Wednesday, April 14, 2010
i could finally make sense of my off-track-demotivated mind.
when i was in Aussie, i encountered different type of people, different personalities, attitudes.. different situations, different issues almost everyday..
so here i am, in Brunei working as an Educational Officer where i repeatedly teach exactly the same thing for 14 times each week.. encountered exactly the same people, same attitudes, same issues..
no wonder my
creativity is slowly diminishing... i need variety..
when i trained my clients, i could see results within weeks.. with my students, the could only see results over a year period...
and the
difference between having clients and students is that, my clients gave me feedback.. it was a two-way communication.. i consulted them, there was a follow up, intervention and talked about rooms for improvements... as for my students, they simply do what i order them to do, it is according to the syllabus...
with my clients, the program evolve around them.. it is personalized according to their goals and, likes and dislikes...
i hate to admit that i don't really know my students.. there are way too many of them.. i would want to know them better.. i like one-on-one business.. i would want to pursue my dream as a personal trainer.. i know perhaps this job is like a detour.. but, i don't know how am i going to grow from where i am standing right now..
i don't normally wait to be discovered
i let them know myself
Dariah; 9:24 PM