i phoned mum just now. hehe.. so nice. mum is busy making biscuits, not for Raya but for my brother, Dahari's wedding, in November. YES. my brother is getting married and i'm going to miss it :( i'm sad because i am pretty close with Dahari, we are the star in the family. we joke around alot, we make fools of ourselves, we just click in every conversation. gosh, i miss him very much. :'(

my mum told me that the house is crowded with invitation cards; papers and stickers flooded the floor. i went silent for abit when my mum mentioned that the house is not organised to the occasion yet. usually i take care of this issue. ok, i know i am a woman and my job is in the kitchen, but it is just how i was brought up; well not all of my sisters are like me, so happened that i was exposed to the technical stuff. i spent more time with my brothers than sisters when i was growing up. i always help arranging the sofas, tables, decorating, etc during festive seasons. my brothers inspired me more. i cleaned and tidied the house, and i am good at it. so, my mum felt some emptiness when it comes to special functions held at home. well, not that my mum doesn't miss me at all, she just miss me at the most during these times. wish i can freeze uni life just for two weeks and help around at home. gosh. i was trying not to be so emotional about my brother's wedding. but i couldn't help it after that phone call. i cried immediately after. hope all the preparation goes well bro~ love you.

Dahriah, Dahari