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Sunday, October 31, 2010

Bismillah

Salam kamu :)

dulu bertahun, mengira bulan, minggu.. alhamdulillah ani menghitung hari saja lagi..

12 days left

semoga segala urusan berjalan dengan lancar, InsyaAllah

btw, bisuk students sekulah semula after their special leave

miss having them around :)

Dariah; 11:13 PM

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Bismillah

Salam :)

Ya Allah berilah ku perlindungan..

Dariah; 9:13 AM

Bismillah

Salam :)

sometime this week mamaku ada mengaga urang meninggal, sekali ada berjumpa dengan guru ku sekulah ugama dulu.. MasyaAllah..

masa ku mendangar cerita mamaku, Ya Allah inda terbayang rasa syukur ku.. pasal, guru atu yg ku pikir2 kan selalu dari awal lagi, Cigu Hjh Sadkiah, mikirkan cana kan memanggil cigu.. cana kan antar surat catu..

alhamdulillah, Cigu Hjh Sadkiah salah sorang cigu yang sangat ku hormati.. dengan tunjuk ajarnya dan usahanya aku dapat membaca Kitab Al-Quran dengan lancar.. dan cigu Hjh Sadkiah byk bercerita sal nabi2, sal dunia akhirat.. masyaAllah.. it would be great to see her and her family on my wedding day.. it would be one of the greatest gift.. alhamdulillah

owh yes, yesterday aku kejumpahan Mr George!! banar!! masih ia mengajar di MS rupanya.. cuz aku tanya2 urang MS macam inda kenal jua Mr George ani.. can you believe now how great Kuasa Allah?

sujud ku penuh kesyukuran

on the other note

amalkan lah menyebut kebesaran Allah.. akhiri apa yang kamu kagumi, terpegun, terkejut dengan kalimah Allah...

hentikan lah berkata "shyt?", "palui", "what the hell", "baie", "gila"... etc... segala perkataan ani inda membawa kitani kemana2.. hanya mendatangkan dusa dan membuat tani makin marah atau tidak tenteram...

insyaAllah, dengan berAstaghfar, selawat, tasbih.. hati tani akan tenteram.. buat tani berfikir kenapa tani marah? pasal kitani kah tu?

kitani bukan saja dapat sedarkan diri, tani jua dapat pahala sal selalu ingatkan Allah dalam apa jua hal.. dan pabila tani selalu ingatkan Allah, insyaAllah Allah pun ingat kan tani.. nyaman jua rasa ati.. amin Ya Allah...

banar kamu, aku bukan kan buat2 cerita... apa2 saja, tani mesti fikir positive, kalau urang mengumpat, bawa byk2 selawat supaya Allah dapat selimutkan pendengaran tani, kalau nampak barang yg inda baik, mudah2an Allah akan lindungan pandangan tani.. kalau ada urang susah hati, jgn susahkan hatinya lagi, sama2 berAstaghfar, insyaAllah akan di beri pertunjuk.. dan jua jangan sangka buruk arah urang.. kitani inda tau jalan cerita kehidupannya.. jadi apa yang tani buleh buat doakan ia, semoga di beri rahmat Allah..

"Barangsiapa di antara kamu melihat kemunkaran, maka hendaklah ia mengubahnya dengan tangannya, jika ia tidak mampu cegahlah dengan lisannya, dan apabila tidak mampu maka dengan hatinya. Yang demikian itu adalah selemah-lemah iman". (Hadits riwayat Imam Muslim).

hati bersih, jiwa tenteram

Dariah; 12:17 AM

Friday, October 29, 2010

Bismillah

Salam :)

subahanallah... kamu...

tadi kami fitting baju.. banyak kan di fikirkan... alhamdulillah Arifin faham jua, jadi Arifin ckp "take your time, no rush syg"... and tadi ada boss kadai atu, MasyaAllah, she was a wonderful person... she is very informative about fashion... wish i had prior meeting with her... but, seeing her today was good enough.. what past is past.. at least sampat jua tadi jumpa the master mind behind the beauty of all the clothings made.. syukur alhamdulillah..

