Thursday, June 12, 2008
it was about 2 am this morning.. my creativity and imagination went wild!!!! and i have an appointment to see a doctor at 9.
gosh... this always happen at random times. and usually when i have big events coming up, like exams, birthdays, anniversaries, etc.
i've been watching ProjectRunwayCanada online. i got inspired and just before i got into bed, BAMMMM all this vision of the future kept on pouring. not that i want to spoilt the things yet to discover, you know 'going there' too soon. say for example in past, i've grown up too soon - wanted to wear coats, office clothing, lotions, cosmetics. and i was about 11 that time. to eager to look 18.
anyho, having a vision is not bad at all. at least what i truly want is so much clearer now and i will fight for it, insyaAllah i will reach that level.
of course i will need all the help and support in the world - love ones, family, partners, seniors, veterans, professionalists and experts.
i will try my best to expose myself in so many things (sport-related that is, and maybe some other things) here before i finish my degree this time next year. YES. next year!
on the other hand, i want to better myself as a person - more productive, passionate, enthusiastic, calm as well as to be a good communicator.
great! i just need to tone this excitement down and focus on my exams.. hahaha~
Dariah; 10:14 AM
