Monday, December 24, 2007
thought it was around 11am when i woke up. NOPH. it.was.2.30pm!!! haha that was one beauty sleep i must say~~ i was thinking of going out later by myself, or maybe with my mum if she wants to tag along
(bila jua masanya ia inda mau ikut~). i want to make a new pairs of contact lens. my current lens is already 3 years old.
my mum used the car after Asar. so perhaps i would go after that. then, at 4.16pm Arifin called. :D :D :D he said "you feel like going out today?" my heart excitedly shouted "DO I????" hehehehe. i just love when he asked me out. love it.love it.love it. hehehe.
so, we went to the laundry place to pick up my Baju Kurong. soon after, we went to the specs shop to make my new contact lens.
went to Ayamku to grab a bite.
was thinking to shop for tops for my acting scenes that will start this Saturday. but strangely, "strangely" i wasn't in the mood to shop. YES boys and girls, you read that right. my Arifin told me that if i don't have the drive to shop, just don't because we would just waste time. "nothing would look nice when you don't have the mood", he added. he was right. when i don't have the drive, my creativeness to make any top or dress works is no where to be found.
Arifin knows me very well. he knows what looks good on me, what works for me. he simply knows what i am capable of doing. look at me, i sounded like a fresh lover. hahaha. it is wonderful to still feel this way after years and years i've been together with him.
just before 8pm, i still not feel like going home, so he brought me to Master Alim, pool place. this is where Arifin likes to hang out and play. oh boy, it has been a while since the last time i went into a pool place. lots of guys there, all of a sudden i felt awkward. i felt shy. yea sure when i was in Australia, i study sports with guys, but that was different; the presence of guys in the lecture theatre were negligible to me. tonight at Master Alim, i was really... shy... i know Arifin would like me feeling this way. but i don't force myself to be like this; it comes naturally. this is another beautiful thing in our relationship, he let me explore life and be free because he knows that i will get his point sooner of later. he believes that eventually i would say "yeah, you were right". he is like the other half of my brain. if i think by myself, it takes ages to figure out one problem. but when we work together, within minutes we managed to work things out. shopping for instance, i usually spend hours to pick a dress (my girls have to agree with me on this). but when i am with Arifin, without hesitation, we
found the
perfect one; and didn't take a long time to reach that point.
all in all, he is indeed my better half.
Dariah; 11:44 PM
