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Wednesday, September 29, 2010

salam :)

hhhuuuuWWWWAaaaaahhhhh

aku ngalih.. more wedding updates

1. makanan antaran - confirmed

2. rent brg hantaran - confirmed

3. build communication with Bridex staff - done

4. hadrah - confirm soon

other matter

1. have to prepare for Dry Run tomorrow afternoon. status: progressing

2. distributing students permission slips for the walk event this sunday: done

3. and many many more paper work both at school and outside: pending till when-when

lari lari lagi di bilik tamu sama ribin warna pink pigang arah tangan, angkat atas2..

(background muhaimim and danisha membubut) hahhaha.. nadawah..

Dariah; 10:56 PM

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

salam :)

hhhuuuWWwaaaaahh (she-yok jua kalau ani jadi opening selalu ah~) hehe

kamu kamu atubah.. minggu dapan aku bertunang.. aheeee...

i was discussing with Arifin yesterday that i will have tight schedule starting this week up to the very last few days before our wedding.. so it is CRUNCH TIME

next week i will be away the whole week to facilitate a workshop/seminar. soon after that will be exam period which means 10 days marking my lovely ~300 year 7 papers (sigh).

lets do the math:

7 days workshop PLUS 10 days marking = 17 days..

wedding countdown ~35days

days for wedding prep = (35- 17) days = 18 days.. ~ 2 weeks (plus minus)

(lari lari di bilik tamu) aaaAAAAaaaaAAAAaaaa

hahahaha

but then, alhamdulillah lots of things done within these couple of days

wedding updates

1. pelamin comfirmed

2. cincin(s) - done

3. catering - done

4. invitation cards - this week

alhamdulillah

i am happy :)

Dariah; 9:26 PM

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

salam :)

Subahanallah~~~ everyday meeting since Tuesday.. everyday different area of responsibilities/duties... so my mind is all over the place now..

tomorrow i've SPN meeting, Dry Run for new workshop in October.. mostly like going to work on Friday for the Dry Run again. then, Saturday, had a project to do at School

next week, i've to work during the holiday, 28th Tuesday.. Wednesday, stay back at school - more polishing work to do.. Thursday, SPN meeting again (this is every week since early this year), maybe/maybe not work on Friday again.

aaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaa....

want.to.go.to.gym

sweat my stress out

Dariah; 9:20 PM

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

salam :)

aheeeee.. aku tadi ke kadai kad jamputan kawin.. heeeeeeeeeeeeee.... it looked exactly what i hoped it to be...

i had a copy of it few days ago, sekali the printing was not clear.. sekali when they showed the real colour.. huuwaaahhh...

i did minor touch up and waLaaaa!!! it was INSANELY gorgeous :D :D

p/s bunga api explosion is getting old

SO.STOP.IT

Dariah; 8:31 PM

Saturday, September 18, 2010

kemarin

kami kerumah bungsu Hashim tadi ptg..si kambarnya basar udah ah~ hehe..

later that day beraya sama Arifin :D

went to few houses then, lastly went to my friend from work, rumah fiza :)

Shah, Liyana, Fiza

dariah, arifin, yus

today

arini malas kan jalan bnrnya.. too depress to go out.. but kesian jua mun inda di aga..

syam open house

soon after, i went to Lucy's house... huwahhh anaknya, Chelsea pintar berabis.. main kirai lagi tu.. hahahaha.. and she is only less than 2 year old

it was really pleasant seeing her:) syok syok bercerita.. aheee... suka ku meliat ulah si Chelsea.. was really adoring her..

felt abit better after that visit ;) alhamdulillah

Dariah; 6:34 PM

perjalanan ku dahulu penuh keperitan,

tangisan tiada berteman,

di sekolah mahupun di rumah penuh pertelingkahan,

namun ku lalui semua itu dengan senyuman tiada dendam..

kenapa sekarang ku tak sekuat dulu,

berpegang dengan impian yang henti di pertengahan jalan,

impian yang jelas nyata sekarang hilang semua,

hala yang ku tuju tiada lagi di depan mata..

ingin ku katakan syukur, sujudku berakhir dengan tangisan,

Ya Allah, ingin ku melangkah kehadapan

namun kakiku kaku tiada denyutan..

