i was running uphill with bags loaded with rocks.
was i supposed to voice out,
when it seemed like i'm in a sound proof room,
screaming out loud.. for what?
was i in a wrong crowd,
was i important to your existence?
but then, why should i keep on asking,
...when all this time i was invisible.
Dariah; 7:20 PM
Friday, January 29, 2010huhu.. i don't bring home school work that often.. why? because i ended up forgetting or not touching them at all... c'mon, i have this rule 'no work allowed at home'.. i work so hard at school, so at home is a GateAway for me..
.... unfortunately...
i had to bring my work home this time, i was flooded with paperwork for 2 weeks and my classes were packed. so here i am, trying to avoid my paperwork.. blogging.. (sigh).. fine~~~ gtg~
Dariah; 9:10 PM
kamu kamu atubah..
Pameran di ICC.. kamu jalan udah? she-yok? mun ada jual tilam, barang2 kawin, dan yang sewaktu denganNya gitau aku ahh.. bisuk ari sabtu, inda ku dapat.. mun she-yok ari minggu ku kesana..
bah cerita arah ku mun kamu udah ke sana :)
Dariah; 9:02 PM
Wednesday, January 27, 2010more updates, more of confirmation
here are my wedding dates
10/10/10 - Tunang
12/11/10 - Nikah
13/11/10 - Berbedak
14/11/10 - Sanding
so if you are my friends, buking tah hari ani untuk aku.. put them in your calendar NOW... mun inda dapat, gitau saja.. inda payah ku memprintkan jamputan untuk kamu.. hahahaha udah atu~
Dariah; 9:23 PM
here are my wedding updates. do check my links for reference
Makeup Artist - Nana from Flawless & Shimmer
GulinTangan - GulinTangan Warisan
Photography - Sudiru Abdullah
Inai - Hjh Reza from HennaArt
so, monthly i would be buying stuffs.. for my room, antaran, pelamin, etc.. so will be attacking my to-do-list monthly :)
Dariah; 1:27 PM
Friday, January 22, 2010we out with Arifin today
we had lunch, we ended up just doing that.. we had a long conversation over lunch.. it was great... so, our celebration is to-be-continued.. :D :D
Dariah; 8:42 PM
Thursday, January 21, 2010as i was searching for '10th anniversary' pictures.. there was NONE.. haha.. i guess 1oth anniversary is rare.. so i treasure what i have with my Arifin.. i gathered my feelings.. hence the previous post..
my mind was wrapped around by the thoughts of you
see you tomorrow :)
see you tomorrow :)
Dariah; 10:09 PM
a day to celebrate our love
10 years loving you,
10 years knowing you,
our love is like a rose; so beautiful as it is..
i represent you 10 roses; one rose, different colour for each year
the thorns represent the hardships we went through
.. and the blossomed roses represent how breathtaking our love for each other
i am madly in love with you
happy 1oth anniversary abg
and many many decades to come..
Dariah; 9:06 PM
Tuesday, January 19, 2010i had lunch with Lili just now... :D :D gosh girl!!!! there were lots to take in... i believe i am not obliged to mention it yet but i have to say she has alot on her plate this year.. (eventho i was saying this to her while she was eating, but this time it was not 'literally' hahaha..)
we had time constraint, so i tried to dig out as much info as i could... until we forgot to take pictures (sigh), mesti ada reminder kali ah everytime tani jumpa~
all in all, it was wonderful to catch up with you just now... we are definitely going to do this more often once you start your TP at my school :) eseh my school tia... bukanNya sekulah tinggi Dariah... eseh mau tia jua.. aubah aubah.. STPRI bah.. haha (lame~) hahaha
Dariah; 2:21 PM
Monday, January 18, 2010
this is the ONE thing i find hard to do..i am a
here is the thing, since i know how to prevent it and i actually have a solution for it, i don't know when to stop since i don't feel any pain after all the hard work...
as i reached school, i had this in-the-zone mode. so i would be in my game-on-face all day. there is NO problem here.. absolutely NONE.. NA-DAA.. i just don't know when to stop... have a drink or something..
it was only like 2 weeks done. i can sense there is a potential burnout down the line.. this year not only i am handling SPN-21, soon i will be attending courses to train other PE teachers to RUN SPN-21 with me.
on top of that, i have a wedding to plan... everything that is going on this year is lovely, i must say... this is going to be a fun-CRAZY-ride...