2 weeks lagi

Allahumma Yassirli Wala Tu'assirli Ya kirm

Dariah; 11:51 PM

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Bismillah

Salam :)

arini aku byk marking... ngalih pulang like dari ku datang keraja sampai tengah hari.. decided to meet my old friend from Perth, Aminah.. MasyaAllah i had a GREAT TIME!!

We went to Escapades Bunut.. she-yok di sana ahh.. Aminah ckp tampat atu baru jua.. and and she is the experts in sushi, so she just do the ordering and i eat.. literally.. hehe

Aminah: ko mau apa Dah?

me: manasaja, ko tah pilih

Aminah: apa eh? ani suka ko?

me: layan

Aminah: ani pandai ko

me: cuba saja tia.. hehe

order punya order, panuh jua lah meja kami atu.. hehe.. i explained to Aminah that back in Perth, Veronica did the orderings for me, i just eat as well.. so now i have a sushi-partner!!! yeay!! alhamdulillah.. banar, batah udah ku inda nyaman makan sushi, selalu salah saja.. canatah jua.. batah nunggu Veron kan balik~ hehehehehe...

then Aminah ani jua kuat makan.. hehe ermmm macam aku.. like in certain food lah.. hehehe.. alhamdulillah...

lapas me-nyu-shi.. aku lepak kajab rah rumahnya.. MasyaAllah, Aminah buatkan aku coffee with Ice-cream, then, ada Chocolate.. then kami liat movie.. lapas atu main Wii.. it was such a warm welcome... her house was very cozy as well.. i would love to hang around alot more in the future.. (hmmm kalau dapat kebenaran lah) hehehe

it was great to see you Aminah.. hehe

hugs

Dariah; 6:27 PM

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Bismillah

Salam :)

kemarin aku talipun tunangku Arifin :).. saja2 talipun.. i told him that i started marking and explained to him that i will be busy..

he said simply "i can help you"..

MasyaAllah

Alhamdulillah, masa atu aku rasa lapang, tenang dan cukup bahagia pasal aku dapat merasakan yang Arifin nanti buleh meringan2kan tugas2ku..

ramai urang tanya "sedia ko udah Dariah? ready ko udah ni?"..

insyaAllah Dariah ready udah.. apa2pun yang akan terjadi akan kami lalui bersama.. it has been a learning process all these years.. i will always be ready to learn some more insyaAllah

Dariah; 10:21 PM

Monday, October 25, 2010

Bismillah

Salam :)

MasyaAllah.. that is the word i kept on saying these days why?

begitu banyak perkara yang terjadi mengkagumi ku,

sentiasa lahir di hati untuk melafazkan MasyaAllah, ini kekuasaan Allah

di setiap lagu di dengar, alhamdulillah.. sentiasa mengingatkan diri akan Allah

MasyaAllah, begitu baik nya sifat seorang hamba Allah menghasilkan lagu2 untuk memperingati kebesaran Allah, lagu2 berunsur nasihat supaya kembali ke pangkal Allah.. semoga di kurniakan pahala and rahmat ke atas pelagu2 yang memberi pedoman dunia akhirat..

semasa ku jalan sama Ka Dahlia kan membali CD lagu, bergerak hati ku untuk membeli CD selawat/Zikir/tasbih..

hatiku berbisik "ani kadai original, tantu mahal ni..."

