Saturday, February 27, 2010
i was browsing through
my history, through my blog.. looking back the times when i was in Aussie... it was a BitterSweet memory.. a lot Bitter than Sweet i must say..
i remember when i decided to go to
Perth, it was like 3 weeks before the University Orientation Day. 3 weeks to get the Offer letter, MedicalCheckUp, Funds, Visa and many2 more.. and the priceless moment as my plane landed to Perth, i said to myself
"gosh, what did i put myself into? am i really here? alone? by myself? how on earth am i going to go through this?"
seriously it was not planned out thoroughly. days before i made up my mind to study abroad, i approached my parents, i told them "mum i want to go to Australia to do SportScience Degree".. then,
time didn't wait for no man... i was on my way leaving Brunei, leaving my family, love ones, friends.. gosh...
Arifin especially was having a hard time digesting the fact that i was flying off within weeks.. on top of that it was before our birthdays... again, what was i thinking?
hahaha.. all the things i did when i was a student, i don't really remember how i came up with it.. all i could remember was that i had an
immense amount of curiousity and overflowing drive to prove everybody that i will reach dreams by all means necessary. my dreams sometimes doesn't involve big expensive cars, house.. lots of money.. sometimes it was about self-fulfillment and something to recall back and say
"yeah.. i've done that.. i've done it all"so being a
teacher was my dream? i won't say it was.. but i am enjoying it so far... let just say this is just a detour.. or perhaps?
you can never be happy with whatever you've accomplished
if you always aim for a tangible reward and acknowledgement in the end
so, aim for a priceless goal... self-satisfaction that is indifinite
this definitely would be a great story to tell my kids
someone who could look up to me and say "i'm so proud of you"
perhaps MY GOAL is 'to inspire'
regardless in what way i deliver
Dariah; 10:40 PM
