time flew so fast when we have fun... when peeps kept on asking me when am i going back to Perth, i said 20th July. i didn't realise that it is actually NEXT WEEK.


when Arifin sent me home tonight, i was in tears when i walked into my room. why do i have to study oversea?.. why Brunei doesn't have my course?.. why am i born into this world 6 years later after his birth?.. is it fair to make him wait for me?..


those question always keep on playing in my mind before i fly off to Perth. the quote that usually calms me down is that "everything happens for a reason". i believe in that. i'm not complaining.. i'm just missing home already eventhough i'm still here.. *my heart whispers* i am loving what i feel right now.. i don't want it to end..


...labat ujan turun, labat lagi airmataku...