i made my own pathway,

i left my own tracks,

when i retold my journey,

i want those experience to come back..

but then,

i hate to be reminded with the dream i once dreamed

the path i once planned

the passion i once nurtured

the future i once believed

the job i once had in my hand

this is depressing

i used to be the motivator

i couldn't even motivate myself

because i don't believe in what i do, currently

Dariah; 2:04 PM

Friday, September 17, 2010

Salam kamu2..

hehe.. kemarin aku beraya sebuah rumah lagi.. hehe cuzen ku.. dangan ku keraja jua.. supaya inda kasian usulnya aku beraya, aku bawa siti-lewey-si-pipi-lepew~~ heeehee

nyaman makanan nya~~ ermm aku makan 2 round~~ eee barutu si Dariah makan byk... hehehe..

Dariah; 2:29 PM

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

salam :)

yesterday

yeay!!! baru tah start kan beraya ni

abg dahrin panggil open house tghari tadi, tapi arah rumah kaka bininya.. :)

kami duduk rah dining area, cuz arah lain panuh jua leh balah2 bini abg dahrin

kaka Dasimah, niece fatin, dariah..

dariah, abg dahrin

late afternoon hjh tipun, ia ckp kan beraya so i thought ia dtg kan sama familynya.. hehe sekali sama the girls :)

thanks for coming girls :)

today

kami start beraya lapas maghrib, planning kan beraya rah teacher Paridah and will see how it goes from there.. sekali old guy classmate kami open house, Hazim.. hehe so kami singgah dulu kesana..

Asfa, nabil, hazim, bum, hjh, dariah, syam

seriously inda ku kenal bah si Asfa tadi.. hehe sorry.. kana ucap plg ambung :P

we spent like almost 2 hours rah teacher Paridah..

teacher paridah teacher kami dari form 1 di SMJA.. so, that was like 11 years ago!! hehe.. and we went beraya to her place each year.. except time ku di perth lah.. hehe..

gosh.. 11 years we have been friends.. dari kanak2 tu ehh.. hehe.. the conversation changed from

Form 1: " ko sekulah rendah dari mana?"

now: "dimana udah ko keraja?"

hehe.. then, next decade would be "mana lakimu?", "berapa anak mu udah?"... kekeke..

Dariah; 10:40 PM

Monday, September 13, 2010

i haven't gone out with Arifin this raya.. but it's ok... maybe next week..

he called lunch time.. it was great hearing his voice.. he was asking what i was doing, etc.. aheee :D then, later tonight i called him...

there is something about us not calling nor seeing each other much makes every call and every outing like the first time...

almost eleven years, he still makes me nervous when he calls... that is special...

lately, i feel that there are so many things that we have in common, alhamdulillah.. i told him what i did and he laughed... cuz he was experiencing the same thing.. imagine when we are finally living together?

we finish each other sentences, our days were identical, our opinions match up.. alhamdulillah ya Allah..

to pray for help, to believe and to have faith does calm one's mind, heart and soul...

i love Arifin everyday

i love him every morning

i love him every afternoon

i love him every night

i remember the first raya you came to my house

in November, you don't have to leave

Dariah; 12:17 AM

Sunday, September 12, 2010

its the 12th today, 2 more months :)

and one month till i will be someone's fiancee :)

Dariah; 12:41 PM

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Salam :)

first day of Raya was fun.. hehe.. 2 rumah makan soto.. ohhohooo.. ada lagi LadaRindu tu~ mudah2an inda sakit parut bisuk.. hehe..

atubah, pagi2 tadi masa turun, salam2 sama anak buah.. masa ku kan salam siti, we did this 'dance', hahaha we should do that everytime we great each other siti!!! hahahah.. (cali cali cali wuwuwuwuwu) <---ada sign language came with this words, adinya punya kawan yang trademark.. hhahah

aheee sal kami goof around rah rumah angah Halimah, aku kana bagi ampau jua

owh gosh!! kasut siti-lewey tadi.. LAWA!!!! GIRL~~~ i thought you well ;)

kami aga 3 buah rumah saja arini, kan rah basai tapi nada urang.. tapi sudah kan ampir kul 5 atu balik tah kami.. ngantu sorang.. ngalih sal atu dimalam siap2 kan rumah atu jua kali.. hehe.. kekajutan nampak anak bulan..

