i won't start doing things, unless everything is perfect and ready to go
i am scared of my own capacity; i am not scared of failure, i am scared of success
when people know your ability and capacity, YES there is pressure to be fabulous
Wednesday, May 05, 2010
something happened today...
i cried... infront of a group of highly educated people (these are the good guys).
one of them: are you ok Dariah? me: i don't feel very well them: aaawww then, you don't have to come for today, its fine me: (silence)
then i sat down, i looked at them... i couldn't hold it in anymore, i burst into tears... i couldn't breathe... i couldn't mouth a single word... i had to take few minutes to calm down... i've confessed my problem to them..
ok this is my position: i did my best to do my job, it is out of my element, but still i give my ultimate best... but having no one to support me, no one believe in what i do; how am i suppose live day by day... on top of that i am being punished for being more knowledgeable, upfront, confident and brave person.
my feeling is beautifully written in this song
Dariah; 6:15 PM
Bits & Pieces
Dariah 24
Leo Bruneian Sport Scientist
Fitness Enthusiast
PE Teacher
Inspired by everyone
A concise perfectionist
Always finishes everything she started
Things That Never Change
i love my husband
i love my family
i love my bestfriend
i love my cats
punctual, very
hates waiting
