Wednesday, November 05, 2008
i think i just lost a close friend of mine, here in Perth
i didn't know what i did wrong.. i asked her whether she is mad at me. she replied that she is not, it is just exams period. i believed her.
she lied. she never lies to to anybody. never..
it breaks my heart when she talked to others happily but to me, she changed her tone. i know her so well, i know that 'tone of hate and annoyed' or 'tone of don't speak to me'. it breaks my heart when she didn't look at me when she talked to me. it breaks my heart when she ran away when she saw me walking towards her.
dulu barat rasa hati kan balik Brunei lapas aku graduate, kesian ia nada kawan sini... tapi ani, inda lagi barat hati sal 'hati' inda lagi wujud dalam persahabatan kami..aku sayang kan kawan2ku... never thought that losing a friend could be this painful... i just know her for 2 years.. but it hurts so bad...
at least, i still have my girls... i know they accept me as who i am and always be truthful to each other... alhamdulillah...
Dariah; 6:03 PM
