Tuesday, October 20, 2009
these past few days i have been
accompanying Hjh; processing her job placement. it is a privileged to be her Moral Support and as a source of information.
the pathway to my degree, the
brick-by-brick staircase that leads me to my dream.. most of the time
i didn't follow anyone's footsteps, i made my own track.. i don't follow the usual i-will-cross-the-bridge-when-i-get-there.. i would like to be fully equipped, mentally ready and to have a stable network. so my planning to where i am now started few months before A level exams.
few months before A level, i submitted a
Voluntary Attachment letter to Ministry of Culture, Youth and Sport. i was put under Physiotherapy Unit, Stadium. so that year (2005), i had my last A level paper on Thursday, i officially started my attachment on Saturday that same week. i was attached there for 3 months.
whilst i was there, it
magnifies and polishes my interest towards Sport Science. it made me think that Sport Scientist would be a good profession.
as i was still doing my 3-year-degree, i did another two attachments.. by having these experiences, they help me
narrow down my objectives,
clarify my vision and self-discover my own Niche..
some of my experiences and most of them from oversea, i've learnt the hard way... tears and hardship, loneliness and pain, no shoulder to cry on, no hands to hold.. so
if someone ask for a hand, i will give both of my hands.. because i
couldn't bare to let them walk the same road.. if possible, they should worry about something else and
channel their energy towards more important areas..
one may approach me and ask "you went through all that, massive planning, stable network, and all you get is a Teacher"
my job seems so
low class to majority's eyes; seems that all hardship and networks i've made ended up leading me to Typical Job.. all i can say, alhamdulillah... this is where my journey starts
kerjaku melibatkan banyak tanggungjawab,
menjaga anak2 beratus urang,
bisai ulah ku, bisai jua durang beradab,
mun beratus2 atu jua bisai, lahirlah bangsa yang berguna..
bukan menyatakan aku akan jadi guru terunggul,
guru yang terbaik..
bukan niat untuk di Galati..
hanya ingin diberi pengiktirafan,
ini tugas ku, pendidik anak2 kamu..
bah apa NyangKu aritu?
mun berani jadi CIGU
namun,
berhari2 tugas ku di pandang rendah,
hati hanya mampu berdoa,
biarkan di pandang rendah,
asalkan aku banyak masa lapang,
asalkan ku inda banyak utang, UDAH...
ee'eeee berchan-da la pula'... hehe
Dariah; 9:47 PM
