among all of my classes, I VERY MUCH DISLIKE MOTOR LEARNING LABS!!!! everyone just like to rush things.

in this 'supposingly' 2 hours lab, we have to conduct an experiment (each lab session is different) and immediately after we have to write a report regarding the experiment. soooOOOO, the experiment usually takes 40-50minutes and everyone just wants to finish the lab within ONE HOUR, even the instructur wants to leave the lab early. C'MON IT IS 2 HOURS LAB FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!! not everyone can process the objectives of the experiment within minutes. there are 6 labs for this semester and at the end of the semester, our instructor will randomly choose 2 of the 6 to make 20% of the final mark. 20% I TELL YOU!!! NO KIDDING!!! 10% each!!! i was trying to be patient for the pass 2 months, but i just couldn't take it today. this lab makes me look DARN stupid. i get enough of the stupid look from my swimming class and previous other physical classes. i SURELY don't need it from elsewhere!!!

my blood vessels starts to overflow itself now with minutes to burst!! breathe daria breathe... aaaaaaaaaaaa.... ok ok.. now i know the problem.. i just have to think of the solution. screw that lab work!!! i need to work hard on my other 80% worth of exam. i did my mid-semester exam which worth 15%, will get the result this week (i hope); other 15% from swimming component and remaining 50% goes to the final theory exam. ok. there is still chance to get Distinction. there is still chance to get Distinction. there is. there is.

i need to jog. i need to run. i thirst for endophine (feel good hormone). i need to do something that i am good at to gain my confidence back. i want to go to the gym. i want to do aerobics. i need to clear my head. i'm a ticking bomb right now. SOMEONE PULL THE WIRE BEFORE I EXPLODE!!!!