namun, tindak balas fikiran ku "lagu2 ani baik untuk kitani, urang2 membuat ani urang Islam, apa salahnya berbelanja lebih untuk membeli barang yang baik.. kan kitani selalu barang yg berkualiti, yang mahal.. apa salahnya sama2 menulung urang Islam.. inda sampai ke arah durang duit kitani, inysaAllah dalam pelbagai cara yang lain, sampai jua rezeki durang tu nanti"

sama jua masa ku membali Al-Qur'an untuk Hantaran masa aritu.. masa2 atu di Stadium tertutup ada pameran.. jadi byk kitab berjual di sana.. aku ada cerita rah kawan keraja yg aku menawar2 harga Al-Qur'an.. sekali kawan ku atu ckp

kwn: inda bisai Al-Qur'an di tawar2...

aku: ...

kwn: brg2 yang lain sanggup tani bali mahal2, indakan Al-Qur'an inda sanggup bayar kan seratus?

aku: banar jua ah..

aku cuma mampu terdiam.. subahanallah.. aku malu plg tu masa atu.. aku tau plg Al-Qur'an ani inda buleh di Jual Beli.. tapi cana tah jua kan.. memang bisnis catu.. tapi sudah kana tagur sal tawar menawar atu.. ialah, insaf saja.. terima teguran, jadi Alhamdulillah ada masih urang yg mau tagur aku, inda takut bersuara rah ku.. Alhamdulillah.. apa2pun belajar dari kesilapan.. jadi apa2 yang berkaitan dengan keagamaan insyaAllah aku inda kan berkira..

atu jua.. MasyaAllah, urusan2 di mana2 walaupun ada halangan tapi ada urang yg menulung.. ada ku kana maklumkan.. ada yang menalipun kalau ada masalah, ada yg mau berunding.. ada yang berhati murah.. MasyaAllah, aku kagum dengan pertolongan Allah..

masa ani jua, setiap kali ku melafazkan nama Allah, hatiku rasa lain... macam... kenapa dulu rasa macam takut kan sebut nama ALLAH? kenapa selalu sebut TUHAN daripada memanggil ALLAH? jadi MasyaAllah, rasa ku alami inda dapat ku susun dalam kata..

astaghfirullah hal'azim, napa ku jarang menyeru pada Mu dahulu?

astaghfirullah hal'azim, kenapa ku tidak mendalami maksud jika ku selalu mengingati Mu, Kau akan sentiasa mengingati ku..

astaghfirullah hal'azim, kenapa dulu tidak berniatkan segala2 yang ku lakukan pertama2 adalah kerana kejalan Allah, kerana Allah

jadi Alhamdulillah, belum terlambat untuk ku kagumi kebesaran Mu..

Syukur Alhamdulillah, Allah telah beri bakat kepada pelagu2: ada alunan lagu untuk kita ikuti, untuk sentiasa mengingati Allah

begitu indahnya jika setiap lagu yg kita nyanyikan berunsur keagamaan?

MasyaAllah, mata pun berair mengkagumi semua ani

MasyaAllah, basar pahala penulis/penyumbang suara/pencetak lagu, bisdurang atu..

durang sebar2 lagu Allah,

urang2 lain pun ikut..

urang lain pun jadi insaf..

MasyaAllah, bisai jua tu..

Dariah; 10:30 PM

Friday, October 22, 2010

salam :)

kamu kamu, atubah.. hehe

ermmm 3 minggu lagi..

ermmmm... selalunya iski ni counting down ahh.. i mean, iski plg.. sekali.. like WHAT????? 3 WEEKS????.. 21 HARI!!! then, how many fridays and sundays left? (liat kiri, liat kanan) aaaaaAAA...

kkekekekeke... kabak2 ehh.. like am i doing sufficient job? ada missing ka? am i suppose to be busy? masa ni sibuk buat keraja sekulah bh.. iatah balum terasa kekecohan dirumah..

erm ermm... i hope i organized almost everything already insyaAllah.. i made lots of appointments, i asked countless questions, repeated the same-countless questions.. hehe.. i went to the same place lots of time.. see/call people numerous times..

hahah.. mun kamu kan kawin2an sabut saja si Dariah.. then the people who had worked with me would say "aaAAhhhhhh si Dariah ka??? eng-at-ehhhhhhh... yg panuhkan inboxku atu?"

