Sunday, August 20, 2006
earlier today, i had a delima of whether i should do my laundry by hand or using washing machine.. if i used washing machine, i would flushed $2.40 just like that. if by hand, i just need one dollar to use the dryer. after i had a nice glance at my laundry, i've realised that, there was no way that i would do it by hand. my laundry basket was full!! imagine a two week amount of clothings.. hahhaaa.. so i painfully plunged my precious coins into the machine.. *sigh* i could by two bars of snickers with that..
in the afternoon, i read chemistry textbooks, feel so relaxed reading what i'm sure of. shortly after that, i rode my bike to the library.. i started off by doing chemistry tutorial worksheet, it was fun and easy. soon after i finished halfway (didn't finished it because i still have plenty of time to get it done, i've to set my priority straight. i started off with it simply because i wanted to warm up my mind) i listened to the recent recorded psychology lecture. i found out that i would be better off listening to the recording as compared to attending the actual lecture.. it was very productive session i must say.
late afternoon i did some mild exercises. i did rope skipping for my human movement unit.. yes, i learn how to jump rope professionally. believe it or not, there will be a test next month. it is not as easy as it sounds. that is why i have to practise everyday, as suggested by my caring boyfriend.. speaking of which i chatted with him just now and oh boy was i such an idiot!.. he was trying to give me further suggestions and i got stressed out.. i have to admit, i tend to overlook some stuff and unconciously pressurized myself. he was totally right the whole way.
now that i am here.. i feel lost couple of times, i thought i knew myself very well.. and its hard to admit that i don't.. i feel different here.. i always thought i can easily blend in to a new environment.. i was wrong.. it is not easy when your doing completely new thing, for example living in an single apartment.. i mean... I HAVE AN APARTMENT... that is a HUGE step for a girl like me.. and there is no one i love that i can show it off with..... i usually get excited when i experience new things.. but the different thing is i can't physically expressed my excitement to people i care most... hey!! everything happens for reason right?
Dariah; 10:47 PM