there will always be a day where i just sat down, watching a movie and cried..
Ya Allah, kuat kan semangat ku..
hanya Engkau yang tahu apa yang terbaik untuk ku..
segala yang terjadi adalah janji mu
dan segala yang akan terjadi adalah rahsia mu
jadi kuat kan lah semangat ku..
kuat kan lah iltizam ku untuk mengharungi perjalananku yang telah Kau tetapkan
ku pohon, tika ku bersujud
Dariah; 10:32 PM
Wednesday, August 25, 2010was watching DownSizeMe from Ch. 733. i forgot the wonderful effect of being a Personal Trainer.
it was amazing to see the client lost 16kg in 2 months. he dropped his cholesterol, cleared his liver and heart problem. it just touched my heart if i could ever done such massive life-changing experience to my clients.
the exercise routine was top notch, the nutrition was spectacular..
the client looked amazing,
will there be a time for me
to wake up from my dream
Dariah; 10:10 PM
Monday, August 23, 2010huhu kamu kamu.. atubah..
baju raya ku jadi baju antaran.. Arifin meliat baju raya ku, plan kan matching untuk raya.. sekali, Arifin ckp baju raya ku lagi lawa dari baju antaran... so decided to switch.. meaning.. aku-nada-baju-raya.. huwaaaahhh..
hehehehe.. memotong kain lagi ni.. i don't mind really.. just that i have to find places yang sanggup menerima.. hmmm... suggestions? text me ASAP!!
tapi tapi tadi siuk.. cuz shopping shopping.. and tomorrow shopping lagi.. yeay yeay..
Dariah; 8:16 PM
Sunday, August 22, 2010so, first week of Ramadhan has past.. thinking of the things to do this month
1. sungkai luar - done, but missing Bum. i think more outings starting next week
2. shopping for Raya - done my baju kurong months ago (c'mon i hadn't make raya bajus for 4 years). shoes? i don't think its necessary cuz kasut raya tinggal di luar rumah jua ganya. beg? i'l just go with my formal purse.
3. shopping with Arifin :D - perhaps tomorrow :D :D
4. decorate house - perhaps in the 3rd week of Ramadhan.
5. kuih raya - not my area of expertise. my sisters will take care of this.
6. baca Al-Quran - insyaAllah start tomorrow. regretfully preoccupied with paper work. was working on paper work till midnight
7. sedekah - luckily there is a funding event organised at school. owh i love love love cucur kacang and cucur pisang di lambak kanan.. will definitely pass the deliciousness around :)
8. zakat - towards the end of Ramadhan.
huwahh
the list goes on.. gotta stop now..
byk pikir karang hehe
Dariah; 9:26 PM
Friday, August 20, 2010hehe.. atubah
ptg2, kadang2 ada siti lewey di rumah lapas ia sekulah.. hehe yesh!! ada chan menyaya ia..
we were watching StyleMeFamous from Ch E! there was this one girl, firefighter-boyish-type, she doesn't have feminine clothes, always wear sweaters, beggy, comfy outfits. she even wore men's jeans!!! sigh~
me: bungsu catu jua eh, liatkan bungsu selalu pakai baju sukan, kasut sports..
siti: inda dapat! bungsu pakai baju sukan lawa jua masih
me: ah!!!! aheeeeee ehem ehem (vibrating and guyang2 bahu)
siti: (menyasal) tapi urang lain pakai baju sukan nampak lampuh bah, inda pandai lah
me: (bisai anak buah ku sorang ani, nanti ku belanja makan)..
bungsu banar2 banar2 suka hang out sama siti-lewey, banar2
hehe, this photo is from Rano :D hahaha
Dariah; 6:04 PM
i am so in love with my man
he is not doing anything at the moment, especially its Ramadhan month
but i love him dearly, my thoughts are clear, my heart is calm
di bulan suci Ramadhan,
tiada gangguan dan hasutan syaitan,
ingin ku mencari ketenangan iman,
ingin ku mencapai sepenuh keinsafan
ku tadahkan dua tapak tangan
semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan
Ya Allah berkatilah hubungan kami
hingga kami begelar suami isteri
inspirasi kata hati datang bertumbi tumbi
segala percakapan menjadi puisi
teringat lagu Puisi Cinta dari Ilusi
seandainya ku di beri suara seindah suaranya
ku nyanyikan lagu, ku dendangkan hanya untuknya..
