Tuesday, May 05, 2009
aku kan cerita sikit sal situasi2 yang ku alami sebagai gadis yang bergiat aktif dalam sukan..
ok, selalunya orang2 yang aktif bersukan ani, pakai banyak t-shirt, seluar sukan, ulah macam laki2 (i know i know not all them are, but i was one of the boyish type)..
masa aku exercise, bepaluh apa, kuku kutur, kaki (eeewww), kasut kamah... ok ok.. i am talking about working outdoor here~ mana ada usin kan ke gym..
ok apa isunya sini dulu? ok.. aku tepaksa pastikan diriku macam, cana ah kan cakap.. macam inda bau macam laki2?? haha.. macam.. kaki atu mesti lawa (bah lapas exercise cana kan usul kaki atu??), kuku mesti jaga, kasut mesti bersih, muka inda sunburn...
cana ku tau kaki urang kuat besukan truk??? hahah.. sal di uni, aku liat semua ani.. baik lelaki atau bini2.. mambari watir... apatah lagi time2 bagas dari gym.. alahai~ cuba liat kasut durang~
i have to work
twice as hard than normal girls would do.. macam segala2nya lah... untuk memastikan yang aku atu ada masih unsur2 kewanitaan...
when i mean twice as hard, i mean literally doubled.. like i have two closets.. one filled with my sport gears.. and the other is filled with formal/lady-like/pretty dresses.. i have two sections of footwear... one section contains all of sport-related shoes.. and the other is filled with heels... my tudongs, i have a section for 'joggings-only' and other for special occasion..
so yeah.... people get confused when they see me buying all the heels, dresses and makeup when all they can see is a top-to-bottom-adidas-sporty girl infront of them..
pasal atu tah, mun ada majlis2 rasmi, iatah masanya aku bausai.. when i dressed up, and someone didn't believe me when i told them that i do sport science as a profession, i take that as a complement... it means that i did a great job of getting in touch with my feminine side...
i don't see the point of dressing up here, the people here won't appreciate whatever our culture is wearing... all they see is layers of clothing and no skin..
best question i've ever encountered: how can you be boyish...
...and be girly at the same time?
Dariah; 9:47 PM