Dariah; 8:12 PM
Sunday, January 17, 2010this year, i start the IGCSE Physical Education SPN-21 (wow, that is a mouth full) with my year 7.. i handle all of them..
so here is the deal, they are going to be assessed throughout the year, so i would not be able to remember their names so i have established a way to deal with that.
numbered them.. hahaha...jangan tau mengusut kepayahan saja
ada masalah, selesaikan.
inda tau, tanya
inda pandai, belajar,
inda mau, be-ran-ti
ada masalah, selesaikan.
inda tau, tanya
inda pandai, belajar,
inda mau, be-ran-ti
today's preparation determines tomorrow's success
Dariah; 9:22 PM
Saturday, January 16, 2010dined out with my girls
at Ceri
dariah, bum, hjh, syam
teehee.. words of the night.. "napa ko sapit2 atu kan?" hahaha... it seems that she does it 'naturally'... kekeke..owh yes, we went to HuaHoManggis.. i topped up my SkinFood facial care..
here are my free gifts
a beautiful calendar which i love
different beauty tips everymonth
gorgeous diary which i adore
(tried to flip it, but nyehh biartia)
this is for my to-do-list section
more beauty tips..
free goodies for special occasions..
i am proud SkinFood user... (.. and SK-II) hehe
Dariah; 10:42 PM
Sunday, January 10, 2010GIRLS-GOTTA-EAT
my girls phoned me up yesterday for lunch-out..
luckily they did, because i was planning to stay at school until 2pm. and yesterday i started work at 6.22am... yuph at SIX-TWENTY-TWO in the morning.. had been walking around, running up/down the stairs, etc the whole morning..so, am i work-a-holic? hmmmm when i was a student i used the term 'hard-working'... so now 'workaholic' seems to fit.. hahaha...
so people, bring me out eventhough it looks like i have my hands full... it is simply because i do not know when to stop.
when we sincerely enjoy what we are doing
we lost track of time
we didn't realise that we are actually tired..
..until that someone asked, " how was you day?"
as you were trying to tell how your day went, then you realised that you were actually exhausted
we lost track of time
we didn't realise that we are actually tired..
..until that someone asked, " how was you day?"
as you were trying to tell how your day went, then you realised that you were actually exhausted
Dariah; 9:06 PM
i am Over-my-mind-out-of-my-head exhausted
Dariah; 1:39 PM
Saturday, January 09, 2010alhamdulillah,
was planning to get my 10 hours of sleep but i ended up getting inspired..
i think i get the pattern now: whenever my mind is as clear as the open sea, i will get inspired InsyaAllah..
When?
1. seconds before i dozed off to sleep (baru jua kan tidur, kabak2 tia sal iski ada idea).
2. (hehehe) time2 di RestRoom.
i think i get the pattern now: whenever my mind is as clear as the open sea, i will get inspired InsyaAllah..
When?
1. seconds before i dozed off to sleep (baru jua kan tidur, kabak2 tia sal iski ada idea).
2. (hehehe) time2 di RestRoom.
iatah, mun turun ilham, mesti di layan.. mesti di tulis, rekod ka apa... sayang jua...
i love my job
Dariah; 10:26 PM
Friday, January 08, 2010aheee.. i just finished my WeightTraining workout for a Friday morning.. and i am loving it.. i thirst for more
tomorrow: Cardio
Dariah; 9:53 AM
Thursday, January 07, 2010Language the Manaf's Season 2.
atubah, aku meses2 si Siti-lewey antadi.. aku main bahasa 'urang rumah'
(tone spesel campur talur ala-kucing sama ada pergerakan jari macam cacing gatal yang baru kana urat)
.... "milewey she-r-merR-merR.. kuyu-r-ker-ke-merR-merR.."
hahaha~ ertinya?
expressi time urang kana urat time jogging.. wawawawawaa... (Siti~ ko ganya ketawa jua ni~)
btw, awu~ payah bungsu mikirkan cana mengija apa yang kan di cakapkan ah~ haha
obvious ka bungsu rindu kau atu?