Dariah; 1:35 AM
Tuesday, August 17, 2010HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY HUSBAND-TO-BE
staring at the ceiling, thinking of my guythinking of the things he did that makes sigh
when i had trouble sleeping he sang me a lullaby,
right before he hung up and said goodbye..
thinking that i'm going to start a new chapter of my life,
the day i'm going to be, his beloved wife..
the day we long waited eversince we first met
now we will be getting married InsyaAllah on the same day and date
so here i am staring at the ceiling accompanied by the nightlight
thinking that day would be like,
falling in love again from the very first sight
happy birthday abg
our last birthday as an unmarried couple
we didn't really celebrate our birthdays this year..
but i am so looking forward for next year :D
Dariah; 2:16 PM
Monday, August 16, 2010kamu kamu atubah..
masa first day keraja time puasa.. aku pakai baju kurong kan.. haaaiihhhh.. students ku yang Year 7, baru jua meliat aku dari jauh.. bising tah durang
them: hhuuuwahhhh teacher!!!!!
me: (looking around, and whispered "something wrong?")
them: assamu'alaikum teacher, teacher lawa arini..
then, ramai2 tah durang salam2 aku... malu jua ku tu.. hehe
hahaha, durang ani tah banar.. imagine when i passed by 7 classes on the way to my class, it would be like an echo-effect of the same reaction.. hehe.. cho-mel plg durang ani..
atu baru students, MaChi2 di skulah lagi tia..
MaChi: eh eh, cigu pakai baju kurong... hehe.. lain usulnya
cigu lain: eh inda ku kilala ko pakai baju kurong ah
cigu lain2: eh ku pikir cigu ugama baru lagi..
cigu lain3: eh assalamu'alaikum!
hahahha.. all i could do was smile :D
the only problem is
i-don't-have-lots-of-baju-kurong
hmmm ada student ku hadiah kan kain aritu
bisuk tah kali ku mutong.. ahee
Dariah; 9:33 PM
Friday, August 13, 2010kamu kamu atubah..
hehe..
bisuk keraja.. ermm.. aku pakai baju kurong tah ni.. inda pakai uniform PE for this whole Ramadhan month..
eee.. memilih baju tah ni ahhhuuu
:P
Dariah; 10:05 PM
Thursday, August 12, 20103 more months from today :D
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aheee :D
Dariah; 11:09 PM
Wednesday, August 11, 2010the nicest thing about being back in brunei is that when it is your birthday or anniversaries, there will be free gifts from your favourite stores :D
sample products from SkinFood
body lotion and shower gel, necklace from Lili Lingerie, and, the roses were from Arifin aheee :D layu udah usulnya, but still make me smile just by looking at it.. will dried it up :)
hmm this is like what? the 7th post regarding my 24th?
alhamdulillah
inda ku terfikir kan 'hari jadi' yang seindah tahun ani
and the fact that it wasn't a holiday today and Ramadhan starts on Thursday,
i feel very blessed to have given a day to be celebrated
anyways, happy Ramadhan everyone
Dariah; 10:45 PM
aaaAAAHAHAHAHAAA... gosh oh gosh... during breaktime, after aku antar makanan ke kelas 8C belanja durang makan apa... aku masuk ke staff balik.. relek2, cerita2, sekali ada cigu timong, bawa cake!!! hahahahaha... i laughed my heart out!! cigu2 ramai2 nyanyi lagi..
cigu timong..
