Saturday, August 29, 2009
semenjak bermulanya bulan
Ramadhan, hatiku bermula rasa sangsi... adakah kami takdir? ataupun hanya rasa ianya adalah patut..
ada satu hari, aku menyatakan melalui SMS,
aku menginginkan perpisahan... kerana aku rasa
dia semakin jauh walaupun kami bernafas di udara yang sama...
... dia sememangnya tidak menyangka bahawa hari yang sedemikian akan terjadi... sememangnya dia masih menyayangiku... dia mula menerangkan kepada ku kenapa ia berdiam diri.. rupa2nya.. dalam beberapa hari aku
tidak mendengar apa2 berita darinya, dia sebenarnya ingin melamar ku..
bah adangtah babunga2.. mun dalam bahasa inggris,
Arifin ckp "i've been thinking about asking you but i want you to pamper your parents first about a year... i've asked my mum about it and asked whether my savings is enough... i actually wanted to ask
you... to marry me..."
i burst into tears, out of breathe... felt my heart skipped a beat..
we had a long talk because initially i wanted to leave him... he apolygized and asked for another hope in our relationship...
moments later, he ended up saying "so, if i asked you again... ...."
me: can you ask me the question again..?
him: will you marry me..?
me: yes.. yes i will abang..
when i was thinking back on what was going on that morning... i say to myself, my situation is like the
love story that happens on TV.. like "
the girl wants to leave the boy, but then, actually the
boy wants to pop up the question... when the girl finally say it,
the audience would be like NOOOOOOOOOOOooooooo he has plans for you!!! HE IS GOING TO PROPOSE!!!!!"
heheheh.. mau tah jua..
so, what i can get out of this episode is that.. perhaps i have to end one chapter of my life, a life that him and i built for almost a decade.. now we are starting a new chapter together where we are soon going to be
HUSBAND and WIFE...
Dariah; 8:51 PM