Allah humma yassirli wala tu'assirli ya karim

Dariah; 12:09 AM

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

salam :)

Wednesday is officially my favourite day of the week :)

starts from 6, my fav tv shows play back to back

1. AmericaNextTopModel Cycle 13

2. SayYesToTheDress

3. GotToDanceUk

4. AmericaNextTopModel Cycle 14

huwaaahhh... rabu-she-yok

Dariah; 10:43 PM

salam :)

alahai~~ arini 20/10/2010 bah.. ari rabu.. adatah jua urang kawin.... tadi aku nampak ada kerita berhias for the bride/groom.. mau tah jua menyampati~~ hahaha masyaAllah..

well my date 12/11 was special because it was the day we first met.. inda jua kami terfikir kan exactly 11 years from now, we pick a date..and coincidently this year no atu lawa 12/11/10..

we chose that day after few discussions

1. inda mau bulan 12 sal ramai urang kawin jua and urang belayar2

2. bulan 11 - supaya dapat cuti awal then sambung cuti bulan 12

3. i mentioned about our anniversary on 12/11.. and masyaAllah 12/11 ngam2 ari jumat.. so Arifin comfirmed to Nikah on that day..

sekali, masa ku mentioned the date arah urang catering, pelaminan, bakery.. 12/11/10.. inda sadar2 lawa jua no atu :D aheeee.. alhamdulillah

and 10/10/10 lasttime? my mum suruh bertunang sebulan sebelum kawin.. so the closest would be that day.. heee Arifin pun inda perasan bnrnya 10/10 atu ramai urang nanti kan kawin.. sudah berset aribulan barutah terclick..

apa2pun, jan jua terlampau berpandukan aribulan kan milih ari kawin.. mun catu tahun 2013 inda tah urang kawin2an tu? hahahah.. bukanya apa :) im just saying because ada urang buking2 aribulan udah untuk 2012.. to get 20/12/2012.. masyaAllah.. mun pjg umur insyaAllah jadi kawin, and pengangun pun ada jua masih apa...hehhee.. manasaja kamu lah... if that makes you feel happy and share the same date with the rest of the world :)

all in all, "date" is jua a nomber

only you could make it special

Dariah; 5:29 PM

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

salam :)

bismillah.. i was inspired today, alhamdulillah

i used to write our names everywhere and drew a heart,

i used to stare at your pictures day and night,

now i see your name next to mine in our wedding card,

soon the closest you will be is here next to my heart..

love syg

Dariah; 10:58 PM

Monday, October 18, 2010

salam

alahai.. carpet ku ketumpahan ink.. i am so upset right now.. then, nasib baik jua inda kemukaku..

my fingers are all black now..

ink apa? ink printer, aku cuba refill.. then, terperanchit.. huhu.. subahanallah.. dugaan..

baik ia berlaku awal ani daripada dekat2 kan acara

Dariah; 1:16 AM

Salam :)

gosh oh gosh.. so many things happened from last month till early october that i havent blogged about. so appology in advance.

1. Lili's Sanding 24/09 - congrates lil :), at last everything is done, no more worries for you :) you looked stunning that night

2. Syam's birthday bash 9/10 - Happy belated birthday syam :) hehe midnight tu ku text ko malam atu~.. aheee.. heard you had a blast on your birthday bash.

3. Syam's graduation photoshoot - sorry for missing this as well, saw a few of your pix, looks great!!

4. Teacher's Day Celebration STPRI - ermmm guess what? i was crowned as the Coolest Teacher 2010.. ermmm hahaha.. thanks girls.. though i don't know sapa saja yg vote aku ani.. bukan student yang ku ajar kali.. hahaha

5. ermm ada lagi kah yg ketinggalan?? hmm.. atu ja kali

still making the guest list

looking forward to see my girls next week :)

alhamdulillah i feel abit better today

Dariah; 12:27 AM

Sunday, October 17, 2010

salam..

huhu..

aku damam

kemarin aku MC

and lidahku lain rasanya.. iatahni rasa urang damam.. tapi aku lapar.. apa saja ku makan inda ngam rasanya..

