around Harbour Town.. no, i didn't stop by at Adidas Factory Outlet. i was looking for a nice feminine outfit and did i tell you i got a job?.. so i was also searching for a white smart top.
on the way back to city we took a train, the bus going back to city wasn't not available.
in the city, the SHOPPING BEGINS~~ I bought these tops, for $38.90 in total.
yuph!!! u read that right!!!
apparently, all of the stuff here are for grabs. they are clearing out the winter clothes and spring/summer outfit are on sale.
oooooo ooooOOO.. and and.. i bought this bag. i original price is close to a hundred or even more, but i bought it for $59.95~~ sweEEEt
aaahhhh.. shopping~~~ miss shopping so much... ehem ehem.. the shopping does not end here~ tomorrow, i am going out with Veronica~~ will continue shopping!!! i need to buy working shoes and pants.
Dariah; 10:10 PM
this week i had human bio inclass essay and lab quiz. i felt pretty good with my essay as well as my lab quiz. also, i had swimming presentation where haida and i had to create a swimming programme for enhancing breaststroke techniques. WE GOT 9/10 BABY~~ our coach likes our programme!!! fiuh~ alhamdulillah. following that, i had Nutrition class which was an open book exam. it was ok. people flipping over their notes and book the whole 30minutes man~ hahaha.. and last but not least, Motor Learning Class. i felt good for this one as well. so now!!!! SEMESTER BREAK BABY~~ HAHAHA..
Dariah; 3:03 PM
2 weeks ago (gosh this post is really outdated) haida and i went to Fremantle a.k.a Free-o. it took about 20mins by bus to get there from my college
the buildings are really something else
few minutes later i bought this top.. haha.. 
this pirate should dressed up like a clown!! he was really funny, NOT!!
at the entrance
beautiful mirrors
these tops are tiny, remind me of ms Gemuk (a.k.a Syam).. eh syam, if i buy u this top, can you still fit in it by November?.. hahahahaa
tatooing (temporary tatoo)
this is Julie, she made amazing, healthy ice-cream. ingredients are raw frozen fruits
grind it up
hilarious baby outfit
locals here told me that if i ever go to Free-o, 'fish and chips' is a must have. it is a crime not to.
yes.. it was yuuuuuuumie~~
beautiful scenary
Dariah; 2:34 PM
i went to an interview at the Holywood Private Hospital for a Patient Sevices Assistant position (a.k.a cleaner) haha.. since it was held in a hospital, i decided to wear something 'close' to formal.
who would've thought that the interview was held so professionally. there were two interviewees. they had a list of questions for me to answer. alternately, they interviewed me. gosh, i was so glad i wore appropriately that day and had a knowledge of how deal a professional interview session. alhamdulillah. more than a week later (TODAY), i was told to attend a training program that is going to be held next week.. meaning..... I GOT THE JOB!!!!! alhamdulillah.. great timing too, because i am on my study break now, so i can easily arranged the training program into my schedule.
Dariah; 2:07 PM
as promise, the few posts today are the agenda for the past two weeks.
last week, i had a serious talk with Arifin, he mentioned about my 'unlike' Dahriah's behaviour that i wasn't the woman he used to know; the woman he used to adore, the lady in me that caught his eyes. i cried when he used the word "used to". i hurt his feelings so many times due to my careless mistakes. i took advantage of some of his approvals. i have to say that night, i could sense that he was about to give up on me; letting me go. it was really undescribably horrifying moment. i cried a river. it was hard for him to trust me - give me another chance (after lots of chances) - that night. long story short. i promise him i will find this woman he fell in love with years ago. i promise to take care of his feelings as he take care of mine.
few days later, on monday, i started to wear tudong and wore lady-like outfit. actually it was kind off like an experiment. as i was walking to the dining hall that day, i saw a reflection of this beautiful, a sight for sore eyes lady next to me. MASYA ALLAH. that was me!!! as i cycled to uni, i felt so wonderful; smiled most of the time, kept a cool head. i felt happy-go-lucky me again. the thing is, at first it was an experiment; insearch of my inner-self. i was loving what i felt that day. I'VE FOUND HER. abang, i've found her. i'm not doing this just for show that i am Dahriah that i used to be. within me also glad to find the her; feel like her again. the way i talk to people also toned down like before. alhamdulillah.
welcome back Dahriah, sayang abang
this is just outside my room, balcony area.(veron thought that i was in a jungle, hehehee)
Dariah; 1:29 PM