cigu, tutty, mawar, ratna, aku :D , timong
it was just a wonderful day at work :)
patang, kengalihan.. rehat sekajab.. then aku jalan.. aheeeee... ermmm aku shopping... ermmm sorang2.. aheee.. i spent good 2 hours in this one boutique.. was so happy... i rather shopped at that boutique and hung out there, as compared to spending 3-5 hours at the spa..
then, later today, aku order makanan untuk urang rumah :) tasconi pizzas
gosh, i called up tasconi like 3 times in 3 days.. isnin belanja shepards (sp) pie rah cigu2, then tadi rah students.. and just now pizzas to my family.. aheee..
looking back my old post, OCT 23rd 2009... i was down just about everything
so this year:-
i had the most beautiful, sweetest, awesome, joyful 24th birthday
i had the graduation that i missed
and, i shopped like i used to shopped before (only for birthdays kali) aheee
alhamdulillah... Arifin was being wonderful, my students were being lovable, the staffs were being thoughtful... i just would like to thank you all..
i missed all of these while i was abroad for 3 years.. i used to stay in my room, study hard to numb the loneliness feeling.. i did play some dressing up in my room, but that was just it.. so, that was the reason why i was all emotional, i feel so blessed :) .. i just forgot how great it feel like to have 'birthdays'..
btw, i actually forgot how old i am this year..
seriously..
i was like, eh tunggu, lurus kan aku 24? haha
ada durang ckp "selamat hari tua"
or yeay yeay makin tua ni..
sekali aku jawab "makin tua, makin lawa"
kekeke
Dariah; 8:39 PM
I am 24 today!!
Arifin sent me beautiful text at midnight :D :D nyaman tidur lapas atu.. aheee.. then he texted me again when i was on my way to work.. happy happy... as i settled down for my morning breakfast, my 8C girls went in singing birthday songs.. hahahaha.. syok eh syok eh..
pastu, masa aku ambil attendence durang.. durang nyanyi lagi.. hahaha..
and and and, ohohohooooOOO it gets better... ada student buat ucapan HariJadi rah speaker sekulah.. huwaaahhhh.. ketawa berabis ku tadi.. haha pastu belaing tia mata ku.. hahaha..
:D :D
Dariah; 7:39 AM
Tuesday, August 10, 2010Congrates to my best friend Lili :D :D jadi bini urang sudah~~ hehe.. Lili nikah on the 30th July, sorry for the late update on your wedding, gosh.. i was sick atu kali jua and no internet coverage at home...
when i was having a light chat with her mother, her mother cried. then i asked why was she crying, she replied "that is my only daughter... she is getting married"... sedih ku meliat, sedih ku jua.. ku paluk mamanya...
hehe masa ani lili kana suruh ckp "saya...", pastu "... saya setuju" catu lah kali if i'm not mistaken.. barutah ku banar2 meliat process orang nikah ni~~ hehehe dulu taim kanak2 saja, mana paham
i was upstairs looking down. her younger brothers Jeffri and Adam helped lili walking down the stairs.. sweet ehh sweet ehh... everyone around was like aAAwwWWWWW... hehe
hehe ani time jadi wife udah ni..
first pic as husband and wife...
i am so happy for you lil... i just wish i could be there more for you.. esehh.. ko kawin dulu dari aku~~~
imagine we were kids, duduk arah garage, makan kerupuk ubi... meliat2 kerita melintas.. then, kalau ada laki2 menoleh tani ketawa2.. hahahaha.. now, you become someone's wife.. hehe basar udah tani ani Li~~ hehehe..
enjoy your honeymoon :) :)
hope to see you soon~~ love love
Dariah; 8:39 PM
kamu kamu... bisuk balum puasa.. hehe
Dariah; 8:34 PM
gosh, today, i felt like fainting... thought i was going to lose my voice, pagi2 sarut, udah atu, breaktime ayung.. aku bawa tidur.. lagi tia ayung before class lagi tadi.. masa mengajar semangat plg.. tapi lapas atu ayung tia balik..
masa ku kan balik keraja.. aku kana talipun, GAMBAR KU SIAP!!! yeay!!!
sekali aku talipun.. kata urang sana nada free, mun mau memprint lagi lah.. so, aku tanya lah berapa.. hehehe.. i was like, "eeeee aku birthday ni bisuk, nah liat IC ku... bagi murah lah"... SEKALI BAGINYA!!! yeay!!!! happy happy
and and.. aku iski, aku liatkan Arifin, tekarih ku datang ke rumahnya... liatkan sekajab.. then, puas tah ati ku.. aheeee..
yeay yeay...