:P
:P
Dariah; 11:09 PM
Wednesday, January 06, 2010atubah jua.. kemarin aku tuliskan jadual FormClass ku
student: damit teacher, basar lagi..
hahah balum ku biasa bah tulis basar2 untuk urang lain meliat... aku ada plg whiteboard di rumah.. hmmm sama masih tulisan ku atu~~ haha
Dariah; 8:53 PM
kamu kamu, atubah.. aheee
kemarin aku liat wayang sama Arifin.. :D :D kami liat Sherlock Holmes... SHEEEEE-YOOKKKkkkk kapisan..
batah udah ku inda meliat wayang di cinema.. astaa.. dari ku balik dari Aussie.. so~ hmmmm 6 months??? inda-buleh-jadi jua tu~
tapi yeay~~ tadi liat sama Arifin... ahhheeeee
Dariah; 8:50 PM
Monday, January 04, 2010kamu~ atubah..
... hari pertama masuk sekolah~~~
ahuuuu.. tanpa pengetahuanku... aku jadi FormTeacher lagi taun ani.. aaahhhuuu... banyak keraja ni lagi..
bisuk Year 7 baru masuk.. durang orientation for 2 days. hmmm all of them going to be my students.. layan~
gosh 2010 is going to be ONE-BUSY-YEAR..
whats ahead
1. getting married.
2. experimenting Sport Science subject for YEAR 7 SPN-21.
3. nanti malar ada pemantauan dari Korrikulum for PE IGCSE (aku lah tu kana liat2 atu)
4. sibuk2 kan kawin (eh, sudah jua ku mention.. hehe)
5. eh, malas ku sambung... makin panjang karang, makin kusut tia ku..
huwahh baru sehari~
Dariah; 7:47 PM
Sunday, January 03, 2010Tika Realiti Menggigit-ku
kamu, atubah...
bisuk start sekulah ah.. murid ada.. hmmm minggu dapan ani tah aku officially jadi cigu.. i mean, banar2 tah kan mengajar.. sal taun lapas atu, main jaga2 kelas saja.. mana ada PE sal SwineFlu, Jerebu and WabaDabaDuuu..
jadi, minggu dapan ani.. mula tah kelas teori, bagi students notes, nyuruh durang lari2, lumpat.. ermmm MENG-A-JAR lahhh.. boh mengajar!!! hehehe.. ermmm cana ni.. antah aku panik..
ok tu kali eh...
i will do the takut-kan-murid-dari-awal technique
i will do the takut-kan-murid-dari-awal technique
Dariah; 9:19 PM
Friday, January 01, 2010so.. twenty-TEN.. how you Dhoin~~??
hmmm.. so people always say (mun dalam bahasa melayu "nya Urang") good bye '09... good bye all the bad memories, bad endings... all the bad-yepp-pe-Dhi-duuu...
no matter how hard we say good bye to all of the things that scares us, they still remain. not that i have things to bring up... all i am saying "Nya-urang-lah... macam atu selalunya"... teeheee..
atubah... ilhamku datang antadi time2 aku kan kejamban.. ermmm no details here.. Nyeh..
sekalinya this popped in my mind..
"...i shall not forget of what had happened in the past, and i shall not try..." "... they could only be Parts of me because... for what its worth, i take them as something that had to happen, for me to be where i am now.. and where i shall be"
huuuwaaahh... aheee alhamdulillahh.. i shall give the RestRoom more visits then to get this inspired
Dariah; 10:16 PM
kami abisGuru yang bergaji-hari...
masa2 kami siap keraja.. kami makan2... main2... gambar2...well, we gotta ease up before the stuDs start to rush in~
Dariah; 10:08 PM
atubah kamu.. awu~~ blog ku sunyi~
this kept me busy-meng-eTop-tahap-kapisan...
i had like.. hmmmm five, six sets of this... wohHOHOHOOOO.. so my students~ better watch out... i have amazing things install for you girls :D :D
Dariah; 9:55 PM
huwah huwah huwah... new day, new month and new year to add on my achieve.. twenty-TEN... ahheeee..
so so, kalau buat aribulan atas keratas.. "satu, satu sepuloh (1/1/10)"... huwaaahhh selalunya.. macam "satu, satu, kosong tujoh (1/1/07)"... "satu, satu, kosong sembilan (1/1/09)...
huwahhh..
apakan~~
in other words.. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! aheeee
Dariah; 6:39 PM