eh eh.. atu bah, nampak anak bulan, baby moon lahir so nama baby atu Badriah? wawawawa.. badriah = bulan jua kan? or was it bulan purnama... erm.. hehe biar cha~

he said: HariRaya next year going to be very different

:D love love

btw, nada byk gambar, nanti tah ku minta gambar rah abg ajee :)

Dariah; 1:20 AM

Friday, September 10, 2010

Assalamu'alaikum everybody :)

Selamat Hari Raya.. this raya really felt different... why?

it started just few days before Ramadhan ended.. atubah, hehe aritu aku jalan sama Abg Dasrini, kan liat brg2 untuk hiasan bilik tamu.. sekali aku kata "ani bleh kita byrkan?".. he replied simply "ok tu~".. then, masa liat brg2 lain lagi

me: ok kah if kita cover yg ani jua?

bro: ok eh..

huuWWWaaaahhh suka ku eeeee.. hehehe.. i feel like the bungsu in the family.. no wait?! i am!! hahaha.. inda wah, normally aku plg tu yg cover the expense for deco.. but since im getting married soon, my budget is really tight.. so alhamdulillah my brother was willing to help.. yeay!!

owh yes, my other siblings chip in bits and bits as well.. ka Dahariani made this origami for deco, and she even did some sewing as well, voluntarily.. syok eh syok eh..

then then, ka Dasimah, she bought this "selamat hari raya sign".. hehe.. very festive i must say..

sekali sekali, my dad bought a new Airconditioner, a standing one.. Wow!!! alhamdulillah.. :D

apa lagi aaa?? owh yes, pasal makan2 atu Ka Dasimah and Ka Dahlia sudah handle.. even though i dont have my baju raya done in time, i really feel this is a blissful one.. i was excited about the togetherness of my family to make our home very festive.. well it is not over the top, it seemed subtle but i feel the love in it..

anyways, selamat hari raya to all my friends, students, collegues, and readers out there.. i know i can be critical and transparent most of the time.. so i sincerely apologize for all of my wrong doing..

InsyaAllah i will try to change to be a better person and since its a forgiving month, what better way to start fresh by apologizing and forgive.. :) alhamdulillah ya Allah

Dariah; 2:31 AM

Tuesday, September 07, 2010

before school holiday, i take the initiative to ask some of the students

Me: napa baju sekulah mu pindik ani kan?

girl: (silent)

Me: baju pindik, kain lagi jarang inda makai skirt dalam. what are you trying to do? kalau kamu kana kacau macamana?

i am sure they don't know why i am acting like that, why i was being a NutHead, or an Annoying Discipline Teacher. sayang ku kan durang ani banarnya... damit2 sudah cana ulahnya... sudah basar macamana?

Alhamdulillah i was a busy girl when i was in their age: mengaji jumat minggu, wearing tudong since i was Primary 1. aku ikut pertandingan Nasyid, Muratal, Dzikir...

i remember when i was still little, my mum force me to read the first page of surah Al-Baqarah, i was shaking, i was scared, i cried, because i didn't know how to read Al-quran.. but once i know how, it felt great...

i know for some other families have different upbringing, different lifestyle, but ISLAM hanya SATU..

there are reasons why hukum2 di adakan. when i read the previous post about Mandi Wajib, i cried... i said to myself "Ya Allah, how am i going to tell this to others?"

with a troubled mind, i asked a wise person. one's said

apa rukun Iman kitani?

percayakan Allah inda?
percayakan Al-quran inda?

from there, i realised.. segala yang di tetapkan adalah dari Allah, dan ada tertulis di dalam Al-Quran.. jadi, kalau durang inda percayakan akan apa yang di larang bermaksud mereka tidak percayakan Allah dan Al-quran? Na'uzubillah Ya Allah

once that came into my mind, my heart just sink. i was in tears... i wasn't worried about others, i was concern about myself, seandainya aku masih serba kekurangan, personality seorang Muslim belum kukuh dalam diri.. jadi siapa kah aku ingin menegur orang lain, sedangkan aku sendiri kurang sempurna