Arifin ckp aku damam sal aku inda cukup tidur and kurang makan.. it is actually true.. iv been staying up late, then awal bangun.. pastu, meeting here and there.. no proper lunch.. and kadang2 nada selera.. most of it due to exhaustion.. sampai makan pun ngalih rasanya.. huhu..

my facial skin pun lain rasanya.. huhu..

Dariah; 5:31 PM

Friday, October 15, 2010

salam :)

i remember when i was really little and my siblings were using this "adult language", codes whenever i am around.

oh my oh my, now i am an adult, and on top of that 'getting married'.. this codes, adult language is not hidden anymore..

friends in the office, friends in the committee, sisters.. when they talked, it is really open.. sometimes (no, most of the times), it just shut me up.. because i don't know what to reply.. i am known to say what's in my mind.. but honestly, at that moment, my mind was as clear as the blue sky..

and time2 masani tah, aku inda dapat salah ckp.. mun ku ckp apa2.. durang interpret it differently, when i was referring to a simple literal thing.. sigh.. hahaha..

ermm... am i suppose to keep on engaging with the adult conversation for wedding prep? hahaha ermm no comment!!!

im still coughing

hope im feeling better tomorrow

Dariah; 11:46 PM

salam kamu :)

bismillah

eeee... Movie Marley & Me, sigh.. i've watched this more than 10, 20? i still cry.. huhu... i have it in my harddrive, i watched it when i was still in perth, then i watched it when i was bored, then masani balik2 liat rah tv.. meliat pun, sikit2 saja, sambil2 buat keraja.. atu pun menangis jua leh nya.. sal apal udah part2nya atu, so, masa2 sedih terberanti tah jua kan meliat,

atu jua, lagu2 yg kana mainkan dalam movie atu pun kenal udah.. tadi kaka tukar, tarus terclick atu cerita Marley & Me, without even looking at the scene..

and and, towards the end, masa si Marley mati, then anak2 membuat surat untuk Marley. eee inda tertahan tuuu.. huhu..

jalan ceritanya pun lawa lah.. it is one of my favourite, all time favourite

Ya Allah, sihat kan badan ku dalam sebulan ani..

im starting to feel sick, subahanallah

four weeks today till i'm married, MasyaAllah

Dariah; 7:10 PM

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Salam :)

Bismillah..

tadi aku liat tv sama mamaku, quality time together.. sekali stumbled upon this new TV series, Got To Dance UK..

LOVED-IT

Sesuai untuk semua lapisan masyarakat.. aheeeheee.. sal, for the very first time, i can watch a dance tv show with my mom, peacefully.. the performance atu inda membari terJeLuak mata.. so, it was fun and definitely inspiring :)

aku tertidur tadi ptg, tarus2.. haha ngalih aku atu banar~

Dariah; 10:36 PM

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

my poem is inspired by Ainal, when she said "bismillah"

semalam aku ingin lari dari realiti

aku tak ingin mengerti

tidak lagi peduli

namun apa adanya berlari

pabila masalah akan sentiasa menghantui

rasa gelisah datang kembali

jadi, segalanya akan ku mulakan dengan bismillah

tatkala dalam kesukaran akan ku lafazkan subahanallah

saat ku mengkagumi kebesarannya, ku lafazkan masya Allah

dan ketika dalam kegembiraan, akan ku lafazkan alhamdulillah

Segala kejadian datang dari Allah

hanya di mata manusia yang memberi pengertian kejadian itu "baik" atau "buruk"

pabila turunnya Kun Faya Kun,

maka jadilah apa yang di kehendaki Nya

kini.. apa pun yang terjadi, aku akan akhiri dengan Alhamdulillah

kerana

Allah masih menyayangi ku, supaya aku tidak lupa diri, tidak megah diri

dan alhamdulillah

akan ku harungi segalanya dengan pasangan hidup yang dapat membimbingku ke jalan Allah

masya Allah

Terima Kasih Ainal

glad to be your friend

and thanks for not forgetting me

alhamduillah

Dariah; 8:16 PM

today is the 12th, the final 12th :)

one month to go :D :D

love love

Dariah; 8:00 PM

Monday, October 11, 2010

salam..