Dariah; 6:42 PM
Monday, August 09, 2010more gifts from them..
the birthday card
hehehe ada yang bisai kata2 durang..
Rafidah: Happy birthday, semoga panjang umur dan di murah kan rezeki. Jgn lupa invite time kawin
Fatimah: happy advance birthday teacher, laju2 tah kawin :P
hahahaha
Amni: Happy birthday teacher Dariah, you are not old, you are YOUNG!!
(HAHAHA I couldn't agree more!!) bagus si amni ani~~
Alice: Happy the very birthday, you are a one awesome teacher (ignore the broken eng)
hahaha adeeehhh..
Hanisah: Happy birthday teacher, thank you for everything
hehe.. thank you for everything? you are most welcome but what did i do? hehehe
awwww... when a student actually says thank you in the end of every lesson, we just took it for granted.. but now i truly understand how genuine it felt like when these girls say it to me...
so, i would like to thank all of your effort to surprise me today.. the expense for the luscious chocolate cake, paper plates, cups, drinks, the foods, ballons, birthday banner, everything little detail you girls did..., the anticipation you girls reserve for me... i appreciate every bit of it... :)
it has been a while that my birthday has been celebrated in this manner..
owh yeah.. these girls even baca Doa Selamat for me tadi, gosh, that was just like the icing on a cake... they pray for me... these girls pray for me on my birthday... that was just beautiful...
i handle them not even a year, so i praise their parents to raise such a wonderful individuals :) and lastly, i love you girls too :)
bah bah, c u girls tomorrow..
Dariah; 10:43 PM
aheeee.. today my form class, year 8C did a suprise advance birthday for me :D :D.. hahahha
alahai, durang ani awal2nya bepadah arah ku kan suprise kan kawannya si Hafshah.. sal ia bday jua 11th Aug ani.. so aku dangani membising2kan klass lah, andang durang selalu panggil aku kalau ada urang bday jua...
aku pun layan saja lah..
sekali durang ani macam2 ulah durang.. kelurusan tah jua aku ada class sama durang arini, sekali si Hanisah suruh teacher ahir masuk.. and durang ani ada blakun sikit2.. ada Diyun ckp si Hafshah oral lah, lapas ia oral baru teacher masuk lah.. ada si Fatimah talipun bapanya sal apa tia.. aku layan saja plg cuz durang pun kadang2 ada jua minta tulung macam ani..
sekali, masa ngam period ku sama durang ada tia Diyun panggil teacher... durang bawa teacher belari, hahaha aku apa lagi, belumba lah jua.. hahaha.. pandai kapus2 naik tangga, hahaha si Hannani relek saja jadi ikung di belakang..
sekAaaaLiiiiNyaaa...
balloons were floating all over the place, birthday songs were bursting out my ears.. hahaha.. dasar kamu pe-ni-pu~~~ hhahaha..they made me birthday cards
they asked me to read aloud~
ermmm Hashimah lapar kali ni, batah ia menunggu teacher abis baca kad yg durang buat.. hahah
ok, these are my lovely 8C girls
Hafizah, Syifaa
Alice, Rachel, Nazurah, Fari'ah, Amni, Fatimah (ermmm i think lurus lah nama durang ani, hahah).. yang lain pun teacher apa sudah bah~~
syifaa (rukih jua hehe), Hanisah (the master mind hehe)
iatah kerajaku ni jua.. time2 bday, mengarat cake~
Hafshah and Dariah, shares the same birthday.. lucky girl~~
Amilah, haha.. bahapa ya~
Hannani, i think ia ckp "techhherrrrr....", haha iatah usulnya kalau durang main tunjuk2kan ni..