Dariah; 12:25 PM

di setiap pujian, kita bisikkan ASTAGHFIRULLAH di dada,

supaya tidak memegahkan diri,

di setiap teguran, kita lafazkan ALHAMDULILLAH

kerana masih ada yang ingin membetulkan kita

Dariah; 12:20 PM

alhamdulillah, i've reveiced an email from a friend of mine. friend i knew from Perth, a student from Malaysia :)

so she sent me an email about Mandi Wajib.. since these days people believe whatever pictures, stories, gossips, why not i pass around a message that is really important for us, to create awareness and it is my responsibility as a muslim, as a friend, as a teacher to spread this out..

the content was actually long, i will just paste the ones concerns me

here it goes:

"Akibatnya, mandi majibnya menjadi tidak sah kerana tidak memenuhi salah satu rukun mandi wajib iaitu meratakan air keseluruhan anggota badan yg zahir. Apabila mandi wajib tidak sah, ibadat yg dilakukan oleh ssorg itu juga turut tidak sah. Itu lah akibatny jika tidak melakukan mandi wajib dengan betul,"

Rukun mandi wajib ada 3. Pertama, niat. Kedua, menghilangkan najis di badan. Ketiga,meratakan air keseluruh anggota badan yg zahir.

"Niat itu jika dilambatkan atau ketika ssorg itu memulakannya slps dia tlh mbasuh salah 1 anggota badannya akan menjadikan mandi wajibny tidak sah. Oleh itu dia mestilah mmulakan kembali niatnya ketika dia mula menyampaikan air keseluruh anggota badannya. Sekiranya dia berniat sebelum air sampai ke badan, niat itu juga tidak sah. Oleh itu mandi wajibnya tidak sah."

" Tentang rambut yg diwarnakan pula selain inai, ini lah yg merumitnya. Sbnrny jika rambut ssorg itu diwarnakan dgn pewarna slain inai,mandi wajib ssorg itu tidak sah.

"Oleh itu, ssorg yg mwarnakan rambutnya dgn pewarna slain inai, jika dia hendak mandi wajib, dia mestilah mbuang pewarna pd rambutnya tlebih dahulu. Tp untuk mbuang pewarna itu pula bagaimana?.. ini lah yg rumitnya. Sedangkan pwarna pd rambut itu sbnrny tidak blh dibuang begitu mudah.

"Yang menyebabkan mandi wajib org yg menggunakan pwrna pd rambutny tidak sah kerana pwarna itu akan menyalut rambutnya yg menghalang air sampai ke rambut. Ini bbeza dgn inai. Inai sbnrnya akan meresap ke rambut, ttp pwarna pula akan menyalut rambut menyebabkan air thalang ke rambut."

kesimpulannya di sini, mandi wajib mesti di jaga.. mandi dari hadas besar ka, apa2 saja mandi untuk menyucikan kitani, kalau inda sah, amalan kitani inda di terima.. jadi cuba renungkan bersama, kalau amalan kita tidak di terima, kita puasa sebulan macamana?

semoga amalan kita di terima oleh Allah Ta'ala. semangnya aku penuh kekurangan sebagai seorang muslim, tapi akan ku cuba menjadi yang sebaik2nya InsyaAllah.

Dariah; 11:56 AM

Sunday, September 05, 2010

kamu kamu, atubah..

apa baju bertunang ah? bowh.. hahahaha.. hmmm...

huuWWaaahhh so i will be getting my 2 rings tah tu... Yeay yeay~~ aheeee

Dariah; 9:20 PM

Saturday, September 04, 2010

huuuuWWWaaahhhh aku bertunang bulan dapan ka????!!!!!

aheeee balum berbuat surat jamputan.. aheeee...

huuuWWWaaaah pastu pastu my wedding a month after that... HuuuWWWaaaahhhh

im currently making my list of people to invite.. huuuwWWaaaahhhh for my friends alone, brapa kem tu.. cuz my friends masa attachments, time mengaji, masa belakun... im still friends with them, so yeahh..

mamaku bertanya aritu kan save berapa kem untuk kawan2ku.. masa ku gito berapa kem, terdiam mamaku.. aheeee... apa lagi udah ku keraja ani, makin jua ramai tu.. aheee

Dariah; 7:24 PM

Friday, September 03, 2010

HAPPY HOLIDAY TO ALL TEACHERS AND STUDENTS..

YEAY YEAY CUTI~~

YEAY YEAY~

Dariah; 9:07 AM