Wednesday, April 08, 2009
alhamdulillah...
now i know why i am so irritable.. the things i did since last Friday was 'not plan'.. i was in the go-with-the-flow mode..
so that mode is not working for me, i know that know...
how did i finally come to this conclusion? well, i was searching for stuff to buy just now.. so googled some potential stores that could possibly stock them. then, i list down the phone numbers.. and plan to call them up tomorrow. i feel so incontrol and excited.
ok, the searching for places is 'controllable'.. meaning i can solve it there and then... calling the places up is 'uncontrollable' to some extend.. meaning, i couldn't call them up after hours... so i have to wait till tomorrow morning.. i can deal with that..
also, i didn't strictly follow my daily-study-plan... i just go with how i feel that day... so, big
no-nogreat... i feel better now... i solved some issues, and accepted some of it to be uncontrollable.
Dariah; 8:42 PM