adui adui adui... hehehe.. a week of absence made my students confuse... they thought that i was on holiday a.k.a. cuti kawin..

student: teacher sudah kawin ka?

me: huh?

i was away due to the 5-day seminar that my committee had to conduct.. apparently my students' imaginations were ahead of me.. hehehe..

somehow i was glad to be back (for couple of hours), by noon, stress strikes...

1. students records overdue

2. students SPE paper - stapling ~300 sets of papers/12 pages each

3. marking them after 26/10.

4. submits total marks 10 days after.

5. planning another seminar/workshop for Year 8. to be conducted in January 2011

6. i-am-down-all-over-again..

need to go to the gym again

sigh

so much for the happiness i felt for the last 24hours ago

Dariah; 6:16 PM

Sunday, October 10, 2010

salam :D

alhamdulillah Dariah rasa sihat arini.. and and and... i am getting engaged!!!!

syam and hjh datang tadi :D :D thanks girls.. hehe

and the crowd was ngam2 tadi jua :D alhamdulillah... tadi aku betapuk di bilik.. kana suruh.. hehe

around 9 dariah turun.. rombongan laki2 datang :) tadi masa menyarungkan nda sampat begambar sal inda terpikir lagi.. hehe ner-vous~~~

cincin pembuka mulut

low-and-behold my-love-at-first-sight-ring cincin tunang :D

hehe tadi Arifin called.. then abg Eguy said "eeee tunangku tunangku talipun" HAHAHAHAHAH

I AM ENGAGED... aku tunang Arifin :D :D happy happy.. love love

Dariah; 11:37 PM

Friday, October 08, 2010

salam

huhu.. kamu kamu.. aku damam.. 2 hari udah.. dari ari Rabu... banarnya dari ari minggu udah ada rasanya kan damam.. cam kan ilang suara, batuk karing catu.. tapi ku tahan sal ada presentation ari isnin selasa..

tahan punya tahan.. ari rabu kapisan... lamah banar ani bah.. aku kana bagi MC... so tidur dari pagi.. ptg atu payah2 kan bangun.. rasa macam minta ambilkan aing, minumkan ubat dari katil (macam lam tv ahhhh).. huhu, tapi apa leh buat, kuatkan saja rasa ati, turun kebawah makan ubat sendiri2

mudah2an ari minggu ani aku sihat.. saaaAAALLLLLLLL? aku kan bertunang!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEE

*lari lari*

*terbatuk batuk*

Dariah; 11:32 AM

Tuesday, October 05, 2010

wake up at dawn

sleep past midnight

routine for a week

Dariah; 5:49 AM

Sunday, October 03, 2010

salam

aku ngalih

burnout

leher bangkak

kan ilang suara

bisuk ada presentation

badan ku panas

tidur subuh saja

keraja 6.30

neeeEEE Nooooo Neeeee NoooOOOO Neeee NOooo

Dariah; 10:00 PM

Saturday, October 02, 2010

salam :)

kamu kamu..

ahhhuuu... almost every night udah ku tidur subuh ani.. mudah2an jua inda berpanjangan sampai november ehh.. ngalih tu banar mun catu..

im still working on the seminar/workshop that starts on Monday.. on top of that, ive to write up hundreds up to 1K guests.. moreover, keraja sekulah lagi yg balum bebuat..

subhanallah ya Allah

Dariah; 1:22 AM