Tuesday, December 26, 2006
today, at around 2.30pm my arifin picked me up... we planned to renew our IDBB cards but there were huge queues so we decided to do it tomorrow morning. then my arifin planned to renew his passport... hehehee... he didn't have any recent passport picture with him... so we went to the Konica Shop... my plan to intrude inside his passport picture failed, so~~ that is why i insisted to take picture with him immediately after his pictures were taken.... hahahahhaaa
-nda bergambar di studio, gambar di krita dgn camera mahal, jaditah....-
we went to grab a bite at KFC, Athirah... so many memories there...there is where our love story begins... teehee... we had a serious conversation today...my arifin confronted about my behaviour; my dramatic expression, body language and spoilt gesture were over the top. well~ i wasn't really agreeing with him at first. after i gave my self a moment to suck it in and few tears, i see his point...
now i know the reason why i didn't feel the connection between him and i... it was because of my behaviour....(blushing) because of my behaviour he felt embarassed, annoyed and turned off... i will definitely try to make this work... i will be the woman he felt in love with 7 years ago... because i want to have the man i felt in love with too... truly...
Dariah; 10:25 PM