Haziyah, Syifaa, Hannani, Hafizah
the love goes global
i was told that they had this all planned out since last Monday, aawwww... and actually they called me last saturday to double check whether i would be able to come today.. hhehe..
i didn't know what i did to deserve this much love and happiness from them.. so i must did something right :) :)
Dariah; 8:49 PM
im in the process uploading some photos..
something happened today at school :D aheee.. stay tune~
Dariah; 8:45 PM
Sunday, August 08, 2010hai hai hai.. i feel very very good today.. alhamdulillah.. i think im fully recovered..
there was something about feeling rock bottom and the only way we can go is up.. so, i definitely felt it today
in the morning i had my 2nd makeup trial... it looked good better than my first actually... then, immediately after that i had my Graduation Day Photo taken at one of the Studio in Batu Satu.. it was pretty much happy day for me... cuz it has been so long i've waited for my graduation photo to be taken..
then, lunch time met Arifin at Athirah.. at first he said we were just going to have lunch.. as we arrived there
Arifin: liat cincin lah dulu lagi ah
Me: ahheee bah manasaja
Arifin: karang kana bali udah..
Me: ok (whispered - aiiii kalau kana bali udah sedih tu eh :( ... )
... entering the store....
Me: bah, liatkan tia card yg aritu, sanang meRefer design Nya
Arifin: (taking it out)
:( :( it wasn't there anymore... kana bali udah..
so, Arifin said, bali untuk cincin PembukaMulut saja.. so, i just go with the flow... sekali ada this one ring just compliments my skin tone.. so we decided to go for that one... lawa lah jua.. aheee :D
about the previous ring that i felt in love with, i actually insisted to Order a new one... tapi Arifin ckp "manatau ada rah lain gi lawa"... my disappointment was masked over the fact that we bought a ring anyways today.. so it was fine...
as we were paying for the PembukaMulut Ring, the staff layed down a bouquet of roses infront of me.. aku bangang.. haha..
Me: ani dari siapa?
Staff: antah ada urang pasan kan.
sekali ada a small silver box, i looked at Arifin, he just stood there and smiled... then, i opened it.. THERE-IT-WAS!!!! the ring i felt in love with... the RING that i thought someone bought it before me..
i stood there in AWE... i cried... the staff cried.. i looked at Arifin and cried again, i needed a moment to digest what had happened so i sat down and cried some more.. hahahaha...it was kinda awkward too, because i couldn't hug him etc to show i very much appreciate what he did.. hehe.. so instead, i cried some more.. hahaha (penangis jua eehhhh) it was beautiful moment for me..
i got two beautiful rings and a bouquet of roses in ONE day!!! that's AMAZING!!!
owh yeah.. my Form Class called me up earlier today.. it was very thoughtful of them.. hehe.. they were like asking how i was feeling, it sounded like they gathered in one house and made that phone call.. adorable aren't they? :)
today is definitely a lovely day :) :)
loved, lovable, lovely day :)
Dariah; 7:13 PM
Saturday, August 07, 2010i didn't go to work today.. i was sick... still am actually
it started off with dry throat and endless sneezing last thursday.. by afternoon that day i started to loose my voice and then by night it totally gone..
Friday morning everything just got worse... fever, headache, couldn't speak, sneezing.. it was just aweful.. Arifin decided to bring me to the doctor.. i was glad that he did because i couldn't see myself driving that day..
so i got MC... and didnt go for work this morning... i rested the whole day... i was actually looking forward for tonight cuz it is Bum's birthday celebration at her place.. .
i couldn't stand for too long let alone holding a conversation in a crowd.. so decided to stay in and just passed my present to Syam...
i hope i feel better tomorrow..
Dariah; 10:16 PM
